MY HEART DOCTOR

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After winning various prizes Mimi and the group went home, the pickup car carrying the goods was accompanied by the car of brother Ryan and brother Arfan and brother Rudi. Meanwhile, Syahril's car went to the house of Dewi to take Dewi home with gifts of fans, gas stoves, irons and large Teddy bears.

Well brother Andri and Dewi also participated in the game organized by the night market and they both only got four prizes.

Because Andri got the fan prize, the gas stove and the ironing made a joke for all of us.

The flasback

Brother Andri when we bought peanuts, he and Dewi were not close to us but they both went to the can throw game there brother Andri !tried many times and finally brother Andri got one teddy bear.

After getting the doll he and Dewi went to the game of guessing numbers but none of Andri's brother succeeded and finally he came back closer to Mimi's entourage, there he saw Mimi's entourage get various kinds of gifts he went to!Bali tried his luck and here kak andri managed to get three prizes that are gas stove, fan and Q, kayak it fit tuh for installment delivery." chirp Brother Arfan by nudging and blinking his eyes at Brother Rudi.

"Emmm... right also said Lo bro," brother Rudi chimed in a joke from the brother Arfan.

Brother Andri and Dewi have not been concerned with what they both talked about but suddenly Mimi snaps at Rudi's sister and Arfan's sister.

"Institute for whom?" mimi asked with a little hardened voice because of the noise of the music that began to dominate the night market area and it made Kak andri and Dewi look towards Mimi.

"Well, make an installment that would propose to Mi." replied Mr. Arfan.

"Hmm .. ooo." said Mimi who had not previously connected and finally Mimi beards a sign of understanding.

"What are you talking about?" ask brother Andri.

"There is no Ndri." answered brother Arfan and brother Andri turned to look at brother Rudi.

"Yes, there is nothing " kak Rudi answered from Andri's gaze with a grin and shrugged both shoulders but Andri's brother was still in disbelief and Andri turned to look at Mimi to get the right answer.

"Ngapain Lo Ndri see Mimi that way." said brother Syahril who just arrived to join us because he dannkak Ryan went to the game place le!Pat bottle and ball.

Mimi who saw the gaze of Andri's brother also answered him "Beneer kak nothing just they say that the brother again nyicil to send for." mimi answered, who started covering up Rudi and Arfan for seeing the bullying gaze of the two of them, but finally Mimi said what the two of them meant.

Hearing from Mimi's reply Brother Andri just a wry smile and we all laughed crisply seeing Brother Andri smiling wryly.

"Flasback off

After arriving at the house of the Goddess and the gift obtained by Brother Andri was put down. Both parents were amazed to see us bring these gifts and finally Dewi explained to her parents if it was a gift from the night market obtained from Andri's sister.

After hearing the explanation of the Goddess, both parents of the Goddess asked this to Brother Andri.

"Is that true, Andri? " ask the goddess.

"Eh mamah even nanyain that, invite in first oruh." said papah Dewi.

"Eh yes forgot, sorry let's go in first." said mamah Dewi and we also came in.

"Em please sit down, mamah make a drink first." said the Goddess mammah invited us to sit and will pass make us drink but Mimi immediately stopped her step.

"Eh don't bother a aunt, we don't do it either!a here and it's almost late too." said Mimi stopped the footsteps of the goddess mamah who was about to pass into the kitchen.

"No hassle Mi, beware ya." he replied but before the Goddess continued her steps Mimi approached towards the Goddess mamah and embraced her hand.

"No need Aunt, thank you before but really kaami only for a while and the night also wants to be late" said Mi!k and finally mamah Dewi also undo his intention to bhatnair drink.

After brother Andri explained to papa and mamah Dewi that they originally thought that it was also an installment because we were ready to go home.

At Dillah's residence, the papi went straight to his room after hearing the words of the child, the papi went straight into the room to clean himself and ablution after that he went straight to his closet and looked for a sarong, koko's clothes and words that do not know how long the three items are untouched by her.

