MY HEART DOCTOR

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After the Ashar Mimi prayer back to sleep and woke up before the Maghrib, somehow Mimi felt his body weak and innately sleepy, and sleepy, either because of the effects of the drugs he took this afternoon or because his heart and mind are still in a state of turmoil.

"Hmmm huuuuhh," Mimi inhaled the air and let out her back to neutralize the taste in her heart.

"Yes that's it." He muttered and immediately took the towel and passed away to !e!clean yourself and all ablution.

After the routine of the bath was completed adzan maghrib was reverberating, Mimi immediately carried it out, after Mimi prayers did not immediately move but he took the Koran on his bed table.

Mimi taught and read verse by verse in Surah Al-Baqarah and after one juz Mimi ended her however. Mimi continued on !e!read Yasin's surah and after him Mimi returned to pray to submit herself to the khalik.

"Yes Rabb, I resigned all this, maybe this is my way of life, it is my destiny not to be a successful person" he said in his heart, he saw the envelope containing the invitation from the bimbel and Mimi was just a heavy breathing manrik.

"Yes Rabb, is that a speck of hope for me?" he said by squeezing the envelope and did not feel dripping with tears and felt tight in the chest.

"Ampuni servant who wishes too much and asks, forgive servant who cannot raise the degree of both parents and family servant." he said and from outside the mother and the others were sitting together and how many times were you !e!call Mimi but Mimi seems to have her ears closed and no !heard that call.

"Ay, try to call ayuk mimi, I don't know what was in his heart in the room from earlier" said the mother by telling Ay to call Mimi.

Ay who happened to pass by and coincided in front of the door of Mimi's room, he immediately knocked and went straight in.

"Yuk, called mamak from earlier." said Ay and Mimi also ended his do'a-do'a more precisely ended his complaint against the divine.

"Yes dare." replied Mimi and immediately opened his face and folded it.

Mimi came out of the room and at her sight everyone had gathered. Mimi sat down with them and waited for what they would talk about.

Pakdo who saw Mimi had joined them and just quietly finally asked to represent the others.

"Mi.." call pakdo and mimi looks towards pakdo without answering.

"Are Mimi sure she will continue, but what do you mean by Pakdo is Mimi sure to take the scholarship and stay away from family?" tany pakdo's.

"Yes Mi, is Mimi sure she's far away from us?" timpal Uncle.

"Yes." Mimi replied briefly.

"If Mimi is sure, we've all talked. We agree if it's Mimi's choice and it's best for Mimi." BI Ida said.

"Yes Mi, Pakcik monthly money problem insha Allah will help for snacks!I'm there." said Uncle.

"Pakdo help for cost money." said pakdo.

"Om help the snack money as well" said Om Yan.

"Pakngah help snack money also." said sir.

Mimi heard all the narrations from them feeling moved but for Mimi all that is meaningless anymore, yes because the last time is Monday and tomorrow is Sunday.

Mimi darkened her breath and just smiled bitterly.

"Where's Mi?" ask sicily.

"So your father has nanya at the bus counter, tomorrow there is a departure to Semarang at ten and two, father you want to order the ticket just your father's wallet is left behind" replied the mother.

"So the father has said the same task counter if so father contact and he gave his phone no earlier." said the father.

"Tomorrow let your father deliver, mother and can come, because there must be a lot of fare" said the mother.

Mimi just kept quiet and smiled bitterly. All are still !waiting for Mimi's answer.

"Thank you all for Mimi's permission, but it's not important anymore" Mimi said in a bitter voice.

"Why is that?" ask sicily.

"Yes free ms, leaving tomorrow until there no later than Tuesday morning, while Monday is the last report. Mimi thanked me again. Maybe it's Mimi's destiny not to be too hopeful and ambitious. I'm sorry Mimi can't lift your degrees, especially mom and dad. Mimi apologized again. Tomorrow Mimi is coming back." Mimi replied in a bitter voice crying and moving !go into his room.

There was regret in his family's heart why !they're up to the deadline.

"So where's it?" ask BI Ida.

