MY HEART DOCTOR

253 My days without you are empty

Throughout the night Mimi cried for her fate alone, no friends who accompanied her, tired it felt until she fell asleep where she cried.

Mimi fell asleep on the floor barefoot and pillows and even blankets, she fell asleep in front of the TV with her arms wrapped.

Mimk did not know what time he was asleep last night until when he woke up the sunlight had entered through the cracks of the window.

Mimk worked his eyes when the sun came right into his eyes. Mimi opened her eyes slowly, Mimk as she moved away from the fall, Mimi tried to sit up but her head hurt immeasurably.

Mimk closed his eyes trying to get up from his seat. Mimi clings to the wall, and Mimi tries to walk to the kitchen.

Slowly Mimi walked with her hands on the wall and her eyes were still closed, because if they opened her head would throb and hurt.

Arriving at the sink, Mimi washed her face with her eyes still closed, after which Mimi tried to open her eyes back slowly, although Mimi's headache still endured the pain.

Mimi went back inside and Mimi turned off all the lights she turned on last night. Mimi accidentally doesn't open her window because Mimi wants to be alone.

Mimi repeatedly let out her breath !dispelling his heart. Mimi used to be alone from the beginning but somehow this time even though she herself felt lonely, quiet and empty.

Mimi went back to her kitchen, the fridge not seeing any leftover ingredients or not making her cook.

In the refrigerator there are still fruit, chicken, fish and squid that has not been cooked, Mimi took an apple for her to eat this morning.

Opening the dining room cabinet, there is also a queker oat meal. Mimk take, his stomach feels hungry but he is lazy to eat. Mimi finally put the oatmeal back in the closet.

Mimk took a knife to review the apple and cut the apple. Mimi ate the apple with a slow chew. It was bitter that Mimi felt from this apple. Mimi insisted on eating it. After that Mimi took the medicine in the medicine box provided by Syahril.

Mimi !taking medicine to relieve her headache pain, after taking the medicine Mimi came out of her room and headed for the back room.

At the door of the room, he looked around the room. Instantly make Mimi's chest feel tight when looking at the mattress that is often used Syahril.

Mimi hit her chest slowly, Mimi slowly went inside, Mimi sat on the bed and Mimi hugged Syahril tightly.

Mimi hugged, Mimi squid bolsters it. Her tears did not stop flowing. Mimi misses her ex-fiance.

"I'm sorry Mimi hiks, I'm sorry Mimi" Mimi said, hugging Shahril's bolster.

Mimi crumbs herself on Syahril's mattress, Mimi curls up and hugs Syahril tightly, the scent of Syahril perfume that is still smelled in Mimi's nose. Mimi closed her eyes and fell asleep in the room.

Syahril, Ryan and irsyad had arrived in Jambi last night, but they did not go straight home, but they went to the cafe and restaurant Syahril.

The three of them slept in the cafe, well in the cafe, especially the room Syahril available, room, even in the cafe it is also available several rooms for employees who if the afternoon shift and lazy to go home they will sleep there.

"Riil, take the medicine" said Ryan but not in the governor Syahril at all, even last night oun Syahril did not take the medicine.

"Riil, from last night you didn't take medicine. Remember you are still in the stage of Real healing." said Mryan who was patient with Shahril's behavior this time.

"Throw away the medicine Yan." replied Syahril.

"Riill" Ryan snapped.

"I told you to throw away the medicine" Syahril said in a high tone.

"You want to die, huh!!" ryan snapped by holding Syahril's neck collar.

There were times when Ryan's patience was tested like today, not only Syahril who felt pain due to a breakup but himself as well.

"Iyooo I'm going to die, you want to!!" answer Syahril by using the Jambi regional dialect.

"Make me alive again Yan, make apo.. Hah make apoo!!" syahril said with emotion (jambi O language replace Aja yes translation).

"Npkenapo I'm not dead bae timeunotu Yan, kenapo!!! Syahril said with a sobbing and sat beside her bed.

Duo Ridho and Erwan heard what happened to his best friend.

"Roll.. Don't." said bang Idho who had entered the room.

"Remember, there is still Umma, Babah who is always !waiting for your recovery." said bang Idho.

"Yes Realil, if Mimi doesn't you like this, will surely anger Real" said Ridho.

"Why else do I take medicine, people I love no longer care about me." said Syahril with tears.

"Riil, who doesn't care about you. We all care, I'm sure Mimi still cares about you. Trust me, Mimi is still the Mimi you know." said Idho.

"It's not your heart that hurts Real, I'm sure Mimi's heart hurts too much with her decision." Say bang Idho again.

"I believe Mimi made that decision with confidence in her. He gave up his heart, he gave up his love!I am the goodness of all Real." said bang Idho.

"Iyo Real, what Mimi said is true. If he chooses you, then everyone next to him will feel humiliated, You know for yourself how these villagers are. What else your invitation has spread, my grandfather also accepted it." said Ridho who has Datuk also a religious teacher in this village.

"Riil, now that you have to think about Umma, Umma Real" Ryan said.

