MY HEART DOCTOR

misunderstanding Mimi

That night it was probably just Mimi who had not slept well. Every word that came from the mouth of Shahril was always ringing.

Mimi sleeps restlessly, she has chanted in her heart but her heart and mind still do not feel calm.

Shahril fell asleep with a happy heart, the words that Mimi answered were the answers she had been waiting for.

He slept peacefully, but the peaceful sleep was disturbed when the sound of the mattress moving. Shahril opened her eyes slowly, seeing Mimi lying next to him sleeping uneasily.

Mimi felt tired of closing her eyes, but her mind did not want to cooperate. Mimi sat down from her fall, repeatedly she took a stand.

Syahril silently watched Mimi's behavior tonight, Mimi moved from her seat and out of her room to the bathroom in the kitchen.

Mimi took a deep breath, then she went back to taking ablution.

The clock on the wall shows at 2:30 in the morning. Mimi decides to pray tahajud and istikharah, only her Rabb where she complains at this time.

When Mimi opened the door, Syahril opened the door.

"Sister." said Mimi.

"Hmm, we know the worshipers" he said Mimi nodded, waiting for Syahril to be ready for ablution. Mimi held a prayer rug, Mimi also prepared peci and sarongs for Syahril.

Shahril has entered the room, they both carry out tahajud together. When the tahajud prayer is finished Mimi stands up again to pray istikharah.

Syahril was silent to see Mimi standing up again, he waited for Mimi to finish with a quick ponder.

Mimi had finished her Istikharah prayer, every dhikr that was spoken in her heart Mimi asked that her heart be sincere, Mimi wanted to feel calm in her life, she said, Mimi asked for strength so that she could be strong with what she faced in the future.

Syahril silently looked at Mimi who often closed her eyes, Syahril felt there was something Mimi covered from her.

"Dek." called him when he saw Mimi was done, Mimi looked towards Shahril.

"What's wrong with you deck, why is your sleep not calm" Syahril said by asking Mimi.

"There's nothing, sister" replied Mimi.

"Ndaknya what, Katmi like harboring something. Tell me to be relieved and calm." said Syahril by holding both hands Mimi.

"Tell me deck, not on your own. If there's any fault with brother then tell me, don't be like this."

"Aren't you willing to give your sacrifice." said Syahril, Mimi fell silent and finally tears fell as the answer.

Syahril saw Mimi speechless, in the eruption of tears that continued to flow.

"What's wrong? would you not approve?" syahril said, Mimi's tears are getting heavier and make Syahril confused

"Say the deck, if you don't approve it, brother will tell everyone. Because they're all waiting for an answer from you" Syahril said.

"Why should ask for and wait for Mimi's approval."

"If you want to marry by their choice and you accept it, why ask for Mimi's consent."

"Why brother, if you ask Mimi sincerely to sacrifice again, Mimi will try." said Mimi with tears, Syahril was further confused by Mimi's answer.

"Mimi will do as much as Mimi can if that's what you're asking of Mimi. Mimi's gonna work on her."

"But please don't be kind to Mimi anymore, don't give sister attention to Mimi, don't say love and love to Mimi again, don't give hope to Mimi." the words that came from Mimi's mouth made Syahril confused.

"Don't give Mimi hope kaaak, hiks hyks. Take it." said Mimi with a sobbing and opened the ring of fiancee that was coiled on her ring finger and gave it to Shahril.

"Syahril looked at the ring and Mimi alternately, Syahril grew increasingly clueless and confused by all this.

"What's this!!'' shahril said coldly when Mimi removed the engagement ring and gave it to her.

"Why, what's up!! what's wrong brother deck, to the point that adek let go of our engagement ring. What's up?" syahril said, Mimi did not answer but grew sobbing.

"What's up!!" shahril said in a high tone.

"So we want to break our relationship!! that's cool!! say!!"

"Not that big brother has said, if you say something wrong" said Syahril by rubbing his face roughly.