"Kasian Mimi, dashed is his hope." said Pakcik.

"We should have told you yesterday and today he left" said Om Yan

"Where do we want to tell him about the fame bang, we just come he cuek." replied pakdo.

There was no long sound of greeting from outside.

"Assalamualaikum" said someone from behind the door.

"Waalaikum salam." replied those who were inside.

"Eh Real, it's in Jambi." asked Pakcik.

"Yes, our afternoon is nyampe." replied Syahril and she immediately greeted and kissed the hands of all Mimi's family.

"How are you Mak, PAL, Pakdo, Om, sir, Nyai" he said.

"Thank God we are all good" replied mother representing all.

"Sit Real" said Pakdo.

"Yes Do, thank you." he replied while wailing looking for a girl who was not visible in his eyes.

"Mimi's in the room." said Pakdo who knew the meaning of Syahril's view.

"Eh, yes " replied Syahril embarrassed while scratching his non-itchy nape.

Inside the room Mimi wept for her fate by burying her head under the pillow. Mimi sobbed in self-pity.

"Yes Rabb is my fate" he said softly in the middle of his sobbing, as he felt the tightness of Mimi finally opened the pillow that covered her face and he sat down while looking at the envelope.

Taking the envelope he squeezed firmly while closing his eyes held back the pain in his heart. Mimi was about to tear the envelope but it didn't happen because Ay suddenly went into her room and called out to her.

"Yuk called mamak, quickly out" said Ay and immediately passed.

"Yes." replied Mimi and moved on to get out. Before coming out on his swab his face was filled with tears with blankets.

Upon arriving outside Mimi did not know that Syahril was there.

"What's the matter, Mak? if Mimi's problem was sincere maybe it was not the fate of Mimi" said Mimi.

Syahril was still silent, Syahril already knew his story because when the prayer until then Pakdo told about what happened before he arrived.

As Mimi was about to move back to enter the room, Syahril held Mimi's hand. Mimi was shocked to see her hand held and when she looked at whose hand Mimi was holding was even more shocked because it was the hand of someone she missed so much.

Mimi was silent looking at Brother Syahril while brother Syahril smiled.

"Why?" asked Syahril, Mimi was still stiff.

"Why deck?" ask her again.

"Why is this so?" ask again.

"Why despair?" brother Syahril asked again because he knew Mimi must not understand the meaning of his question.

"Mimi is not desperate, but Mimi is revealing her reality" Mimi replied.

"Continue?" said brother Syahril.

"Maybe this is Mimi's destiny, brother, the fate of not being able to !pursuing the ideals of Mimi, the destiny of not being able to raise the family degree." mi explained!I with teary eyes.

"Adek can chase it all, ready to say Adel can not" said brother Syahril.

"What does brother mean? how Mimi made it all happen. Even though everyone has allowed it, it doesn't mean anything anymore" replied Mimi.

"Every say is meaningless, adek just quickly give up. There must be a way" said brother Syahril.

"Road, what road? yes mi!I can go tomorrow at ten or at two, but free sis. Free," Mimi replied with a sob.

"There's no free deck, where's Mimi the older brother knows. Mimi who never gives up." said brother Syahril who continues !e!provide motivation, which continues to encourage Mimi to rise.

"Free sister, leaving tomorrow nyampe at the latest Tuesday morning, while the last report is Monday." explained Mimi.

"Adek can catch up on deck time, just transport the bus hmm.. Adek can go tomorrow morning." said brother Syahril.

Mimi kept quiet and tried to digest what Syahril meant.

"Tomorrow we leave at eight, brother will deliver adek tomorrow." said Mr. Syahril, Mimi was still silent.

"Why? not believe? tomorrow kaallak will be in between, the city boarded the plane at eight "he explained when he saw Mimi ignored his words.

"Really brother?" mimi replied in a bitter voice to her sobs and teary eyes.

"Yes, just ask the same Mak, father, pakdo and others" said brother Syahril and Mimi also looked towards the mother, father and others. They also nodded.

