MY HEART DOCTOR

You never forget my favorite

Mimi was stunned to see the face of someone who had forgotten the chaff 4.5 this year.

The one who Mimi doesn't expect anymore, the one who no longer wants Mimi Menag or Mimi to see again.

But fate brought him back to the man who had disappointed him.

For 4.5 years the memories that Mimi hated when the person promised but she denied every word.

He promises not only Mimi, but she also promises Mimi's parents. Although they have not met directly, they have spoken via video call.

He promised her that he would deny, he left without news, he decided without certainty and now he came back before Mimi.

Immediately the near-extinct memories are now recalled as if the memory cassette was spinning on Mimi's head. Well the memories where he made the wound with his disappointment.

"Mimii wait for the deck.''he ran after Mimi, Mimi continued to run until in the lobby of the supermarket.

"Please listen first" he said, holding Mimi's arm.

"Take it off" said Mimi trying to let go of her grip.

"Please deck, listen to my explanation. I'm glad to see you again, I beg you to listen.'' he said begging.

"You explained what else huh!!! everything is clear, release.'' said Mimi, continuing to rebel.

People passed by and saw the commotion between Mimi and that person.

"Sorry mom, she's my wife. There was a slight misunderstanding, said the man feeling bad because he became a spectacle.

"Let's go along" she said and pulled Mimi away from the crowd.

Mimi, whose arms were held tightly, was forced to follow her. Arriving at the parking area located below the mall, the man hugged Mimi tightly as Mimi was back in revolt.

"Take off" Mimi said, shouting.

"No, I'm not going to let you go before you listen to the explanation first" he said, hugging Mimi.

"I miss you so much deck, miss you so much" she said, hugging Mimi from behind.

''Mimi please release Mimi kang, everything is clear. There is nothing to explain anymore" Mimi told the man, who was none other than Dillah.

"No deck, please listen to my explanation. After that it's up to you to forgive me or not."

"But please listen first" he said, after feeling Mimi calm, Dillah placed Mimi on the stainless bench in the parking lot.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to break the promise, I was ready to make it to the restaurant that I ordered specifically for us."

"But.. (Dillah saw Mimi who was silent) but, before going to the restaurant to pick up my parents at the airport" he said with his breath.

"Akang also do not know how next, which I know after I woke up already in Thailand." Saying,

"Hheh" Mimi just smiled cynically.

"That's it, no need to explain anymore. Sorry Mimi has to go home" said Mimi, who stood up and ran to the parking lot where the bike was.

"Dek, wait." but Dillah lost fast.

As long as Mimi ran, her tears unceasingly fell. Until when he took the road to his bike to his contract, Mimi cried.

For some reason the tears continued to fall, his disappointment all this time reopened.

"Why should you now come and explain his kang." Mimi.

Without Mimi knowing Dillah followed Mimi from behind until when Mimi entered the bike lun Dillah saw it.

"It turns out you've been here deck. I'm sorry" he said.

The voice of the Maghrib adhan was reverberating, Dillah looking for a mosque or mosque around his mosque Mimi to perform Maghrib prayers.

Mimi in her home also heard the sound of the Adhan immediately berwudhu and immediately carry out the divine order.

After Mimi's prayer did not immediately move, Mimi took the time to teach for a moment.

When Mimi finished teaching, she saw a photo on her desk, a photo of herself with Abizar.

"Mas, is he what you mean?''

"Did Mimi have to accept it and forget about Mimi's disappointment."

Well Miki recalled the two not before they got engaged.

The flashback

After work Abizar will take Mimi to the beach to see the sunset. She walked towards Mimi's room with a smile that never faded on her lips.

Tok tok Tok Abizar knocked on the door first before he entered.

"Yes in" Mimi replied without seeing who was behind the door because she was recording the medical records of the patients she was handling today.

Abizar, after getting the order, walked in and walked towards Mimi's desk, shaking her head.

"Always can't waste time" he murmured.

Long Abizar standing in front of Mimi's desk, Mimi is still engrossed with her medical record and laptop.

"Still busy buk'' said Abizar, Mimi who is not familiar with the sound was looking towards the voice.

Mimi smiled at the man who was about to become her husband.

"Maas" he said with a smile.

"Hmm busy so much that the husband-to-be is not in the room" Abizar said as he approached Mimi and stood next to Mimi.

As usual Mimi would shake her hand and kiss her, Abizar would kiss Mimi on the forehead.