When the papi was busy looking for the existence of the three items the mother woke up and wildly searched for the existence of the husband, after finding the position of the husband the mother was amazed to see her husband was stirring the contents of the closet.

After how long the papi finally found it, the Pali immediately put it on and the mother still watched her husband intensely.

"Where are you going to wear cocoa and gloves early in the morning? ask the mother Dillah and the papi looked at his wife who was sitting on the bed.

"Where are you going, Papi?" the papi instead of answering asked the wife back.

"ckk papi this mami will ask the same papi, instead of being answered instead behind his name." grumbled the mami.

"Well, papi go first ya ntar late" said the papi and passed away leaving the wife who was stunned with the attitude of the papi.

Papi Dillah went straight to the mosque which was close to his housing complex right at the time of the muezzin iqomah.

After the dawn prayer Dillah did not go home immediately he and the young mosque there discussed holding a clean-up gotong royong around the mosque and every block of houses to welcome the Eid al-Fitr holiday.

Si mbok Siti went home and along with her maniacal. Si mbok Siti did not expect if her master listened to what was said by her only child.

"Alhamdulillah, may you always be very special in the way of Allah again." muttered mbok Siti when she saw her master will enter the house.

"Master" said Siti as the sontuan approached the entrance.

"Yes" replied the master.

"Alhamdulillah, you are back as before" said mbok Siti happily.

"May you always be the way of God, sir, sorry not I want to interfere but have long ago you away from him" said mbok Siti back.

"God willing mbok.Mari mbok we enter." said the master and invited mbok Siti in.

The two of them entered the house, the master immediately headed up to the second floor after saying goodbye to mbok Siti. While Mbok Siti always expressed her gratitude for the change of the master and mbok Siti hoped that it was not only when there was a child.

In the room the master did not immediately change his clothes but he sought back the Quran which he had not touched for a long time. After getting the Quran he immediately read it with a stammer because the length of time does not chant verse by verse.

"Yes Rabb, forgive the servant." He murmured in his heart while reading the Koran.

After reading the Quran the master has not moved but in his heart always said the words of all the mistakes he has done so far.

"Yes rabb, will you forgive me." He muttered with regret.

The wife was still on the bed, she looked and looked at the husband. When the husband finished teaching he was still waiting for the husband but never left.

"Since when did pi papi teach!" the husband simply looked at the wife lazily.

Feeling unheeded by her husband, she went straight into the bathroom.

Dillah went home directly to the garden behind the house, he saw his father sitting in the gazebo holding the Quran.

Dillah was moved to hear the father chanting the holy verse, Dillah approached the father and Dillah sat down in front of the father and heard the chant of the holy verse from the father.

The father saw that Dillah was in front of him and stopped reading his Koran. The father saw Dillah sitting in front of him feeling low about himself.

"Will God grant his forgiveness to Papi Dil?" said it.

"Pi, Allah is forgiving to every people who want to change." - Dillah.

"But there are so many sins that you have committed" he said in a trembling voice.

Yes the papi feels himself to have sinned so much in his past in addition to abandoning all divine commands, the papi also feels sinful especially to himself and Dillah.

The papi keeps all the regrets in him, he feels contemptible, he feels an irresponsible husband and father. So big a secret that he kept.

"Pi, no matter how big our mistake. Allah will grant his forgiveness because Al-insanu mahal al-khatha' wa annisyan. The human being is wrong and forgets. Nothing is max except a select few who receive His revelation. Therefore, it is never too late to go home. Go home before Him. Put down hope and love at His feet." said Dillah.

"But Dil, Pali feels dirty and despicable" said the papi.

"Whatever the sin of a servant, God's forgiveness is far greater and greater Pi. Allah says in Surah al-Zumar verse 53, "Say: O my servants who are transgressing against themselves, do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Allah forgives all sins. Verily, He is the Most Forgiving, the Most Merciful." - Dillah.

"Whether if the father repents Allah will accept the repentance of the papi.

