MY HEART DOCTOR

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The restlessness of the child restlessness his parents as well. Traveling Syahril, umma directly contact mother, as well as the mother who saw Mimi did not leave the room after bathing she also intends to contact her prospective iron.

When the mother will dealkan umma contact, written on the screen of the phone besan which means umma has contacted the mother first.

"Assalamualaikum San." said the mother.

"Waalaikum salam San, and how Mimi is" replied Umma and immediately asked Mimi's situation.

"Yes that's San, from then on just silence." said the mother, heard Umma's breath.

"Emm, why is this so San, .." said Umma and they also talked to find a solution and finally mother decided to come there later.

Mimi remained silent in the room, and she saw Mimi's closed door. There's a sense of tightness in my chest looking down at the despair on Mimi's face.

Mimi always cried in her room. Mimi was crying for herself, and she felt like she was not allowed to be happy.

What else when remembering the face of Syahril who was very disappointed, then also sliced his heart.

Tired of her flogging with her mind, Mimi fell asleep.

Mom wakes up after almost three hours Mimi doesn't leave the room.

"Mi." said the mother who sat next to Mimi by removing the child's hair that covered Mimi's face.

"Oh Allah, poor fate of my son." mummy murmured when she saw Mimi's eyes moist as if crying out.

"Give him happiness, Lord." Mother always prayed for Mimi, her heart and mouth always said prayers for her firstborn.

Seeing Mimi who never woke up, she woke her up once again.

"Mi." said mother softly.

"Emm" Mimi replied but her eyes were still closed.

"Wake up son, we'll go to Umma's house later." said the mother by stroking Mimi's hair.

"Wake up" said Mimi, opening her eyes.

"Mandi la again." said the mother again before leaving the room, Mimi just nodded.

Though before she fell asleep Mimi had taken a bath, but when her mother invited her to go to umma's house. Mimi returned to the bath to refresh herself, especially her brain, which was full of uncertain thoughts.

After her mother left the room, Mimi took her towel and underwear and headed straight for the bathroom.

"Mi." call mom when Mimi's out of the bathroom still wearing the clothes she was wearing.

"In that box what's the contents?" ask mom,.

"Oo it's gulo duren Mak, open it. All take it for nyai." said Mimi.

"Make Umma already in love?" ask mom. Mimi shakes.

"Yet Mak. New duren Bae brought earlier." said Mimi by bringing closer the mother who was struggling with brownie dough.

Mimi helps her make brownies, which are usually brownies with a layer of chocolate this time Mimi uses duren sugar (durian sarikaya).

While kneading the brownie dough, she invites Mimi to talk to distract Mimi who is too dreamy.

"Mommy" call Mimi.

"Yes" replied the mother by taking out a maturing brownie pan out of the steamer.

"Is Mimi selfish, Mommy?" mimi asked, the mother who heard it took a deep breath and stopped her activity for a moment. As a mother, of course she knows if her child is upset.

"Why say that?" ask mom.

"Mimi feels selfish Mak, again Mimi has disappointed Syahril" replied Mimi.

"Here you go, don't think too much. Maybe this is God's way of granting all your good intentions, son, God is granting you the ideals you've been preaching."

"Trust me, if you are a match then if God wills for a moment you can have marriage right now" replied the mother trying to strengthen Mimi's heart.

"This is also our fault as parents who put your intentions first."

"You mean?" ask Mimi.

"I mean mom, we as parents precede your intentions" she said by stroking Mimi's hair.

"Your intention is, to get married after passing a minimum of finishing exam two is no longer. But our selfishness that wants to see you guys soon unite, we advance it. But behold God has not permitted it by speeding up your trials." said the mother with a smile.

"God is granting your ideals, son, you once aspired to raise our degrees in front of society, not only in society but in our families as well."

"You keep fighting for it all to prove it to them. Children of uneducated parents can get a higher education and even become an accomplished heart doctor and known to many people.

"And now God has fulfilled all your ideals and this time is the last stage of all your efforts."

"But one Mother asks, if you have lost the present success and given God abundant sustenance, do not be arrogant. Be a good mother" said Mimi, hugging her mother without saying any more words.

While waiting for the cake to ripen, Mimi rushed to change her clothes.

The cold, ripe cake has been put in the mica, the mother makes six brownie baking pans. One to bring to the umma house, one to the nyai house and the rest to be at home.

"A lot of cake?" ask Mimi.

