MY HEART DOCTOR

relief of Di'ah's heart

Ummi and Di'ah were still sitting on the kitchen terrace, ummi also kept telling about her family.

"Ummi and Abi mu are different from umma and Babah mu son" said Ummi Parida.

"Different how ummi, instead of Abi is the sister of Babah and Abi should also be the same as Babah" said Di'ah.

"We are different, as long as you know son, your child does not get the inheritance of your grandfather. Of the five boys, only Babah is not inherited."

"But look at your Babah, he can vigorously rise even without inheritance. He could go to medical school at no cost to his master. If you look at her persistence and hard work, your Babah is a reflection of Mimi right now."

"Kok can Mi, Babah does not get an inheritance." asked Di'ah.

"Yes can because your Babah is against the will of his father, he does not want to be betrothed repeatedly grandfather will match him still Babah Syahrief does not want to."

"Your Shahrief remains loyal to his beloved Umma Aisha mu."

"Your grandfather didn't approve of Babah and your umma's relationship back then even at Syahril's wedding."

"Emm but Kok Babah can have a company yes Mi, a company in Jakarta that is held by bang Afnan." asked Di'ah who began to kepo Syahril family life.

"That's not your Babah company, son, it's your umma family-owned company. It could be said that the rich one is Umma mu."

"Umma mu is the son of a businessman in Jakarta, Abah nya umma is of Pakistani, Jambi and Jakarta descent."

"While his Ummi umma is Jambi padang. Umma was two brothers but his brother died while studying in Cairo, so the wealth fell to the umma all,"

"Ummi is very grateful to your umma son, maybe without his help to us in-laws, our children can not get higher education up to S2."

Ummi continued to tell his life first to Di'ah and Di'ah only accepted it.

"The children of ummi, ummi Zulaikha helped Umma not only our son, but umma you also helped pound ummi Zulaikha Rudi."

"Especially Ryan's ummi son, Ryan is the daughter of your umma. Ryan and Syahril age is only two weeks apart, that time ummi fell ill so must be anonymous and coincidentally umma you gave birth to Syahril so she also gave her breast milk to Ryan."

"Ummi is very grateful to Umma mu that, sometimes ummi do not understand why your grandfather so disliked him, if from the material umma you are the son of a rich man. If the problem of mashab actually umma you also have her she is a Sharifah, but I don't know why grandfather so dislike her."

"And Ummi very salute to your umma even though he's a rich man's son he never showed up even claimed he was a rich man, even she chose to stay in her nyai house that is currently in your umma residence."

"Oh so the house is his house umma huh Mi?"

"Dearly, that's his house umma from his ummi party umma, if from his grandfather's party has been taken by his grandfather's nephew." explained Ummi

"Can't you?"

"That's the life, son, sometimes we bash to collect treasure for our children but when we don't have a son the treasure will be taken by the family of the men."

"He heard the story of parents first, hisya umma did not have a son child born always female but God only gave her umma it was one daughter only, ummi Umma only. Of the six brothers only uminya Umma who lived to accompany his umma until the end of life."

"His family umma is also a prominent person in this Jambi, but his grandfather umma hold on to custom and shari'at so when his grandfather died they were his grandfather's brothers took over the property owned by his grandfather."

"Pretty forget them that the property is the property of the grandfather and his umma together without any family property from Datuk. They also forget that their suadsra leaves behind a wife and an orphan."

"To their spiteful irians, lead them to the path of greed so that they forget the rights of orphans."

"Therefore ummi always advises the children of ummi not to have or keep envy because it will damage ourselves."

"May we have a positive envy but envy that can support us to be more active in reaching and achieving what we want, do not envy is negative. Envy with people's property but does not support ourselves to be more active, so that envy becomes a liver disease and ultimately makes us incited to hurt others."

"Kelak ummi also hopes with you and Ryan to educate your children to respect each other, respect fellow brothers. Mutual shoulder to shoulder between brothers so that we are kept away from the name of liver disease."

"Son," said Ummi while holding the shoulders of Di'ah and Di'ah facing Ummi Parida.

"Ummi know, there may be a little envy in your heart towards Mimi. But remember son when the taste comes immediately beristighfar lest the taste continue to bully your heart."

"In addition to not being good for yourself, it will also keep us away from the people around us."

"We do not need to envy others what are our own friends and family. If we need and urge to speak and ask for his help, do not let us say no well behind him." ummi Parida continues to give his advice to Di'ah.

"If ummi knew what you were jealous of Mimi?" tanya ummi Parida, for a moment of silence and Di'ah there is a sense of reluctance to express his feelings.

"Tell me, let the tired taste in your heart be eliminated" said Ummi Parida.

Well ummi Parida in addition to being a nutritionist he is also a psychologist, psychologist is the early education of Ummi Parida and after that he tried to study again in the field of nutrition and he was accepted to work in the hospital formerly in the field of nutrition.

So that a little ummi Parida can read the look on the face of her daughter-in-law.

"Watch this ummi your mother son, if there is something stuck in your heart tell me to make your heart more relieved" said Ummi Parida. Slowly for some reason Di'ah shed her tears.

"Tell me son," pinta ummi Parida while wiping away Di'ah's tears.

"A I envy looking at Mimi ummi, I envy whatever she wants whatever she aspires to always achieve, whereas I.."

"When family used to be family but Mimi Selakau got what she told me, but I'm what I told you I never got."

"What are you telling me, son? not that you want to be a nurse has been achieved" said Ummi Parida.

"Yes ummi, my mind is at least so the nurse has indeed been achieved, that's because I insist on asking first."

"I envy Mimi, not only the ideals achieved but she is also always given affection by those close to her."

