MY HEART DOCTOR

tahlilan2

It's been past two weeks, all the village larabtreyua still suggest to hold tahlilan to pray Mimi.

Mom just resigned to her Lord, she did not know what else to do. Though his heart says that his son survived the tragedy.

Everyone is busy preparing a little meal for tonight.

Mom just kept quiet, she just saw her relatives cooking and making small meals. There is no intention of the mother's heart to help because for her child is still alive.

Mimi's gas backpack has been washed, the clothes that have some stell inside have also been washed. When meamndang clothes he wore during the wedding of Syahril the other day made his mother's heart sliced like a sembilu.

Mother went into the room that usually became the sukunhu child's room. At the hug of Mimi's clothes, at her kiss Mimi's clothes. He kept hoping for a miracle.

"Yes Allahu guide you, O Allaaah. I am sure God, my son is alive, my son is God's Maaihnhidu, huhuhuhuhu Mimiii blek is son, bakeklah son.." said the mother with a loud cry while calling Mimi's name.

Everyone outside who was cooking heard my mother's roaring cry. Muthia went into the room and was followed by her two best friends and Di'ah.

"Maak." call Muthia by hugging my mother.

"Patient Mak." said Selfia.

"God willing Mimi in his paradise Allah Mak." said Irma.

"Sir, be patient." said Di'ah to strengthen mother.

"I'm not sure Mimi's alive, Tia, Mak's sure she's alive" said the mother with a sobbing.

Everyone wants to say that Mimi is still alive because Mimi's body was not found, but reality is not on their side. They always thought Mimi was still alive in their hearts.

Ba'da isya arrived, all the fathers filled the room of Nyai's house. The living room, the living room to the foyer is filled with fathers who will pray for Mimi.

In the back room or kitchen filled with mothers, the first tahlil was started solemnly. Mother, Nyai, binida and others cried when the letter Yasin was read in crowds.

Shahril's parents learned that the family held a yasinan. Babah, Abi Thoriq and Abi Mansyur were among the participants. Umma, ummi Parida and Umm Zulaikhah and others also came to Nyai Mimi's house.

To be honest Umma was very angry why was held tahlilan, Umma also felt that Mimi was still alive. But Umma could not do anything, he just cried hugging his delayed besan.

Syahril still and guarded by Ryan, Zahrah finally came home after Syahril told the reason to Zahra's grandfather and abi Zahrah.

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When everyone was arguing especially brother Zahrah who accused Syahril even though the accusation was true because Syahril did not want all this.

"The class listen to Syahril first" said Syahril by enduring the pain in his head

"Otherwise you want to say, you're indirectly returning my grandson Zahrah to our family" said Grandpa Zahrah.

Zahrah only kept quiet occasionally with a small smile on her lips. Zahrah did not want to stay here, what else to take care of the sick.

Zahrah looks relaxed by playing her lips. This was what he wanted, he did not want to dirty his hands or lips to speak. He wanted Syahril directly who spoke as if here Syahril was the one who did not want it.

Shahril always saw the movements of Zahrah's expression when the Grandfather continued to corner him.

"You are cunning, just look at all I will prove who you really are." said Nasir inwardly with eyes staring at the foolish Zahrah with a sharp look.

"Not that cake, try Grandpa calm first." said Syahril trying to calm the heart of this one parent.

"Huh basic parents " murmured Ryan in the heart who was also furious to see this debate, what else Umma if not held by Ummi Zulaikhah has come out his golden voice.

Syahril who saw Grandfather of Zahrah silent he also expressed his intentions, not Syahril holding Zahrah to always be his wife but he will look for evidence that he can use someday.

"Gini kek, Shahril means let Zahrah come home with you, let him finish his studies there. Syahril will also soon be going to LA, in LA Syahril live in the campus dormitory, there is no way Syahril brought Zahrah to participate in the campus dormitory." shahril and seen Grandpa and Abi Zahrah think for a moment.

"Why don't you rent an apartment or buy an apartment" Grandpa said.

"Sorry cake, to rent or buy an apartment there and expensive cake, mending the money Syahril tube. And Syahril also bought a job there." replied Syahril.