''Not finished?" ask Abizar.

"Not yet, a little more." replied Mimi.

"Oo, do you need help?'' abizar asked, Mimi shook her head.

"A little more, there are only two more medical records. And sit down, right? Mimi nyelesein these two first." Mimi said, Abizar nodded and sat on the bed in Mimi's room.

Abizar settles down while waiting for Mimi to finish, his eyes always looking towards Mimi.

"Mas," Call Mimi.

"Have you finished?" his question, Miki nodded.

"Yes yuk" said Abizar who immediately embraced Mimi and took Mimi out.

"Where are you going?" ask Mimi.

"We're going to yuk beach restaurant, all sunset tips" said Abizar, Mimi nodded her head and smiled.

During the trip, Mimi and Abizar tell each other stories, from patient issues to Mimi recounting her college days.

Abizar was very happy with Mimi because for Abizar Mimi, a woman who is independent, does not talk much and does not demand much.

Arriving at the restaurant near the beach, Mimi and Abizar walk directly into the beach area.

While walking to the beach Mimi and Abizar cross paths and mbak Asih.

"Eh mbak Mimi, mas Abi." call him.

"Sir.'' Mimi replied with a smile.

"Monggo mbak, what do you want to drink? my mum is still here" he said and directed us to an available table.

"As usual, '' Abizar replied.

"O okay then? not eat it?" ask the mother again.

"Emm a snack first mbak, fried if there is." Answer the Abizar.

"Okay, I'll get it first. Wait a moment, mas ,mbak." replied Mbak pasih.

Miki and Mas Abizar nodded, after the departure of Mbak pasih, Abizar invited Mimi to walk on the shore.

"Sir, we go there yuk.'' Abizar.

"Brook mas." Mimi replied, they both go hand in hand never out of hand, smiles and jokes are also not separated from their lips.

Like his ABG kids they both enjoy walking on a mattress barefoot. The two of them played water, threw water at each other and laughed together.

Maasih who has returned to Mimi's place, he was happy with the happiness that emanated in Mimi's face.

"Mas Abi, mbak Mimi. Here's the drink."Shouted mbak Asih.

"Yes, put it there.'' Mimi returned a scream.

"Jaudah dek, let's go there." take Abizar, Mimi nodded. The two of them returned to their table with their hands clutched together.

"Sama-sama, then excuse me." said mbak Asih.

Mimi and Abizar enjoy Dogan's ice and eat fritters carelessly waiting for sunset time to arrive.

Abizar and Mimi sat together in the long chair, Abizar never took his grip off Mimi's hand.

Abizar puts Mimi's head on his shoulder, Mimi follows him and Mimi also feels very comfortable.

"Dec" call Abizar.

"Hem." Answer Mimi.

"Mas can ask?" abizar asked, Mimi raised her head and looked towards Abizar.

"If God had not united us in His sacred bond. What you feel and what you will do." he asked. Miki remained silent.

"Dek" call Abizar when he sees mimi only speechless.

"Why do you ask like that? do you have any plans to leave Mimi?" mimi replied by putting on her flat face.

"It's not so, if you want to bring mas to pick up mas, mas want to always be with you deck."

"Mas doesn't want to lose you for a second."

"Just we don't know the end of our deck." Abizar.

mimi's heart rate skipped a beat as Abizar spoke of death..

"Mas ngomkng what the hell." said Mimi with tightened his embrace. I don't know why Mimi's feelings became erratic.

"Either deck, I just want to talk about this. And I want to know your response." she said by stroking Mimi's hand.

"If you want to hear Mimi's response, obviously Mimi is sad, obviously Mimi will not be able to accept it."

"If mas is not the first, Mimi wants the last person docked in Mimi's heart"

"If God does not unite us in bondage, Mimi hopes that God will take Mimi's life first" Mimi said, with Abizar's index finger.

"Shuut, you can't say that" Abizar said.

"So by the way, why can't Mimi." replied Mimi with a frown.

"Honestly if God separated one of us, Mimi wanted God to pick Mimi up. So that Mimi does not feel any more sadness in the lives of people that Mimi loves." said Mimi.

"Mimi prayed and hoped that God would unite us until God took our lives."

"Please promise me you don't live with Mimi, Mimi doesn't know if you're leaving Mimi, either."

"Perhaps, Mimi will close this heart for good."

