MY HEART DOCTOR

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Isya has passed, the indicator light is still on until ten o'clock at night then the lamp turns off. There is a sense of relief in the hearts of those who wait outside but there is fear and anxiety as well if the results are not as they expected.

A team of doctors came out of the room, looking tired faces on their faces. This is their longest operation during their time in this hospital.

"Doctor how is my son?" ask one of the doctors.

"Alhamdulillah, the operation is smooth" replied the doctor and made everything relieved.

"Patients will be observed first to see the development of post-surgery. I just pray that nothing happens after this." said the doctor .

"Well mother, our father excuse me first" said the doctor and they just then from the presence of umma.

Umma heard the doctor's words hopefully nothing happens again anxious, well even though the operation went smoothly has not determined the patient is 100% fine.

Umma sat down again with a blank stare his heart skipped a beat. Babah who is always loyal beside Umma can only strengthen the wife.

Two hours passed and it turned out Syahril did not show progress so he had to, put into the ICU room nature.

Umma and all of them became worried, but the doctor said it was normal post-surgery often happens.

The next morning Syahril was declared in a coma and it made Umma cry incessantly and repeatedly fainted. Umma was finally treated for dehydration because from yesterday Umma did not get food and drink intake.

Yes Umma does not feel hungry or thirsty when he sees the state of the beloved child experiencing it.

In each body Syahril has attached infuse hoses, his hands, nose and chest are attached. Ecg machine continues to run according to the patient's heart rate.

Until a few days even nearly two weeks there has been no change, Umma seemed resigned. If the child must return to the owner of the universe from the pepper, see his son just lying weakly on the bed and with no change at all.

In his consciousness Syahril continued to walk straight towards the bright light but the road had no end.

He was very happy to be there, even though he just walked but step by step he passed so beautifully on his right left.

Diabyerua set foot on a green bed with flowers around it. Many times he inhaled the fragrance of such a fragrant flower and pierced his nose.

As he continued to move his legs, he heard the voice of the person teaching. Syahril continued to look for where the voice was, until he walked too far but the voice he did not find its existence.

Syahril did not give up, he continued to look for the source of the voice. Sayup-sayup Syahril heard the voice of the person he missed was calling him. Syahril continued to walk regardless of the call, Syahril continued to walk looking for the voice where the person who was teaching it.

"Sak Syahril." I was heard by Syahril.

"Sister, hyks huhuhu." "he sounded again with sayup, but Syahril did not want to find his whereabouts, he continued to walk to find the source of the voice of the person who was chanting the verse chair.

"Kaaaaaka huhuhuhuhu brother don't stay in Mimi brother." said Mimi and shahril also !I heard someone whispering in his ear.

"Pursue your love, Grandfather blesses." said the whispering Grandfather.

After getting a whisper of blessing, Shahril looked in his back. Seen someone who was crying sobbing by constantly calling his name. A person sat down and continued to cry with his head lowered between his knees.

Shahril slowly approached him after reaching Syahril to embrace Mimi's shoulder.

"Sister." called Mimi with tears and Syahril smiled.

"Sister huhuhu." said Mimk and tightly hugged Mimi shahril returned Mimi's embrace while saying do not cry anymore, brother here is fine while stroking Mimi's back gives peace to Mimi.

Mimi looked at Syahril's face and Syahril kissed Mimi's forehead.

"Sleep again, it's too early to wake up" Syahril said, nodding.

Shahril put Mimi's head in her arms and Syahril also lay down beside her. After that Syahril realized from his coma by calling the name Mimi.

Flasback.

Mimi felt tight in her chest as Ryan told her what had happened to Syahril so she did not call in the few weeks.

Many times Mimi wiped her tears while listening to the story.

"Did Di'ah know?" ask Mimi by looking at Ryan.

For some reason, Mimi asked Ryan that question, Ryan nodded.

"Emm yes prayer knows." replied Ryan lethargic. Mimi doesn't know Ryan to be so lethargic. Because Mimi knows her best friend, a friend who is always loyal to her.

"Where does he know? did you tell him?" mimi asked, Ryan nodded.

"He knows because he got his invitation on behalf of his grandfather Bakar's teacher" replied Ryan, Mimi !nod understanding.

Mimi looked towards Shahril with a smile Mimi cupped her face with both hands of Mimi. Miminyerua looked into Shahril's sad eyes.

Mimi kissed Syahril's forehead, eyes, cheeks, nose and lips with tears. After that Mimk fused his forehead with Syahril's forehead, Mimi's tears continued to flow and his heart ached as well as his chest that felt tight.