Mimi who saw her family nodded increasingly profusely her tears came down, Mimi instantly !endekt towards her mother and hugged her mother tightly.

"Mother, Mimi promised. Mimi will be proud of Mak and father, Mimi will prove the same person who insulted Mak and father if this farm boy can become a doctor" said mi!I in her mother's arms sobbing.

"Yes, son, thanks for your intentions. You can only pray and try here, be diligent in learning, take care of health there later." replied e!ak with tears.

Mimi let go of her embrace and kissed her mother's hand many times, after which Mimi also experienced all and kissed their hands many times and said thanks.

The last Mimi approached Shahril and looked at him with tears, Mimi immediately hugged Syahril in front of all her family while crying her heart out while saying thank you.

"Thank you brother, thanks for the help of my sister, Mimi promised Mimi would study hard and reach for it. Thank you very much." said mi!o in the deck of Brother Syahril.

"Yes deck, order brother take good care of himself later there and especially keep a good heart huh?" he said by stroking Mimi's shoulder.

"God willing" said Mimi, who was still in her arms, and Sjahril returned Mimi's embrace.

"Ehemm ahem" pakdo cleared his throat and it made the two people who embraced look at Pakdo and they were both not aware of the behavior of those who were still hugging.

"His embrace, remember not muhrim." said Bi Ida and immediately Mimi broke her embrace and smiled clumsily.

"Eh emm." said Mimi and brother Syahril.

"Em but tomorrow's deck brother only deliver adek only, brother can not accompany adek to report to campus" said brother Syahril to divert tensions.

"Em." answered Mimi.

"Sorry deck, the night brother immediately flew again to the sword because Monday brother there is a morning maple" he explained.

"Yes, sister only !just take Mimi with you Mimi is happy and thank you very much" Mimi replied with a smile.

"So everything has been sorted out, well Mi tonight Mimi clean up her clothes and files ala has been cleaned up as well" said nicik.

"Yes Mi, don't take all the forgetfulness files." said mother !reminding.

"Already Mak, file already mi!o prepare and have Mimi completed from last month, clothes are also Mimi !put it in the bag." Mimi replied and everyone was dumbfounded.

"Well, as soon as it is. since when does Adek prepare all." asked Sisters Syahril.

"Hmm since Mimi got the envelope, Mimi has prepared her, even Mimi put in the stopmap, well if the clothes were done this afternoon Mimi because Mimi has resigned and plans tomorrow afternoon all along mom came home "apple Mimi with a smile.

While Mimi and the others were talking about Mimi's preparations, Ryan and Di'ah came in and said their greetings.

"Assalamualaikum" said the two of them.

"Greetings" answered us.

"Eh Ryan's sister, Di'ah." said Mimi.

"Yes" answered the two of them.

"Well, if everything is done we come out yok" said brother Syahril.

"Sir, sir, sir, Pakdo, Pakcik, Aril permission to take Mimi's way out" said Syahril asked for permission.

"Oh yaudah, be careful" said pakdo.

My father and mother gave permission, so they left for Sunday night.

"Oh yes deck, the equipment for the campus has been purchased?" ask Syahril while on the way.

"Emm the book and the pen already have some Mimi bought this morning the same Di'ah." replied Mimi.

Before long they reached the mall and they were teachers of the car. The four of them entered the mall.

"Oh yeah real what are we watching?" ryan asked when we reached the third floor of the mall.

"As for Yan, if you can take action huh?" answer Brother Syahril.

"Emm brother, accompany mimi there yuk?" mimi whispered to Syahril and pointed towards the place where women's clothing and said 50% discount%.

"Jaudah ayok." replied Brother Syahril agreed to Mimi's wishes.

"O yes Yan, you guys go first yes we want to go there first" said brother Syahril.

"OK." replied Ryan and Shahril

directly holding Mimi's hand to the women's clothing stand.

"Come brother," said mi!k excited by looking at the 50% writing.

"Yes, slow down." replied Syahril and Mimi also slowed her steps and they walked hand in hand to discount goods.

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