"Umma must be saddened if you're like this is real" Ryan said.

"Baang." call Irsyad.

"Yes Syad." replied Ryan.

"Umma called" said Irsyad and gave his phone to Ryan. Ryan accepted and spoke to Umma. Ryan told me everything that happened between Mimk and Shahril.

From his voice, it seems that umma is also sad, Umma can not force the will on Mimi. Mimi made that decision there must be a reason.

Umma asked Ryan, so they do not go home before Syahril calm his heart. Because Umma doesn't want a shahrilmle!Bali emotions and go back.

Baah who saw Umma grieved also grieved. Babah blames himself because he as a father cannot give happiness to his son Syahril.

Umma calls Mimi repeatedly, but Mimk doesn't pick up the phone as much as she calls Mimk repeatedly but isn't in the lift.

Mom is worried because Mimi told me that they came home yesterday but to this day she has not seen her son until home, even the mother called her sister in jambi (nice Mimi) also said that Mimi was not in Jambi.

Mother also contact HP Syahril and Ryan equally also not answered even ho these two children are not active.

Mom was worried about her heart, she was worried about anything happening to her son. What else last night her mother dreamed that Mimi was crying and calling herself.

"O Allah, protect the servant's child." mother's prayer in heart.

"Where do we want to go." said the mother, continuing to call Mimi.

Mother remembered that he had not called his candidate for besi, Mak also called Umma but HP Umma was busy and sometimes dinluae range.

From morning, noon, to night. Mom keeps calling Mimi but the result is the same. Similarly, the short-sighted also helped contact Mimi as well, even the HP Mimi is currently out of range.

Aish's sister had been back and forth from yesterday to boarding Mimi when Irsyad told her what happened between Mimi and Shahril, but there was no sign of anyone, she said, even Aish's mom is also looking for Mimi in the afternoon garden yesterday but there is no Mimi there.

Aish's mother goes to the park with her brother and Abi Risyad during the rain, they circle the park according to Irsyad's last instructions they leave Mimi there.

Everyone was frantically searching for Mimi's whereabouts, until this morning, noon and night. Kosan Mimi looks dark and the turnstile is locked.

"BI, where's Mimi going?" ask Aish pepper his ashes.

"Abi doesn't know either, or she goes to her friends' house or her friends' house" Abi asked.

"Said Irsyad close friends miminsduahnoada lulkam Bi, there is one friend who lives here but it's a guy Bi, it's impossible Mimi there" said Mbak Aish.

"Asa Bi, just a friend just not close like his best friend." Answer me Aish.

"Emmm. Yaudah we go home, we come back tomorrow." said Abi Risyad and they returned home.

Aishyah's mother always told her info to Irsyad and Irsyad also told the info about Syahril on Aish's mother.

While Mimi barunterwoke up from her long sleep, she saw the room inside this pitch-black. Mimi walked slowly and turned on the light contact.

Mimi breathes deeply, Mimi looks very bad, Mimi takes a towel and she takes a bath to keep her body fresh.

After taking a shower, Mimi picked up her phone lying on the front floor of the television. Mimi pressed the active button but it turned out that her HP was lowbat, Mimi charged her HP. After that Mimi went kitchen for !e!make food that can be cooked without difficulty.

Mimi took the oatmeal again, after which Mimi was steamed with hot milk. Mimi chewed her dinner over dinner to be exact almost midnight.

One hour Mimi sat facing her laptop.mi saw the gallery there, where the gallery contained a photo of her from high school to college. Photos with his friends at High School and photos of his friends one campus.

Mimi remembered how her struggle and Syahril in order to continue studying here. Well without Syahril maybe Mimi can't take this scholarship.

Mimi admits, Syahril played a role in her life. To play a role in good and bad.

The good thing is that Syahril does not only love Mimi but she also loves her family, even her family is so against Mimi.

The bad thing, because of his kindness towards Mimi and Mimi's family. People think that Mimi is not a good girl. Not only other people, from the Mimi lun family, there are those who say that.

They call Mimi's parents to make a heartache in their mother's heart.

Well they say Mimi's parents are uneducated and there is no money so Mimi might be a doctor. Medical school costs a lot of money.

'What else is the age of all money, what is money not the brain' the speech was always Mimi remembered until Mimi tried hard to learn and follow the bill. Because with the knowledge of Mimi many alumni who managed to get scholarships and invited students from the bimbel that Mimi wrestled.

'So that person do not be cheap, just want to be invited by men everywhere, or maybe you have been giving to the man.' said Mimi's grandmother parents of the mother's cousin.

'Better to have graduated high school mating with Bima, he's been working. What to expect from that man. Our parents are not educated so do not dream too much to want medical college that eats a lot of costs.' said from sua!I'm Mimi's mother's cousin.

it was these words that always motivated Mimi to keep trying and prove to them what they said was wrong.

Therefore, Mimk will prove to those who insult him and his parents. The child of an uneducated man is able to become a doctor with his brain not because of money.