"I'm sorry" Mimi said with a breath in the back.

"Sister who apologizes." said Syahril.

"Let's get the deck married" she and Mimi both shook their heads.

"I'm sorry Mimi hiks" Mimi said.

"I'm sorry Mimi" Mimi said, hugging Syahril tightly. Lama Mimi hugged Shahril with a trembling body holding back her cries.

Well that comes to Mimk's mind right now are puzzle pieces from his dreams. Happy, mud, things taken by people.

"I'm sorry Mimi, Mimi can't." Mimi kept saying Sorry.

"Can't! what does deck mean?" ask Syahril by taking off Mimi's embrace.

"I'm sorry Mimi, I'm sorry for Mimi's decision" Mimi said

"What mean? what decision? emm... Don't tell me Adel doesn't agree that we're married" Syahril said, staring into Mimi's face in disbelief.

Mimi also looked into Syahril's sad and disappointed eyes, the rope Mimi had to decide for the common good.

"I'm sorry Mimi" said Mimi.

"Huh sorry.. Have we forgotten our promise to be together! is adek no longer dear and loves brother huh!! answer the deck answer." said Syahril with both hands holding Mimi's shoulders and held her tightly.

Mimi was silent with eyes constantly looking at Shahril's face. It is difficult for Mimi to make this decision, but she must give a verdict immediately.

Dissociation of tears continued to wet Mimi's cheeks, bitter at the tight lips on the chest. Can't feel like he's saying all this.

In silence, Mimi cupped her hands together on Syahril's face.

"Honey and love do not need to ask you anymore, you already know" said Mimk with continued staring at Syahril.

"Maybe Mimi's love will not be changed by anyone. Until now even until Mimk is not in this life, Mimi's love for her sister will always be eternal in Mimi's heart" Mimi said in a trembling voice.

"Mimi prefers Mimi's love for both of our families, I'm sorry." Mimk continued to explain to Shahril.

"Isn't the dream of our isticharah the same?" ask Mimi.

"Maybe this is the answer" Mimi said with a heavy breath.

"This is the answer of istikharah it sis." said Mimi.

"They approve and are happy we are united, but without them knowing they sacrifice their reputation. Especially Babah, Umma and Grandpa." said Mimi.

"But the deck, they agreed and even the grandfather had given his blessing" said Syahril who also with tears.

Ryan and Irsyad can say what else because all decisions from the beginning are in the hands of Mimi.

"What else is there to doubt? Grandpa and the others have blessed us dear." said Syahril again.

"Sister... Huuuum huh, Grandpa does approve of us. But did Grandpa also say that the invitation he had spread had already drawn? has your brother's name been canceled? didn't you?" answer Mimi.

Syahril and Ryan were silent about what Mimk said was true. Grandpa no say invitation has been spread. Grandfather just said "Your grandfather, Achieve your happiness. Let Grandpa bear it all."

"I don't know, if the invitation and the name of the sister and sister have been recorded in KUA if all is not done just shame that can be" said Mimi

"In the older brother's family, in addition to being ashamed of the people in their village will also definitely be monthly their colleagues. Does brother know? the reputation that they have maintained all this time will be destroyed in a day for our happiness." explained Mimi.

"And so is it in the Mimi family, in the village most of the people must be !accept that invitation. So the impact on the Mimi family in jambi" said Mimi who imagined how the villagers would denounce her family.

"While Mimi's parents in the village must have also been affected if they also registered us in the village but it turns out we did not become. But it's better than them added booed people because they married their children suddenly" said Mimi by closing her eyes and giving her deep breath.

"And sister also knows, not all issued Mimi likes our relationship, sister also knows how they say Mimi only used big brother because big brother is rich so that Mimi can go to college and maybe they also think that Mimi has given something precious Mimi to big brother." mimi is clear with !stroking Shahril's cheek.

"Dek, don't listen to people's speech, over time the speech will definitely fade deck" said Syahril who still begs, Mimk just shook his head.

"After we get married, we leave this country deck. Adek can still go to college in LA with his brother, the problem of adek costs do not have to worry, he will try to make more" he said.

"Sister, Mimi believes, Mimi believes that you can afford Mimi. But the problem is our parents, our family. Are they also going to leave the country for !avoiding people's talk? no brother. Especially Umma and Babah, they risked their reputations, how did their coworkers view them when they met?" Mimi is still trying to make Syahril understand.