"Kelalk plan Syahril there Syahril will lecture sambi

work kek, so Syahril time will be used as usual is for work and college." Shahril keep on !e!explain to Grandpa.

"For that shahril can not invite Zahrah to LA, the issue of responsibility of Syahril about living will be martyrdoms sent to Zahrah if Syahril is already !getting a job, but maybe it can't be much because the martyrs there also need to cost."

"During this time Syahril also attended college while working" said Syahril there was anxiety in Dirk Zahrah, but there was also pleasure in his heart if he did not have to go where Shahril went.

"It is also up to Zahrah, if Zahrah wants to join Shahril, Zahrah will stay in Jambi with Umma, because honestly Syahril will not invite Zahrah" said Syahril.

"How about zahrahntegap come with us and Grandpa will !e!buy you an apartment there.'' said the Grandpa.

"Si'al lousy amay talking ma gua bangka this." said Syahril in his heart.

"Thank you for Grandpa's concern, sorry Syahril refused because now Syahril is a husband Syahril reluctant to accept the help of others including Syahril's own family, Syahril, Shahril wanted to study independently and Syahril wanted to give a living to Zahrah with his own sweat. Please understand."

"Let kalimini zahrah follow Ummi and Abi home, God willing that Syahril has got a job and there is sustenance every holiday Shahril will go to Cairo.''' said Syahril tried to convince. Lips may say so but in his heart feels like vomiting.

"How son?v asked Umma as gently as possible but his heart cursed his attitude.

"Em Zahrah nbikjt course Umma, what Abang said was also true Zahrah's lecture also stayed two years if moved fear not in accordance with the curriculum and lessons." replied Zahrah.

"If Zahrah wants to move to Jambi can stay with Umma so Umma there is a friend" said Umma again.

"Emm, don't be Umma. Zahrah took Zahrah's husband's advice only.'' Reply Zahrah.

"Yumkin 'an 'amut 'iidha baqit huna min al'afdal 'an 'adhhab 'iilaa almanzil , yumkinuni 'an 'astamtie mae 'uwnur" said Zahra in his heart.

(may I die if I stay here, I better go home, I can have fun with onour )

"Thank God that he refused to care deeply about me with him." Umma muttered in his heart.

"Emm well if so, the way Zahrah said there was a point. His lecture is also two years away, Syahril's speech was true if he went to college while working then he did not have time for Zahrah. Then Zahrah we take it home" Abi said with a smile.

"But on condition" said Grandfather chimed in and everyone was waiting for his continuation.

"What cake?" ask Syahril.

"If we're on holiday try to go back to Cairo or if you can't tell us let us go to LA" Grandpa said.

"God willing cake." replied Shahril with a smile Syahril not a sincere smile for them but a smile of victory for him.

"Oh yeah, Yan where's my wallet?" ask Syahril Ryan market.

"Here hold. Maybe it's nothing, it's my savings during college. That's my living for you." said Syahril by giving credit card to Zahrah.

"Son, no need. If you give all your savings how you'll be there." Abi said.

"It's okay Bi, for Syahril there later Syahril can ask Umma or Babah before Syahril can work." replied Syahril with a smile.

"Emm well then, thank you." said Abi.

"Syahril who should thank Abi, because Abi still finance Zahrah later there. Syahril can only send a little later." said Syahril.

"Syahril apologized if Syahril troublesome Abi and Ummi by leaving Zahrah later." said Syahril again.

"Thank you son, Abi knows you're a responsible man. Abinyakin slowly you will receive Zahrah as your wife." said Abi, Syahril just smiled.

"Sorry, Shahril rest first. Syahril's head is dizzy." said Syahril and returned to lay his head on the mattress.

"My son is smart, let him lose a little. May our run be waged son." said Umma in his heart.

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The first night was over, and her mother and Umma were not crying. Syahril who knew if at home Nyai Mimi held tahlilan for Mimi felt devastated. He could not believe his very dear person had to leave this fast.

"Sir, our family is making an announcement for you. If we are not a match in this world, may we be a match in God's paradise" said Syahril.