Not only the talk of his family that makes him hurt, from people around his house nyai often insinuate the girl is not right. It's not just Mimi, her best friend Di'ah lun said that.

Sometimes Di'ah's mother and niece often fuss when they meet these people.

Well the people who call Mimi and Di'ah, only hide the deeds of their children who are not up to the end of school.

Mimi cancels herself to be her original self, Mimi who is full of ambitions to become a doctor. Mimi will prove to all of them that Mimk can.

Mimi breathed heavily, activating her HP after the HP screen lit up with clanking HP tones at each other.

Mimi saw there was an unanswered call from her mother, hundreds of times from umma, hundreds of kalimdaeim!bak Aish, Abi Risyad,Abi Arsyad, Brother Ryan, Irsyad Bahakan bang Idho.

Mimi called her mom because she must be worried about her.

"Assalamualaikum" Mimi said after the call.

"Greetings, where are you son? what's going on?" ask mom.

"I'm sorry Mimi Mak, just called my mother, Mimi is still in semarang, Mimi is not back." replied Mimi.

"Why did you make that decision, son?" ask the mother who already knows from Umma. Long Mimi was silent finally mother changed the call to vedoa call mimipun memdealnya.

Mimi smiled at her mother's face on her phone screen. Honestly Mimi wants to hug herself, Mimi misses her very much (Same author also lagimrindu almh mother author). The look of sadness on my mother's face, tamlakmraut her worries.

"I'm sorry Mimi, let's call mom tonight. Did your mom sleep? I'm sorry Mimi was so upset." Mimi replied with a smile, looking at the clock at the end of the screen showing twelve o'clock at night.

"Sort of how Mak can sleep if Mak's mind is on you son." Why don't you just go home! not on vacation?" said mother.

"Cry son, do not hold it" said the mother who seemed to know if her son wanted to cry Mimi tears flowed.

Lama Mimi sobs at her dimhadaoannemaknya though haha through Vidio call.

"Sir, did Mimi make the wrong decision?" mimi asked on the sidelines sobbing her cries.

"Tell me, what's the reason you made that decision?" the mother who was also crying.

"I don't know Mimi's dreams after that istikharah. The dream where Mimk and Syahril go hand in hand is that there is also a mother and Umma and others.We all look happy" said Mimi with tears.

"Keep what's wrong son, isn't that a good answer?" ask mom.

"Yes we are happy good omen, but behind that happiness there is mud and even mud that is pitch black.'' said Mimi

"Do you know that Brother Syahril is getting married next week?" mimi asked and my mother nodded.

"Who told you Mak?" ask Mimi.

"Umma you son." replied the mother, Mimi nodded in understanding.

"I'm sorry Mimk can't fulfill your wishes. Mimk could have selfishly chosen a happy life with Brother Syahril. But what about the mother, the niece, Umma and Babah who have permanent jobs" said Mimi.

"If the invitation has been spread, can it be withdrawn? is Tantu not Mak?" mimi.

"How Umma and Babah, surely their reputation will be polluted if the marriage with udanngan is spread not so. How shortsighted and nyai if anyone knows that it turns out that brother Syahril married someone else at his invitation must be those who have been raving increasingly blasphemy."

"What about e!ak and the father there, people who have insulted mother and father then they are increasingly blasphemous and say the mother did not educate Mimi well to snatch the bride of another person, and the mother did not educate Mimi well, and of course they will also think that if Mimi is pregnant first so get married suddenly" said Mimi.

"Emak, father, Ummah, Babah, niece, Uncle and others could have said do not think of other omkngan, for the good and happiness of both of us you are willing to do anything including insulted and blasphemed people. But Mimi can't see you're insulted, blasphemed and belittled, Mimi can't Mak."

"People who are dating usually do not get married, but if people who have spread invitations do not become existing marriages bear shame, their honor is at stake."

"Mimi can't see Umma, Babah so blasphemy the villagers and their co-workers Mak. Mimi can't see that."

"They are too good to be exposed to blasphemy, insults of others, let Mimk who succumbed to the origin of all being good in the eyes of others." replied Mimk with the end of his cry.

Mother joined in crying to hear Mimi's explanation, well Mak understood the makadu of her son. So many people who insult their circumstances, mother and father actually also disagree Mimi married quickly what else seems impromptu, of course it will make bad thoughts in the eyes of the community here.

"Yes, may God strengthen us all. Mimi's sleeping again, son, it's night. Always wish the best for you, son, go home.. Don't be alone there, son." said the mother and told Mimk to go home.

"God willing, Mimi will return next week, it may be just a moment" Mimi replied.

"Will Mimk come to Shahril's event?" ask mom.

"Not yet gaeu Mak, yaudah Mak sleep. Ndak good for health." said Mimk advised his mother but himself !disregarded it.

"Yaudah, Mimi's also sleeping, son, assalamualaikum" said the mother

"Waalaikum salam." Mimk replied and the phone call ended.

Mimi let out her breath, there was a light feeling in her chest while telling the same story as her mother. Mother is a penduh, conditioning, treatment for her child.

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