LOVE SLAVE

Ninety seven

" Shya. . . Fanny, honey. . Wake up "Sound the voice of Ammar softly in my ears.

I opened my eyes slowly, and looked around. I. . Am I still in the backyard???

Instantly I woke myself up, either since I had fallen asleep soundly in Ammar's lap.

" Ammar, sorry. . . why did you let me fall asleep huh??? " say me with annoyance.

Ammar smiled stroking my hair back. . .

" you're so tired I see, it's okay. . I love to look at you while sleeping baby "

" but our time is only short, so wasted is not it. . because I sleep soundly, hikst. . "would like it to feel like I'm crying and cursing myself. why could I miss such a short time, even I have waited for so long.

" There is, there is tomorrow. Patience for a moment, "She said softly.

Why. . . why does he always ask me to be patient for a while continuously, what does that mean??? don't scare me Ammar. . .

" Yes, I have to get back to the city of A Fanny. It's late in the afternoon, I have to go home fast before the slump ".

Degh !!! my heart started to get uncomfortable, hearing him rush to go home.

" Ammar, do you really have to go now??? I still miss you Ammar, miss you so much "my words with a spoiled whine back.hopefully he behaved like he used to, who never had the heart to leave me in an instant. it's not even a day we're enjoying time together. . .

" Fanny, I'm sorry, baby. This time I can't stay with you for long "

" Ok ok well, I will not force and beg again for you to continue here with me first "my answer with annoyance.

" It's Fanny, don't start again. Understand. . "he said firmly, then I brushed off his hand that was about to touch mine.

" Go home, be careful on the road "I replied by turning my face away from her.

" Yes I'm gone now, keep your eyes and heart always for me Fanny. Take care of your health anyway, I love you "His reply while kissing my forehead. I don't budge, I still blow my face away from him.

Until he passed away just like that, without me intending to drive him up to the front porch. I really want to be angry and cry out so much. . .

But what power, these tears never flow. It even feels sore and tight in the heart. . .

I half-stepped running with an empty mind towards my room. The lyrics of the wall clock in the room already showed at 5 pm, it was too late to go to campus. Aaarght. . Fuck !!!

Tristan. . Yeah Tristan, I better go to the place where she used to be this afternoon. Gramedia, yeah. . just there with Tristan I can calm my mind and my heart. Dini I can no longer invite to play together, let her enjoy her days of wanting to be a conglomerate wife.

In a hurry I changed my clothes more polite than before, and I grabbed my beloved mini bag and then moved to go to the gramedia without waiting for anything more.

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Arriving at Gramedia, I saw Tristan was busy as usual. greeted the visitors with friendly, busy again helping the visitors ABG girls and women my age who acted flirtatious I saw from a distance. It appears Tristan refrained from being excessive. . .

Good Job Tristan, must be professional. hehe, must be,

Say it in my heart. . .

Then I approached her,

" Woey, so busy "greet me.

" My teacher, what time is it? why are you here??? not college??? " he answered her while looking at the watch in his hand.

" I skipped "I answered briefly.

" Hmm. . . Are you happy again??? " he asked with a smile on my face.

" Cih, you know "I replied.

" Yes yes, haha it's up to you. Especially today you are free here to read any book you want to read as you like. If you want to buy it you just say it, I will pay for it "he said cheerfully.

I started walking around and reading. As usual I started to get addicted to reading comics and then turned to collection books, until my eyes were fixed on a poem by Khalil Gibran that made my heart full for a moment.

** if you love someone, let them go, because if they come back, they are always yours. Otherwise, they will not have an **

For some reason, this feels tight in the chest reading it. Remembering the figure of the man I loved wholeheartedly, slowly changed. The reason why I did not dare to state it. . .

Time passed so quickly, 1 hour passed I began to get bored and bored and did not want to remember about Ammar again, even. . . I don't know if she's at her house yet. He has not given me any news. . .

" Tristan, I'm home "

" Ah??? why rush so, wait a minute.I will finish my work soon, after that we find food" said Tristan stopped me.

It's also good that I obey, because upon arrival at home I will be more crazy because of Ammar.

" Where??? " ask Tristan again.

" Well good. . "answer I agree.

Not even then, Tristan hastened to take me away.

In the middle of the journey I only fell silent a thousand languages, although Tristan always glanced at me full of question marks. I let him think as he pleased. . I don't want to talk much this time.

Arriving at a restaurant we stopped, and immediately headed inside.

" Fan, choose the food as you like. I treat, before full we do not go home first Haha "

It made me laugh when I heard her words.

" You're good at entertaining "my answer and then you open your voice.

" as far as I know, every woman if she feels her heartbreak or her appetite turmoil is always increasing. Hehe "

" Who said I was heartbroken??? I was just upset, rather careless " said me with a long breath.

" What about your fiancee again??? " ask Tristan then.

" He changed, no longer as romantic and romantic as I used to be "

" Hahahaa it turns out that you're the type of aggressive woman " Tristan said, taunting me.

" Heh, what did you say??? say it again??? " answer me with anger.

" Hahaha I'm just joking, my gosh, you're so sensitive "he said with a small laugh.

" I'm serious this time Tristan, I'm really upset about it. You know, this afternoon he suddenly came after a long time without news on the pretext of busy KKN. But what surprised me a little, the phone was busy mulu "my answer with a pouty face.

" Fan, can I once again give you some firmness??? here. . I try to remain a good friend without crossing my boundaries. Can you learn a little more assertively??? "

I heard his words, I touched these lips as much as possible. . . Even just gulping saliva I can't afford, feeling dry in my throat.

" Do I look so stupid Tristan??? "

" no. You just need to change your weak attitude, so you look stupid in the eyes of those who don't know you any further "

" Tristan, what else should I be??? " My eyes are getting hot this time, ah it looks like my detention this time will blend into one in tears.

" Fanny, I want you to always be happy with the person you love. But I don't want you to be fooled by someone you love so much either. . My heart will hurt to see it, too, although I never knew what your fiancee was doing out there as long as you guys were away, but. . . I dare guarantee, considering everything you've told me before. . . i. . I'm afraid your fiance is repeating the same mistake. Do you believe that he's really loyal to you??? "

Jleb !!! why does it feel so spicy stabbing into my heart all Tristan said this time.

" I. . I don't know, I. . . I love her so much "Say me in stammering.