"Mimi doesn't want to be hurt anymore because of love" Mimi said with tears.

"Mas can't promise deck, because of soul mate, death

it's in God's hands."

"Mas will always try to protect you, even if your life is at stake."

"Please promise me the deck, if God picks me up first. Don't you close the door of your heart.''

"Either why you feel, there will be people from your past who will pursue your love again."

"And mas is very sure, his love is the same you will never be lost. He always takes care of her." Abizar. Mimi was silent.

"If he comes to you, accept him. And remember that person who is always in your heart the deepest."

"Never choose the wrong deck, use your heart. I believe your heart is always right Abizar said.

Mimi was silent but for a long time she sobbed, Mimi further tightened her embrace.

"Why did you say that, did you not love Mimi.' said Mimi.

"Until the end of my life, only you deck. You're the only woman, other than mother" she said by peeping Mimi's forehead.

As Mimi is lulled into the fondest memories with Abizar, Mimi's daydream is nullified by the door's repeated moments

flasback off

Tok tok tok, tok tok tok, tok tok ointubyerus on tap

"Oh who the hell, when yes children.''

"If it's been said tonight to want to rest" said Mimi as she headed to her door. Mimi avoided her breath before opening the door. Slowly Mimi opened the door.

"There is ap.." said Mimi, Mimi thought Andre but Mimi was stunned before the person she was avoiding.

The person dressed casually with a white rose bucket and another package in his left hand.

"Assalamualaikum dek.'' he said but Mimi did not answer immediately Mimi closed the door.

"Dek wait" he said by holding the door closed.

"Go kang, don't bother Mimi." throw Mimi behind the door.

"No deck, listen first to the explanation akang.'' he said.

"No need anymore, go. Mimi please go." said Mimi sobbing.

"No deck, I'm not going. Please give me the deck time, I'll explain everything."

"Please baby, listen to me. I still love you deck, until whenever I'll still love you baby."

"Don't say that, go.hiks hiks." said Mimi expel Dillah, Mimi also did not know with the feeling of this leg.

Dillah who heard Mimi sobbing, finally she weakened and Mimi who felt the door was no longer heavy immediately closed it.

Mimi thought Dillah had left because there was no sound. Mimi sat behind the door and Dillah sat behind the door.

"I'm sorry Mimi kang, I'm sorry Mimi. Mimi was so disappointed that Miki couldn't forget all that."

"Why should I now give hiks explanation, Three months Mimi wait for news from akang, but I don't give any news at all."

"I'm sorry Mimi" Mimi said sobbing behind the door.

"Mimi also still has the same taste. But Mimi doesn't know if it's love or not" Mimi said

Behind the door, Dillah heard all Mimi said, Dillah shed her tears while listening to all the outpouring of Mimi's disappointment.

"I'm sorry about the deck, this is not all the will either. Whenever I love you."

"I'm sorry I let you down. I love you." Dillah said in his heart, he could not see his loved ones crying because of him.

Slowly Dillah stood up and went to rent Mimi with a burden on her heart.

"They will fight back to take your love again, I will fight to make you love me again.''

"The promise" he said in his heart.

Mimi, who felt hungry, went to the kitchen, saw that there was no food and even Mimi forgot her shopping.

"Huh, the ingredients have run out, aisss why also pack the event at the shopping stay."

"All this is because humans break that promise.where laper again." said Mimi.

"Ke warung makwo only kah." said Mimi and returned to the room to take her hijab and remove the face that is still used on her.

When he opened the door, Mimi was afraid that Dillah would suddenly come back again, when Mimi safely opened the door and mimj punn out.

When going sleepy door, Mimi's nose smelled a scent that made her squeeze her saliva even more.

The aroma of fruiting spices that are very tempting yes, and make the stomach more turbulent.

Mimi saw on the bench next to her door there was a flower bucket and a package that was lying next to her.

Slowly Mimi took the flower bucket, the flowers were still fresh and the fragrance was bubbly.

"Thank you, you still remember it." said Mimi, the fragrance of flowers does not smell like the scent that makes her stomach cringe.

Mimi took the parcel next to the flower and smelled the scent.

''You never forget my favorite either. Stomach hungry." said Mimi and re-opened the door and Mimi did not go to makwo stalls.

From a distance Dillah sees Mimi taking her flowers and meatballs, smiling happily.

''Good meal dear.'' he said, after that he left...

tbc