"Mimi could've been for selfish, brother, but Mimi couldn't see them in scorn, insulted people. If dating is not a problem if it does not become married it is common. But if the invitation has been spread even the day has been determined and if not so, the honor of the bet. Especially the girl must have her pride will feel humiliated." explained Mimi.

"Honey, sincere Mimi. Mimi willingly sacrificed Mimi's love for the honor of the family. Mimi sincerely did this all for the good of all. Understand." said Mimi by kissing Syahril's forehead.

"Maybe God only gives a time limit for us to be together only until here. May God allow God to bring us back together" Mimi said.

"Go, go for the good of all." said Mimi, who made her tears as hard as the river.

"Go brother.. Not that Mimi doesn't love and doesn't love her sister. But if our love is noticed at this time, we sacrifice our family's honor" Mimi said.

"Go, don't look back. Look ahead huuum huh, learn to love him, Mimi sure as time goes on, with you two continue to be together then the love will grow. Go, the future brother with him." said Mimi tried hard despite pain when saying it.

"Go away." said Mimi and released her ladder from Shahril.

"Go away, brother Mimi please." said Mimi cupped his hands to Shahril, Shahril shook his head.

"Don't do this the same brother of the deck" he replied.

"I'm sorry Mimi, for the good of Mimi please leave" Mimi said.

"Oh yes, this is Mimi giving back this ring, because this can't be with Mimi anymore" Mimi said by handing over her gift ring a few days ago.

"No deck, no." said Syahril refused the return of the ring Umma gave for !them both.

"This is Umma's gift deck, Umma's gift to both of us. What adek tega. What could have seen Umma disappointed with adek return the gift." said Syahril.

"So please do not give back this Umma gift to your brother, if you still want to return it, return it to Umma." said Syahril

"But Mimi can't, brother, it shouldn't be on Mimi anymore" Mimi said.

"No deck, brother does not want to accept it if adek does not want it please just throw it away" said Syahril.

"Alright but.. Mimi beg you, go.." said Mimi pleading.

"Sister Mimi please. Go baby go... Mimi please, huhuhu." said Mimi who kept telling the martyrs to leave.

"Syad, brother Ryan, help Mimi. Mimi please take kalmsyaeil away now. Mimi begs you." said Mimi pleading and changing to the two of them but they both shook their heads not wanting them to separate.

"Mimi please leave" Mimi said in a high tone.

"Well if it's cool. Brother is leaving, but you need to know. Until whenever the love of sister is only for adek." said her who did not have the heart to see Mimi who always ceded to him.

"Remember, this is my sister's oath. Until any time, until brother dies though, brother's love, sister's body soul is only for one's sibling. Live dead brother, divided by brother only adek will be no other even if you marry him." said Syahril with his oath.

"Until whenever it's deck.. Kakaam swore by the sky and ma'am!k, for the sake of the Messenger of Allah, the love of brother only makes one soul brother just to be adek a camakan it" he said aloud.

JEDEEERRR the heavens join her vow with !make a thunderous sound

"So don't follow your will, but remember one thing. Maybe the status of the husband's brother but for the older sister's wife only one is a brother of Mimi Akifah bint Humayun cam right it." he said again.

"Sister goes, take care of your health always" he said by hugging Mimi tightly and kissing Mimi's forehead. Mimi sobbed in Syahril's arms.

"I'm sorry Mimi has disappointed my sister, I'm sorry Mimi" Mimk said in Syahril's arms.

"Thank you for all the kindness of my sister, Mimi prayed for a happy brother with her" said Mimk and released Syahril's embrace.

"Go." said Mimi, Syahril also went despite his heavy footsteps to step.

Slowly away Syahril stepped foot, Mimi mentally backs Syahril with a sick heart. Pain in the fate of his romance.

"May Allah give you happiness" said Mimi lirih and Mimi fell on her by sitting on the grass in the garden.

Syahril looked back, seeing Mimi sitting as in his dream.

"It means in a dream brother who asks brother to leave adek. forgive brother dear." muttered shahril softly and instantly Syahril ran !approaching Mimi and when she got in front of Mimi, Mimi lifted her face to see her crush in front of her.

Syahril sat down and hugged Mimi tightly, kissed all over Mimi's face. After she kissed Mimi's entire face she moved and ran away feeling devastated.

"Remember the deck, the oath of brother to death was only adek who was entitled to brother." murmured Syahril in heart.

There is no song of tears flowing, as if the tears had dried up because of love that cannot be united.

Cry in silence, disappointed in circumstances or destiny. No matter how strong we have to choose, even if we have to sacrifice ourselves.

tbc.