MY HEART DOCTOR

251 Back to yourself

Syahril's departure recounts the most beautiful memories for Mimi, Mimi turned to face the artificial lake. Mimi slammed her body repeatedly to neutralize her current feelings.

"Lord, forgive me if I am a selfish servant" said Mimi softly by looking at the two swans who are competing.

Mimi herself this dream, originally she was with three men who always take care of her now all stay memories.

It used to be the first time he was in this area to feel that there was someone who always supported and took care of him, from this moment on he had to stand upright with his own feet.

Traveled a few minutes ago !make today feel lonely.

"Oh Allah, it was only a few minutes that my heart was empty and empty, how Mangindaan went on" said Mimi shirking and did not feel her tears dripping again.

Regretting your words and decisions? no. Mimk doesn't feel that. She will be more sorry if her relationship continues however !seeing his loved ones bear the bitter fruit of his happiness.

Mimi looked at the clear sky gradually cloudy, the wind began to blow. Mimi took her breath in.

"O Allah guide the servant" said Mimi, closing her eyes. After that Mimi put her head and drowned it between her knees.

The pain that he felt at this time, deserted no friends who could accompany him. His friends have returned home.

As Mimi perceives the events of her life, Mimi feels that someone is sitting next to her. Mimi did not respond to the man.

"If you want to cry, cry. Don't hold back because it'll make your chest tight." she said, but Mimi still didn't rub it.

"Never mourn one person so as to ignore the person who approaches you." he said, Mimi still did not respond to the person's speech. Taknlaama heard a rumbling sound in the sky indicating that the day will rain.

Mimi raised her head and looked up at the darkened sky.

Mimi seemed to be in a daze because from this moment on she was just herself. There was no place for him to share, no place for him to moan, no place for him to indulge. Currently, from this moment on Mimi Akifah is the mahirah of a student who wander pitting fate in science.

Many times Mimi took her breath that felt tight, it did not escape the sight of someone sitting next to her.

There is a fear in Mimi, she is afraid if she can live life abroad alone. Mimi wants to scream or let out a tightness in her chest. Mimi hit the chest that felt tight.

"Don't torture yourself like that, it won't make you feel relieved" said the man, looking sideways at the person. Although Mimi had met him and met him, Mimi remembered who he was.

Well he is Sa'id Abdillah, the person Mimi first hit when she entered this undipo university.

Mimk only glanced at him at a glance and Mimi just kept quiet and looked towards the front.

"Cry if it can make your heart relieved, don't hold it" he said, staring straight ahead.

"If you need a backrest, make my shoulder for your backrest" he said. Mimi remained silent and closed her eyes.

Honestly, he really needs a backrest at the moment, but he also does not want to go to just anyone. What's more, he's not the type of person who easily tells his problems to others.

The mood was uncertain, wanted it to feel like he came home and hugged his mother. Want him to express all his sadness to the person who even gave birth to him.

Mimi was silent and silent only her mind was raging so it made her a little dizzy. Mimi lowered her head on both knees.

The pieces of the previous incident went back around his brain. He repeatedly breathed his heavy breath.

"O Allah awake, help calm the heart of the servant. Take care of her, give her health." Mimi prayed to herself and to the one who sincerely released her.

Single-minded? I don't know if he's sincere or not. It must be heavy to make the decision, the romance they knit is not only a year two years but already five years.

The romance that is sanctioned by both parties parents must run aground because of selfishness. The ego? is this Mimi the ego or the grandfather with the kegoannya.

"I'm sorry Mimi" he said softly.

"I'm sorry Mimi." he said again, Dillah who listened to him besides being pityed.

Well Dillah saw Mimi from the beginning of Mimi's entrance until the separation even though Dillah did not hear what they said. But Dillah knows if they split because Mimi's man and the two people with him left Mimi and it was Mimi who kicked them out.

"That's how much you love him, but why did you throw him out?" dillah kept asking.

Before long Dillah heard the sobbing from the person beside her, well Mimi sobbed back. There was guilt in his heart !taking that decision there was fear in his heart.