"What's wrong brother deck, what!! tell brother so he can fix it. This is not what you ask for." said Syahril by showing Mimi's ring that she held towards Mimi.

"Tell me what's wrong, tell me what's wrong with you so you decide all this. Say!!" said Syahril who has been covered with disappointment and emotion.

"Say deck, say."

"You know right, you live brother, you are soul mate brother deck, why do you do this same brother why??'' shahril said, Mimi saw Syahril with tears in her eyes.

"It wasn't the big brother, who decided it. What else is the ring, what else is our status. Why do hiks hyks.." said Mimi.

"What do you mean deck, don't confuse brother, sister doesn't understand what adek mean. Tell me clearly, what do you mean? who decides." said Syahril.

"Not that sister will get married next week huh, instead of Kaka agreeing with the choice of grandfather brother, instead of parents and family brother also agreed to even have prepared everything."

"Keep what this ring is still curled in Mimi's finger, make whataa!!"

"What do you make Mimi hope for, what do you do!!" mimi said with a sobbing.

"O Allah, dek." said Shahril, who had understood the matter, Syahril approached Mimi sobbing, Syahril embraced Mimi tightly. Although Mimi did not want to be embraced Syahril, Syahril still embraced Mimi.

"Take off Mimi kaaak, let go" Mimi said, continuing to try to escape from Shahril's embrace.

"Until any time brother will not let you go" said Syahril by continuing to hug Mimi.

"Until any time, you are my soul mate, you are my rib. Until anytime I will never let go." said Syahril. Mimi continued to cry in Shahril's arms.

"Make what!! do what brother!! don't make Mimi a bitch in your household, let go of Mimi ii." said Mimi.

"Never, you open the deck. You're the queen, the queen in brother's heart until death picks me up."

"You have misinterpreted the deck, you misunderstood" Syahril said, letting go of his arms.

Syahril held both shoulders Mimi, Syahril looked at Mimi's face, a face that had been soaked in tears. Shabril wiped away those tears.

"Don't cry" said Syahril, continuing to wipe away traces of tears.

"You are the queen, they are asking for and waiting for your approval on the deck" said Syahril, Mimi increasingly took out her eyes.

"Because their chosen girl is you, they are waiting for your answer deck" Syahril said with a smile.

Syahril kissed Mimi's forehead "You're my queen" then Syahril kissed Mimi's eyes "You're my soulmate" then Syahril kissed both cheeks and Mimi's nose "You're the queen in the hearts of all the family" last time Shahril kissed Mimi's lips "You're my ribs" he said.

Mimi was silent about all the behavior and words of Shahril to her. Mimi could not believe that Shahril's words were directed at her.

"You've misunderstood, dear."

"Not have you said all, if if you do not understand ask not in pendam, it would be a misunderstanding." said Syahril, Mimi pouted saw Syahril hurt her.

"That's all the wrong sister, why blame Mimi.Sroot" said Mimi defended herself by pulling snot.

"Iss slovenly deck ah." said Syahril with run from Mimi.

"Belvin.. Here sroot'' Mimi replied and pulled her snot again while chasing after Syahril...

"Isss slovenly huh.." said Syahril evaded Mimi who deliberately chased about to throw his snot in Syahril's shirt. After Syahril can be held Mimi rubbed her nose on Syahril's shirt.

"Adeeeek iiihhh" said Syahril by undressing his t-shirt.

"Biarin, here if you want more. It's good to be wrong Mimi." said Mimi rampant and sat on her bed.

"Ckk is wrong. So if anything he asked do not in the pendam do not feel alone, so ndak calm right sleep, over time so ndak calm life adek." said Syahril.

"Yes it's wrong brother, say half-and-half. If the talk must be complete, it must be detailed who the role is, this is not talking to make people afraid." said Mimi with an end to the grumbling.

"Sister said the girl was the girl of Umma's choice, I didn't know who the girl was. She had other options." replied Syahril did not want to lose.

"Ahh was the wrong sister" said Mimi, lying down and facing the other direction.