" Treatment is not an easy matter pi. Because penance is a verb that reverses the habitability of self, reverses life practices, even reverses people's perceptions of ourselves. Not infrequently, there are people who look cynically or even close the door. We remember one story of Imam Bukhari-Muslim narrated by Sa'ad bin Malik al-Khudri from the Prophet Muhammad SAW.

Once, said the Prophet, there was a man from the people before this. He killed 99 people. Once upon a time, he felt the desire in his heart to repent. The man asked people who was the most pious person in the world.

The audience also suggested he meet a priest who was famous for his piety. Wishing to atone for the sins of the past, the man came. To the priest, he made a complaint of sin.

The man told me everything honestly. Throughout his life, he killed 99 people. "Is my penitent?" ask him on the pen deta. Unexpectedly, the priest replied, "No!" The world was dark for that man. The priest killed 100 of the people he killed.

However, the intention of repentance had not been broken. The man again asked the audience, who is the most pious person of all the inhabitants of the earth? He was also guided by another alim. To this pious man, he again recounts the soul of his sins. "I have killed 100 people. Is my penance still accepted?"

The response of the pious man this time was much different from the first. With a warm smile, he greeted the sinner. "Yes, I still have. Go to this country and that. For there is a group of men who worship Allah SWT, so worship Allah with them and do not return to your land because your land is a bad land." light Dillah and the papi are still listening.

"There was overflowing in the heart of the sinful man. He followed the advice of the pious man and continued to go until he reached the land. Halfway through the journey, he suddenly died. The angels had a dispute. Where would you put this man? Heaven or hell? The first angel said, "This man came to repent while turning his heart to God." The second angel denied, "This man has never done the slightest good."

Then another angel came to mediate between them. "Remain the distance between the two countries, to which he is nearer, this man is for him."

Angels began to measure their distance. Apparently found, the person has been a little closer to the intended earth. God forgives his sins.

The story reminds us of the word of the Prophet, "Every son of Adam has faults. And the best of those who make mistakes is the repentant."

From this we learn how a murderer who has killed 100 lives has a strong effort to repent. The road is not easy, but he does not give up. What if the sinner gave up after being punished "no" by the first priest? Angels certainly do not need to fight for their position. We too, as fellow human beings, should lead, pave the way, or at least, not close the door to the converted.

God loves those who repent. Imam Nawawi al-Bantani in Nashaih al-Ibad, wrote a narration of Abu Abbas. "God is more pleased with the repentance of a repentant servant than the delight of a thirsty man who finds water, or a barren man who has children, or the gladness of one who loses things and finds them. Whoever repents to Allah by repentance, Allah will forget the angels who guard him, his limbs, and the earth he treads upon for his sins and wrongs."

In Surah at-Tahrim verse 8, Allah says, "O you who believe, repent to Allah with the penance of nasuha (pure repentance)." So, what is meant by penitent nasuha? Ibn Kathir in Tafsir al-Qur'an al-Azhim explains, the penance of nasuha, which is an honest repentance, based on a strong determination, which erases the ugliness of the past, who gathers and removes the culprit from humiliation.

In the book of Riyadh as-Shalihin explained, if the obedience is concerned with the affairs of a servant with God alone, has nothing to do with human rights, his repentance must meet three conditions. First, stop doing falsehood. Second, because they have done mischief. Third, intend not to repeat the act again for eternity." said Dillah.

"If papi wants to change then repent with the repentance of nasuha pi and become the papi Dillah knows." said Dillah.

"Help papi ya kiddo." she replied.

"God willing Pi, we both walk !towards the Ridho of Allah." replied Dillah by embracing the papi and papi also hugged his son tightly with his sobbing.

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Assalamualaikum alhamdulillah MY HEART DOCTOR update again.

Sorry can not be routinely updated because the parents of the author (father ) is sick and please help his do'a so that the father of the author is immediately cured of his disease.

May MY HEART DOCTOR's story always be in the hearts of readers yes and do not forget the support and traces of his form

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