LOVE SLAVE

#134

I still can't believe what I heard today, I'm afraid it's just a beautiful dream that will go away when I open my eyes again.

" Fanny, let's start over. This time make me your lover. First and last, will you??? "

This. . . is not a dream !!!

" Vin, I. . I don't know what to answer, I "

It's too soon for me Vin, I'm still afraid to start. I was so scared. . I honestly wasn't ready.

" Good is Fanny, good is. . . You don't have to answer her today either. I understand this is too soon for you, I won't force it. But I will still wait for your answer ". Say it gently to me.

" Keel, tell me honestly. Why are you so stupid to spend so long waiting for me??? aren't you tired??? have you not been tormented all this time??? ".

Howah. . As my eyes began to glaze over this time, I was deeply moved by it. All this time she struggled alone waiting for my love back she held. All this time he had definitely been tormented through the days by continuing to wait and wait.

God, why did you meet me with a man as good as him? se is great, as patient, as calm, and as handsome as he is. He's so perfect overall.

While me???

I even reneged on my promise at the time to preserve my honor. And now. . .he already knows about it but why still expect my love God???

In my heart you begin to fight with my common sense. Ah. . I will definitely go crazy after this.

" Do I look stupid to you, Fanny??? Then what about you??? You love Ammar too, right??? although in fact you continue to be hurt and betrayed by her. . . Do you have a reason??? tell me !!! "

My voice seemed to have run out, like someone was suffocating my neck hearing Kevin say that to me.

" I. . um, that's different "my answer is short.

" No Fanny, it makes no difference and all will never have a specific reason why someone loves their partner so much despite being hurt. It's not like I've told you before, that we. .. can never be directed where we should fall in love, and why. Everyone has their own destiny in the dictionary, just like I did with you Fanny "

" But I'm a despicable woman in Vin's past, you know that too. I. . . I've been destroyed, you. . . . too good for me "I answered by shrinking my voice until. . now. . My tears began to fall down my cheeks.

You know what Kevin's doing now seeing me like this??? without hesitation and realizing that we were where we were this afternoon, Kevin pulled my body and hugged me tightly in his arms.

Lord. . . How is this, it seems that my heart has reached the point where the feeling that I once buried deep at this time began to rise up in my heart, soul and mind. My sense of well-being began to weaken. . . Help me God. . .

" Don't always repeat the word that you're a despicable woman and have been destroyed. It's all your past, everyone must have a dark side to his past.so do you, or maybe I. But to me. . .you remain the Fanny I knew first, who was always cheerful. . . jolly, energetic, feisty, caramelized, and "

She continued to talk non-stop as she continued to hug me, while I drowned with my cries in her arms.

*God. . . It's a great miracle you've been so good to me this time. You gave me a very painful story through Ammar and Tristan, but now you're paying me more than that. By bringing back this patient man in my life. A very perfect and amazing gift. . .

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A month passed, I had started to return to my duties and activities. Similarly to Kevin, he starts to get busy with his work . However, in between the busy daily activities we never forget to tell each other, talk spoiled by phone, and short messages almost every second we say to each other.

Although. . after the expression of Kevin's feelings that afternoon in the park, I magun gave his definite answer. I just asked him for a moment, to really make my heart capable and mentally come back as usual.

Our relationship just flowed though not in a definite bond. Kevin took my call patiently, because he really understood me and wanted me to trust him easily.

We're having dinner out tonight. I also told my father and mother, they smiled happily to hear it. Though this was just an ordinary dinner, but somehow they were so enthusiastic that they allowed me to always go befriended by Kevin.

They were so hopeful that Kevin would unite me to the marriage stage. While I. . I still hesitate to start a relationship seriously. I'm really scared, I don't know why I don't know.

But honestly, I don't want to keep Kevin waiting for me. I intend to give an answer to the certainty of my relationship with him after dinner later. . . Seems like the right time.

At night, the clock shows at 7 p.m. I was tidy and waiting for Kevin to pick me up. It's just a regular dinner, I think I'm a little overdosing on my makeup tonight. As if this. . is our first date.

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Arriving at the restaurant, Kevin opened his car door for me with a smile. And I reply to him anyway.

" Tonight you're so pretty Fanny "

" just tonight??? "

" No, you're beautiful every day. Makes me always fall in love "he said with a warm smile.

Then we walked inward. We went to an empty table that seemed to have been pre-ordered by Kevin.

Kevin let me sit down first, then he caught up with him.

I've started to get nervous not knowing where to start to answer the wait for my heart all this time.

" I. . was not wanting to eat much "my answer was short, and he glanced at me in wonder.

" Are you sick, Fanny??? "

" Ti. .no, it's just. . . . I. . a little nervous "

" Nervous??? what makes you so nervous that you don't want to eat a lot??? "

" i don't want to eat much "

" It's good after eating we go straight from here yes, we look for air outside" he said, I nodded slowly in response.

There's not much we talk about when the dish is ready to eat. Nervousness, fear, shame, ah all so one in my brain tonight.

Then we finished eating dinner Kevin invited me to get out of this restaurant.

Arriving in the car, I was already agitated to start a chat.

" Where will I take you tonight??? to keep you from getting restless like that Fanny. . . "sweep first.

" No need Vin, we. . Chat here for a moment "

" in the car??? do you have a hard problem that you're dealing with Fanny??? tell me, maybe I can help you "

" Kevin, do you. . really still love me??? "

Hearing my words she smiled warmly looking at my face with an old look.

" Did you still doubt me Fanny??? do you need any other evidence? or you may give me a condition that you believe "

" no. I'm just. . a little ashamed of myself as a woman who. . . "

" Ssssstttt. .. Don't say it in front of me again ,pliss. . let it be your secret story with God "

I was silent for a moment when her index finger touched my lips. Then she threw her sweet smile again at me.

Gently grabbing my hand and then she held it warm.

" I love you, whatever and however you were in the past. . You remain my Fanny "

" Let's start all over Vin, I accept you as my lover "

Hah. . . I was finally able to issue this answer which was from yesterday until last afternoon I practiced it in front of the mirror.

Aaah I did not dare to look Kevin in the face this time. . somehow his expression I was embarrassed to see it.

" Fanny. . . You. . didn't do it because you were forced, right??? If you're not ready, I can still wait for you Fanny. . "his words softly, made me turn to her quickly.

" Do I look forced this time??? You can see it from my eyes if I lie this time "

Instantly Kevin brought his face closer to me, making me blink for a moment holding back my surprise.

He kept silent by looking me in the eye closely. His breathing began to smell from both of my nostrils. . .

" uh. . Ohms vin, you. . . . you ter. . then. . near "my answer is clumsy. Later,

Cup !!!

He quickly kissed my forehead. To my surprise, both my eyes were wide. Even my breath was like a pause. . .

" I'm sorry, Fanny. I. . . I just. . I'm so happy with your answer that, I. . I don't know how to express it, I. . . I'm really happy that you finally want to take me back, I'm so happy "

She came back away from me, and her smile was. . She looked very happy and satisfied. His behavior is like a child who has just been followed by his desire to buy a balloon.

It was fortunate that this was in the car, so he couldn't possibly jump around and dance cheerfully.

Then he again grabbed my hand and in his grip tightly, gently sniffed it. The warm feeling of her lips in my hands made my heart beat again quickly.

" luck you baby, thanks again. My wait. . . was not in vain all this time. I love you, I love you Fanny "

" I'm also Kevin, you. . . always manage to make me fall in love with you every day "