"Yes, let's make a snack tomorrow." replied the ambiguous mother. Mimi just nodded.

Mimi and Mak set off across the street, not forgetting to bring two baking pans and a few jars of duren sugar that he made.

Mimi took the car slowly because she was not too bold to bring the car to the highway. Though her mind is not yet calm, Mimi tries to focus on the streets.

If the other person is going to be up to thirty minutes, Mimi can reach almost an hour until the junction leads to her house.

"Mak. Are we going straight to the house or directly?" ask Mimi.

"Live Bae." answered mother. Mimi drove her car to Syahril's house.

Syahril house is in the village next to his Nyai village Mimi. Not eating much time they had arrived at the residence of Syahril's parents.

Mak got out of the car and opened the back door to get the cake and the duren sugar they had set aside earlier, while Mimi he stared nanar towards the house that had a lot of changes in front of him.

"Mi" called the mother who was already standing next to the steering door.

"Huh hmm" Mimi replied unconcernedly.

"Let's get off" said the mother, Mimi nodded and without making a sound, Mimi got off her car too, taking a deep breath she walked towards the house that many memories with her mother.

"Assalamualaikum" said Mimi and mother. Mimi and mother waited outside because there was no word from inside Mimi repeated her greeting.

"Assalamualaikum" said Mimi again.

"Greetings waalaikum" replied someone from within .

When the door opens umma smiles to see the arrival of Mimi and mother, well who opened the door is Umma.

Mother greeted the iron with chips, as well as Mimi greeting umma by kissing the back of her hand, umma patted Mimi's shoulder and the stone she hugged Mimi and kissed Mimi's forehead.

"Let's go in" Umma said with Mimi's arm. Umma invites Mimi and mother directly to the family room

"We go straight to the family room." said the mother.

"Yes San." answered my mother.

"Yes umma." replied Mimi.

"Assalamualaikum" said Mimi when she arrived at the family room.

"Waalaikum greetings." replied the grandfather and Nini who were from the room. Mum and Mimi greeted Grandpa and Nini alternately.

"How are you doing, son?" ask grandpa.

"Alhamdulillah as Mimi saw" said the grandfather with a sad look Mimi.

"I'm sorry grandfather, son." said his words by holding Mimi's hand. Mimi smiled in response.

"Sorry what's cake for?" ask Mimi.

"I'm sorry, for all my grandfather's actions" he said with his breath out.

"If you used to know that you are a good child and grandfather is not a selfish person either. Maybe your lives have both been happy" he said again. Mimi still listened to Grandfather.

"But now.. (Helping the breath back) God is still testing the strength of your love" said the grandfather.

"There's nothing to forgive cake. This is all the way from God, we both just live it as well as possible" said Mimi.

"It is precisely this moment, Mimi who apologizes to you" Mimi added before continuing her talk by looking at grandfather and Nini and Umma.

"I'm sorry Mimi hasn't been able to grant your wish" said Mimi, trying to smile but her eyes were already dewy.

Mimi turns towards Umma and Mimi also holds Umma's hand.

"Umma pardon Mimi has not been able to realize the wishes of mother and Babah" said Mimi, umma nodded while wiping Mimi's tears that escaped from the pool of her eyes.

"There is nothing to forgive son, everything will be fine" Umma said, hugging Mimi. The mother who sat not far from the umma felt overwhelmed.

Mother is very happy, her eldest son gets a good and dear in-law candidate on his

"God, give happiness to our children, give all our wishes." Mother prayed in her heart.

"Grandfather, said brother Syahril grandfather was sick. What is Grandpa feeling right now?" tanya Mimi shifted her grief by asking grandfather

"His name is also sick and old" replied Nini.

"Here the cake, Mimi try to help check" Mimi replied by approaching grandfather and taking out her equipment.

Mimi checked his grandfather's normal blood pressure at his age, and Mimi also checked his grandfather's heart rate also did not show any irregularity, only faster than the normal heartbeat of ordinary people.

"Grandfather is healthy, only grandfather must maintain a diet. Grandpa should avoid fatty foods first ya cake" said Mimi after checking the grandfather.

"Tuh bah dengerin." said Nini.

"Betul tuh bah, this ndak nengok gulai shoots directly nyantap." said Umma.

"La tau gulai shoots of sweet potatoes Babah's favorite ngapo also cooked "grandfather replied.