"I envy him even though he may not be part of the ummi family but he is still always in your hearts, in the hearts of umma and Babah. Even in the family mendian her future husband was so. While I. huhuhu" Di'ah continued to issue grunts in his heart and was stunned when he remembered his life.

"The value of every human life is different, try to be sincere so that your heart is peaceful son" said Ummi Parida.

"What's my fault ummi, why can't I be like Mimi. Look Mimi ummi, even though she is not part of the family of her late future husband she is still considered a child, as well as when Mimi is not part of this family you still consider her a child. But I'm.."

"Astaghfirullah, why is that?" ummi Parida.

"Because their son married me their son died and I didn't give them any offspring huhuhu" Di'ah continued to bring out what he had been harboring all by himself

"Son, the soul mate of sustenance is in the hands of God.maybe God only gives you a soul mate with your late husband to me to that extent and the issue of offspring also we can not determine." said Ummi Parida who slowly knew if the daughter-in-law harbored pain alone.

"Aren't you guys trying to check?" asked ummi Parida, Diah shook her head.

"How to check ummi, after my marriage contract mens, three days of our wedding he was assigned to Jakarta two months, I did not come because I also work , when the service was completed and he came home also coincided with my mens and it turns out he was assigned again to another area for two months and fitting him home and when that night suddenly he fainted during the Sunnah prayer and we all brought to the hospital but God willed another." said Di'ah with insolence

"Innalilahi wainnailaihi. Patience son, all tests must have a silver lining. Keep praying for your late husband first and pray for his family."

"Emm so you are the same Ryan is still a virgin boy" said Ummi Parida with a wink of her eyes teasing Di'ah.

"Ihh Ummi." said Di'ah shyly but nodded confirming his.

"Alhamdulillah" said Ummi grateful that finally his son also get the cadence of his son-in-law.

"May you be hastened to have a baby." he ummi Parida sincerely.

"Amin" answered Ummi Parida with Di'ah.

"Yaudah yok we come in, soon Abi and others come home" said ummi Parida invites Di'ah.

"Look ummi." said Di'ah by embracing Parida's ummi arm

"Ummi I'm sorry and thank you all " said Di'ah by embracing the arm with where and put his head on the shoulder of the in-law

"Yes, son, and ummi hope you no longer keep the envy yes son." said Ummi Parida by stroking Di'ah's head.

"God willing" replied Di'ah.

Somehow Di'ah felt his heart was further from being relieved after speaking and telling all to Ummi Parida and he also felt very guilty about his best friend Mimi.

Di'ah only realized that his nature during the hamlet was very unpleasant for Mimi.

While at the house of Syahril, after hugging Syahril put himself on the mattress.

"So I don't want to sleep first, because later in the afternoon I want to go back to the hamlet" said Syahril, Mimi felt bad.

"I'm sorry Mimi brother." Mimi continues to apologize to her heart.

"Hmm" replied Syahril by closing his eyes and hugging the bolster in different directions. Mimi felt her current existence was no longer needed, Mimi came out of Syahril's room and went downstairs.

"Jaudah if that's Mimi down first, brother rest and later in the afternoon if you go to the hamlet carefully" said Mimi by holding the hip Syahril but did not get a response from Syahril.

With a heavy heart Mimi also stepped out of the room, with a feeling of sadness Mimi down one by one stairs until she arrived in the family room.

grandfather, Nini, mother and umma were still in the living room.

"How's son?" tanya umma when she saw Mimi was in the living room.

"Sak Syahril sleep umma, he wants to rest because later in the afternoon he will return to the hamlet." replied Mimi.

"Yes Syahril also said that this morning," said Umma

"Emm mi, let's go back. We want to go to the house again." said the mother invited Mimi, Mimi nodded.

"Yaudah And if so I go home first see you later" said the mother to Umma,

"Yes San be careful." replied Umma, The two of them shook hands and hugged and made fun

"Well, ummi, I go home first" said the mother to Grandpa and Nini.

"Yes, I'll see you later." replied Nini and Grandpa.

"Umma, Mimi went home first." Miki answered by greeting umma, umma hugged Mimi and kissed Mimi's forehead.

"Hey, be careful with the car" said Umma.

"Grandfather, Nini, Mimi went home first" Mimi said with a greeting and kissed the backs of their hands alternately.

"Hey, be careful" replied Nini and Grandfather by stroking Mimi's shoulder, Nini kissed Mimi's forehead.

Mimi and her mother immediately continued their journey to Mimi's house, when until her mother's house as usual went straight to the kitchen, Mimi also brought durian and durian sugar that she brought.

Mom immediately chatted to nyai, nickey and Aunt Zhia. It turned out that Pakdo and Aunt Zhia were in Jambi for Aunt Zhia's control.

Mimi sits on the front porch of her house while playing her cellphone. Many times Mimi saw the contents of the email and repeatedly Mimi breathed her breath.

''O Allah, if this path I take is upon your ridho, then radiate everything." Mimi prayed in her heart.

"Allah has given your miracle-servant not to offend the loved one but not to let go of what I proclaim, but it is impossible Rabb" said Mimi.

Until Ashar Mimi and her mother were at nyai house and after the Ashar Mimi prayer and mother just returned home.

After Mimi's house is invited by Ay to enter her room on the grounds of asking for her help to do her school work, Mimi follows her, just to, until before Maghrib Mimi wants to take a bath, towels and change of clothes have been prepared by Ay.

Mimi did not suspect he was also with an uncertain heart and mind did not look into the existence of his house until Mimi performed Maghrib prayers and suddenly there were two people entering into Ay's room with a carry small and large suitcases.

Who are these two people? in the next chapter..