Mimi is afraid something will happen to Syahril, what else is Syahril post-surgery and still in !asa recovery. Mimi remembered that at this moment. But if he delays then all will not be well either.

"Hiks hiks hyks, forgive me yes rabb, forgive me" said Mimi shriveled behind her sobs.

"Cry.. If it can calm your heart. Don't hold it because it can torture your inner being." said Dillah, Mimi raised her head and looked to her side with tears.

Dillah who saw Mimi strewn with tears gave her handkerchief to Mimi.

"If you still want to cry, cry as much as you can then wipe away your tears. Don't you let out those tears again, look forward to your future is still long" he said with his hand still holding out a handkerchief that has not been taken by Mimi.

"My hand is clean, take it. Take away your tears, see your eyes getting swollen as a result of you crying. Don't you feel sorry for those beautiful eyes of yours?" dillah said with his guyon.

Slowly Mimi took the red handkerchief, Mimi wiped her tears but the more she removed the more her tears flowed.

Whether she has any courage, Dillah who sees Mimi is sobbing while wiping away the tears she reached out her hand and pulled Mimi's body to her near.

"Cry" he said, clutching Mimi's head against his chest.

"Mimi wept, shedding her sorrow on Dillah's chest.

Yogi, Reno and Satria saw Dillah do just that dumbfounded.

"Wah sob garcep also tuh Dillah." said Yogi.

"Yes gile actually already the child did really want to hug Mimi" said Satria no less excited by shaking his head.

Reno just looked at it without saying anything. They all knew Mimi also desperately needed a backrest for her grief. They also know that Mimi is not okay at the moment.

Today as if they were living witnesses to Mimi's grief, the living Witness of Mimi's separation from the boy. Not only them, this newly opened garden was also a witness of their separation.

"Where is Ren going?" ask Satria when !saw Reno leave.

"You buy a drink" Reno replied briefly and continued walking.

Reno bought several bottles of mineral drinks and several bottles of tin cans from outside sellers.

Reno brings the drink in. She keeps walking the rope her goal is not where she sat before but she keeps walking closer to Mimi and Dillah.

After getting near Mimk and Dillah, Reno sat down beside Mimi.

"The lake is beautiful, but unfortunately this beautiful lake has no brightness in it" Reno said with a shake.

Mimi flinched and kept her head away from Dillah's chest.

"It's okay." replied Dillah but Dillah's heart cursed Reno who disturbed her moment.

Dillah looked at Reno with a sharp look in her eyes, Reno was only indifferent and looked at her towards the lake.

"This drink first, the body also needs fluid like again the fluid in your body has been removed from earlier" said Reno by giving a bottle of mineral drink. Mimi just saw it and refused to take it.

"Let's not love poison, let's take it. Grip my brother's hand." said Reno me!Aksa Mimi to take a drink in her hand. Slowly Mimi raised her hand and picked up the drink.

"Well, in drinking gih must be thirsty right. Do not get dehydrated due to a breakup." said Reno again who intends to joke but make Mimi sad.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend that" Reno said as she watched Mimi shed tears.

"It's okay, brother, thank you" Mimk said by slowly turning the cap of the mineral water bottle.

Mimi repeatedly opened it, but it did not want to open the lid too. That close too tightly or Mimi who is not powerful. Dillah who sees Mimi having trouble unscrewing her bottle cap, Dillah takes the bottle from Mimi's hand and she opens it with a single swivel.

"Nih" said Dillah and gave the bottle to Mimi again. Mimi nodded and accepted.

"Thank you." said Mimk and !drink the water up to half. Reno and Dillah gawk at Mimi drinking up to half a bottle.

"Are you really thirsty?" joking Reno with a smile, Mimi looked at Reno with a frown, Dillah and Reno saw Mimi pout feeling funny and gnarled plus the swollen mimi eyes.

"Hahaaa very funny you deck" said Reno with a laugh

"What a funny thing" Mimi said with a frown.

"Dissolvers also need to drink, thirsty tau nangis continue." said Mimi and it was getting !making Reno laugh out loud, Dillah just smiled at Mimi's curse.