"Prayer kakka dek, hopefully big brother's plan works. Brother will prove to Grandpa that the person he says Sholehah is more despicable than a pe****r." Syahri said by looking at Mimi's photo on his phone screen.

"Remember that the deck of the cockroach occurs even if you are no longer in this world. Brother will never share brother's love with others, brother will not give this body soul to others. All is yours and Allah SWT.

Ryan who just came in and saw Syahril talking to himself by staring at his phone also grieved. Ryan told me Syahril was talking to Mimi's picture.

"Riil," said Ryan and Shahril turned his head.

"I've got no bang Bimo" said Ryan "but.." he added.

"But what's Yan?" ask Syahril.

"Bang Bimo is sick, he has a stroke" Ryan replied with a sigh.

"What about Jack?" ask Syahril again.

"Bang Jack is no longer living in the city of flowers and his no also said the children were changing." replied Ryan.

"Emm yaudah Yan, later we talk to children maybe they have a reliable connection" said Syahril.

"Oh yeah Yan tickets to LA already booked?" ask Syahril .

"It's Monday the city's gone." replied Ryan.

"Emm this week three weeks Mimi is gone, Yan why I noticed that Mimi is still alive, Yan" said Syahril.

"That's just our feeling Real, because we miss him. He lives in our hearts." Answer Ryan.

"Han, what's your mother's situation?" ask Shahril who remembers.

"Emak these past few weeks his health has been declining, Nyai too. Huuum huh, Kasian mama Rial. So much hope for Mimi" said Ryan.

"Mimi's son who is expected to raise their degrees is now just a name" Ryan added.

"Emm if I am told to choose, let me replace my life with Mimi Yan, without him I have no spirit of life anymore. Sometimes I think why should he be taken by God, why not me Yan." said Syahril with tears.

"Tonight, the first night is good for him, O Allah I can't see your mother crying Yan I can't help it.'' said Syahril.

"Why not just me Yan." Syahril added with a sobbing.

"Real Patience, remember there is a silver lining behind all this. Maybe with this incident Grandpa could introspect himself and change. Maybe with this also we can prove to grandfather the person he considers good is just a mere mask" said Ryan.

"Yan, I'm sorry." said Syahril.

"I'm sorry for what?" ask Ryan.

"I'm sorry, because our relationship with Di'ah also has to end" Syahril said. Ryan just took a deep breath.

"Maybe he's not my real soul mate" Ryan said.

"By the way the Sumpah prophecy has a point too ya Real" said Ryan reminiscing about the speech Sewah.

"Yes, but Sewan didn't say that Mimk would crash Yan's plane. If you say we can anticipate." replied Syahril.

"Yee, what do you think of God" Ryan said.

"Yes, our predictions are not half Yan. But.. Sewah said I would be with Mimi will unite slowly hmmm all lies." said Syahril lirih.

"Well, maybe you are united in the paradise of Allah Real Hehee" Ryan joked.

"Hmmm.yes the name is also a Real prophecy, sometimes exactly sometimes not but what Sumpah said is almost all true. It's not that Sewba said you should investigate your wife" Ryan said, stressing his wife's words.

"Cuihh wife, my wife remains Mimi Yan. Honestly, when I was just my lips called the woman's name, but my heart always said Mimi's name.

"If only I marry Mimi, maybe I am a happy man in this world" Syahril said.

"If only our dreams come true there is no word of crying and no word of sadness" said Syahril.

"Oh yes Yan, that time did Mak say Mimk had SMS him and said that he had arrived and SMS was what time Yan?" ask Syahril suddenly.

"Emm around three o'clock" replied Ryan.

"Three o'clock, accident around 6:30. If it's Mimi's number who's SMS? while Mimi's backpack was found by the Basarnas team at sea." said Syahril while solving a puzzle.

"Hemm what is HP Mimi in Real Copet?" said Ryan.

"On copet! emmm try the Mimi Real number kauntellon or check the Mimi number gps. If Mimi does not exchange numbers and numbers are active or her HP actig then we can track gps" said Syahril who immediately took her phone and tried to track Mimi's phone.

Then that night they both tried to track down Mimi's HP gps.

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