"Yo it was for us-we bah, for Babah there are already other vegetables." replied Umma.

"It's delicious and clear vegetables continue to be like that." replied grandfather back. Mimi smiled at the debate between grandfather, umma and Nini.

"Oh yeah umma, is Syahril's brother home yet?" ask Mimi.

"Have a son, before Mimi came in, she had just climbed to the top" replied Umma.

"Pargi lah nak to the top." said grandfather, Mimi also ngokguk.

"Emm umma, grandpa, Nini, Mom. Mimi went upstairs." said Mimi.

"Yes." they answered simultaneously.

"Just go in, son, if there is no answer from Syahril, maybe he fell asleep" said Umma, Mimi nodded.

Mimi smiled to see their compactness in answering, after getting permission from umma or grandfather, Mimi also stepped towards the stairs.

Mimi slowly climbed the stairs and Mimi walked to Syahril's room.

Mimi knocked on the door three times and said hello,

"Assalamualaikum" said Mimi, but did not sound authentic from within.

"Assalamualaikum" Mimi repeated her greeting while trying to turn the knob of the room door.

Mimi slowly opened the door of the unlocked room. Mimi peeked out of the door to see the situation inside Syahril's room.

Silence, that's what Mimi felt. Cattling Mimi looked around the room not to find Syahril, Mimi's last look on the bed.

Looks tall strapping body is lying on your stomach. Mimi slowly walked in closer to the bed.

Mimi turned the bed to where Shahril's face was. A clean face that looks tired.

Black lentic eyelashes, slightly thick eyebrows knocked, nose pointed high, red lips with a little chin there is a cleavage.

Mimi smiled at Syahril's tired face, but behind the smile on Mimi's lips her heart ached when she remembered her current state.

Maybe Syahril was disappointed with Mimi, Mimi was disappointed in herself who had made a disappointment in the people she loved.

"Oh Allah, has this been the way of you" Mimi said in her heart. Mimi slowly rubbed Syahril's cheek, playing on Syahril's nose and mouth with a sad look.

Syahril felt her sleep was disturbed and she opened her eyes. Syahril saw what Mimi was doing, but Mimi did not realize that Syahril had woken up.

Shahril let Mimi play with her nose and mouth and chin by Mimi.

There was a sense of pleasure in Syahril seeing Mimi in his room at this time. Because I can't stand Mimi's touch on her nose anything else on her lips.

The distance of their faces is only one inch, Syahril also pulled Mimi's neck with one hand. Syahril immediately kissed Mimi's lips.

Mimi who was shocked opened her mouth so freely Syahril also played in there.

"Emmm" said Mimi. The link stopped when they both ran out of oxygen.

"Hoh hoh hoh." Mimi draws and exhales her irregular breath.

"Hoh Ka kak has woken up" said Mimi.

"Hmm, it's good to playin nose same lips big brother" he said, Mimi cut down and looked down embarrassed.

"If you want to kiss why ndak immediately kiss, why should be in mainin kayak it." said Syahril while getting up from the fall and sitting on the bed.

"Here" said Syahril by patting next to him. Mimi got up from her squat and sat on the bed next to Shahril.

"What's wrong? until my sister woke up unconscious" said Syahril in ordinary style.

"Emm Mimi doesn't want to disturb your sleep" said Mimi.

"Ndakn't want to disturb but play on my sister's face" he said, Mimi smiled shyly. The mood of the room was silent for a moment.

"So, did you order a ticket?" shahril asked without looking at Mimi.

Mimi fell silent and saw Syahril who spoke not looking at her. Mimi closed her eyes for a moment. There is a pain in his heart when the loved one speaks but does not look at him.

"I'm sorry Mimi." said Mimi.. Well, that's all Mimi could say, it was as if Syahril had closed his eyes.

Mimi grew even more hurt when she saw Syahril close her eyes by taking a deep breath.

"What time?" ask Syahril.

"God willing at two o'clock." replied Mimi.

"Hmm." said Syahril.

"I'm sorry Mimi. Forgive Mimi who has not granted my sister's wish." said Mimi.

Syahril was just silent, honestly his heart was also disappointed. The previous happiness must immediately fall when looking at the contents of Mimi's email.

The atmosphere of the room became quiet without any more talk of the two men, Syahril pulled Mimi into his arms.

Mimi is comfortable in the deck, one that Mimi fears is the last straw for her because she has repeatedly disappointed her lover.

tbc