Yogi and Satria who were left by Reno clucked upset and eventually they joined Mimi.

The sky is getting dim indicating the Maghrib time will soon arrive, before long the sound of teaching in the mosque is heard, let us go to the mosque, be a little more maghrib." invite Dillah to the others.

"Yes ayok, sad may be but do not forget the same obligation." said Reno who did see Mimi from Dzuhur and ashar did not move from his place.

"You guys, Mimi still wants to be here" Mimi said.

"What is not praying?" dillah asked and Mimi simply nodded.

"Udah come along, it's not good for girls here alone what else M, come on." said Reno and invited Mimi.

Mimi suddenly felt goosebumps, nodding and following the men to the mosque not far from the park.

As they set foot, rain fell on them. They immediately ran to reach the mosque, no matter how they ran to stay wet because of the considerable distance of the mosque also from the park.

They had to exit the park first just turn right to go to the mosque.

"Mending we just take the car." Yogi's tariak.

"Yes, we go to the shophouse first "excited Satria no less yelling because the rain is getting heavier.

Be them heading to the shophouse in front of the park. Dillah took Mimi until they reached the shophouse.

"Huh, why is it suddenly raining heavily "yogi grumbled by wagging his wet clothes.

"Yes how to pray wet drenched gini." said Satria who also flicked his hands to the shirt.

"It's raining, but he has to ask permission first with you." said Reno.

"So how?" ask Satria.

"If we go to the mosque now that there is a wet mosque because of us" said Yogi.

"Judah we go to Dillah's apartment, it's close to the area" said Reno !give advice and they agree.

"Giman Mi?" ask the Dillah!elihathbmimi was silent.

"Emm." Mimintakmperut need to give his answer, because Mimi is not unusual to her newly known cowom house.

"Relax, it's safe to be with us" Yogi assures Mimk that long to stay, eventually miminoun nods and agrees.

Yes Mimk agreed because if he lived here alone he was afraid even though there was no way they would leave him alone.

Finally they decided to go home to Dillah's apartment which is rarely not so far from here about thirty minutes.

Dillah took the car and stopped the car right in front of them. They are only using one car today.

Dillah got out of his car with his jacket, because he accidentally saw Mimi's wet clothes and showed his curves.

Dillah put her original jacket on Mimi's body to cover Mimi's curves, When Dillah put on the jacket Mimi looked at Dillah and accidentally stood face to face.

Dillah smiled and nodded, Mimi lun nodded.

"Still." said Mimi when the jacket had covered the curves of her body. Dillah embraces Mimi and takes Mimi to her car.

Dillah opened the front door and let Mimi in. Mimi nodded and got into the car.

The actions carried out by Dillah did not escape the sight of his three companions. The three companions just shook their heads and followed Dillah towards the car. They soon died that place.

The atmosphere inside the car was just silence no one wanted to take out word for word to break that silence.

The usual shaky Satria was just silent, she silently looked towards Dillah who always glanced at Mimi, as well as Yogi and Reno. They just shook their heads to see the behavior of Dillah who watched Mimi in silence.

Mimk just sat quietly hugging Dillah's jacket because he felt cold. Cold because of wet clothes and exposed to ac. Even though Mimi directs the ac to another place, there is still cold.

"Dil, mending matiin aja deh acnya" said Reno who saw Mimi cold.

"Yes Dil, I know the cold gini ac remains in life." said Satria.

"It's really cold not because of the rain outside Dil, but because our clothes are wet plus exposed to ac" said Yogi. Dillah shut off the ac.

"Well try from earlier keg, yes no Mi?" murmured Satria who sat in the middle of the position directly hit by ac from the front.

"Yes" Mimi replied, Dillah just smiled and scratched her head. Somehow Dillah did not feel the cold that he felt at this time was warm and warm.

tbc

Assalamualaikum, good morning, happy activities. Thank you for all the support, thank you for the comments given and thank you for the correction of the author's writing that is a lot of typo. Happy reading.