Shame is what Mimi feels, somehow she can't think clearly and digest every word Shahril if it concerns grandfather and marriage.

Mimi felt guilty for suudzonating to grandfather and the others.

"Yes the wrong sister, the woman was right even though she was wrong" Syahril said, but still blamed Mimi indirectly.

"So how's the deck?" asked Syahril who was sitting on Samling Mimi by holding Mimi's waist.

"Emm what's it?" ask Mimi.

"Ckk why adek so tulalit gini anyway. How the answer let tomorrow in the info back to the concerned." said Syahril.

"What is the man concerned?" mimi.

"My dear my love my love, everyone is waiting for your answer dear. Even Brata's father is waiting for you" Syahril said.

"Well, Brata's dad knows?" mimi.

"Emm, don't you think you're here just the same Di'ah ya." said Syahril.

"Hahah means brother." said Mimi.

"You're a diamond, baby, wherever you go, there's always someone watching you. Don't think you can do your heart huh hmm." said Syahril.

"Hmm." said Mimi.

"Do they know Mimi's here? how do they complain and report to Brata's father" Mimi said.

"They're more genius than you, so they know how to solve it" Syahril said.

"So how, you agree? remember Lo adek has agreed and sincerely sacrificed." said Syahril with a wink.

"No cheating" said Mimi.

"Who is cheating, brother is just asking adek willingly, adek sincerely not if Adek sacrificed again. Adek said adek Ikhlaskan." said Syahril.

"Yes, but." replied Mimi.

"Adek Ikhlaskan became the wife of Shahril. Adek Ikhlaskan sacrificed adek time for brother." he said seriously.

Mimi looked at the two eyes of Shahril who were filled with hope.

"But Mimi hasn't graduated from college, can't she wait a few months?" mimi said by rubbing Syahril's cheek.

"Well, there's only two or three months left. So what do we marry first." said Syahril with a smile and rubbed Mimi's cheek.

"If we get married next week, next week Mimi will go back to LA, do you want us LDRs" said Mimi.

"It's not important we get married and legitimately let gasspoll kayak Ryan" she said with a wink.

"Ck piktor, but Mimi has promised Jo that Mimi will serve in the hospital for a year or even more without taking a day off" Mimi said, recalling her promise to Jonathan.

"You're the owner of the hospital deck, why are you making such an appointment" Syahril said

"Mimi is not the owner, Mimi only works there. What else Mimi took is the winter break and the end of this year" replied Mimi who did not want to admit that the hospital was hers even though now the legal letter was above her name.

"You are the owner, not only of the Alzam bang but also of the older brother.'' said Syahril.

"But nevertheless the promise must still be kept" said Mimi.

"Emm, it's up to you to change that. But do we want our relationship to be good?" shahril said, Mimi nodded her head in agreement.

"Alhamdulillah, thank you dear. Tomorrow brother's going up the hill to tell everyone so when we get home it's all done." Syahril hugged Mimi from behind.

"Judah you sleep again, do not have to think negatively so sleep well." sneered Syahril.

"Ckk, the responsibility of going to bed is also a dawn adhan" said Mimi.

"Well, what do you want to do?" Syahril.

"Throw away." replied Mimi.

"Hmm" said Syahril increasingly tightened his embrace, his heart is very happy stay another week he will change status.

Without ceasing Syahril's lips smiled, his brain began to wander with all the plans.

Although later he will be LDR after marriage but at least he can taste first, if possible later he will also apply for leave at the health service a few weeks.

Mimi who was held tightly by Shahril also tightened her hand grip on Syahril's hand.

Happy is what Mimi feels right now but there is a concern in her heart, what Mimi plans is not in accordance with her plan.

Mimi planned to get married after graduation but in fact before the exam she was getting married.

He plans after marriage does not want LDR talent in fact he will also undergo LDR.

Mimi let out her breath, Mimi accepted everything sincerely because Mimi believed this was all an answer from Allah SWT for both of them so as not to constantly act out of bounds.

tbc