LOVE SLAVE

Eight

The day changed I was getting more and more distracted by what I had heard from the tape.

In fact. . I deliberately ignored all the messages and calls from Ammar. No matter how much she turns to Nayla, no matter how she changes, no matter how much we have to separate.

The voices of those who throw at each other the word love, the love of each other in love, keep ringing in my ears. Eating starts to feel bad, drinking feels bitter, my sleep is not good. I began to get Insomania with a cry of grief that was held back.

You know, in just 3 days since the recording that Farrel sent me, I've lost up to 5kg. Wow. . . fantastic, right? My ideal weight that I had been guarding with pride, 55Kg now turned into 50kg with a height of 165 cm.

Don't I look thin now live a bone?Why so fast? is it true that as heavy as this my heart is depressed by a heart of sorrow. . .

" Child. . . Are you sick? why do you look so skinny? eat well. Lately you have less appetite with us, even you are more locked in the room. What's the matter, dear??? tell your mother if you're having trouble."

Mother gently rubbed my hair, which consciously approached as I was daydreaming on a swing where I was relaxing in the garden behind the house.

I smiled forcefully at my mother's face.

" No bund, Fanny is fine. just a little. . . tired, hard to sleep these few days." Answer me by putting my face down.

My mother's hand raised my chin to look at my mother's face again.

Long at his sight.

"No dear, your eyes say something else. In these eyes, it's telling thousands of flavors that you can't express to everyone."

I shook my head and kept smiling forcefully at the mother who was now gently stroking my cheeks.

" Mother. . . Fanny is really gapapa. I am Fine, always." I shrugged my shoulders and smiled at Mom.

" Good baby, you won't force you. But. .. If you need a friend to expose all the problems that befall you, mother is always ready to be your loyal friend. Ok baby? " Mom kissed my forehead softly.

" Okay, Boss !!! hehe, "I hugged mom tightly.

In the heart. . .

I'm sorry Mother, for now I don't even know where to start. I can't say with what's happening now.

Mother left me alone in the back garden, back these tears flowed profusely, with my mind and daydream empty somewhere.

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" Shya. . . There's a farel looking for you, baby." I heard my mother half screaming for me.

Huh uh??? Farel???

Jeez. . . Don't-don't. . in a hurry I wipe my tears, rubbing my face with both palms. I tidied my hair that has been disheveled because it was deliberately not combing it.

" Ehhem. . bi, why are you alone here? Keep the cage mulu. It's a long vacation ma bro, a walk keke kemenin I geto. . . right you've graduated?"

Farel approached me with his signature babble and scolding.

I was still speechless, preparing my voice to not sound out crying.

Farel looked at me sharply. . .

" Bi. . elu. . . Did you cry??? hahahaha gosh. Cengeng lu, nangisin what are you trying??? That jerk Ammar??? "

Instantly I shut Farel's noisy mouth with my right hand. I glared at him,

" Ssssttt. . Can you not, you do not loudly say??? " I told him still with my hands shut Farel's mouth. Farel nodded quickly,

" Hah. . hah. . Yes bi yes sory, I forgotaa. . you must be. . . don't dare this story to aunt and om right??? " Tanya Farrel in a whispering voice was a little dull because my hand closed it very tightly about her nose.

I bowed lethargicly with strong restraint so that these tears would not fall back down.

Farel continued to apologize to me and now he was sitting in front of me, while I was still sitting on the swing chair.

I looked at Farel's face, and in the end, it flowed back with these tears. Farel grabbed my hand and squeezed it a little.

" c. . . Plis. . Your tears are too expensive for a guy like him, he's a jerk. Just cut off a jerk like him, I no longer bless your relationship."

Farel's tone was getting higher and higher this time he was really angry and disappointed.

I shook my head slowly, I started sobbing.

" I can't. . I can't Rail. I already love Ammar, I. . . I will not be able to escape this love, I can not beaaa. . hikst."

" Aaaarght come on Bi. . . Why are you so weak? pliss. . . just let go of him for Nayla who is also shameless. You know what kind of girl Nayla is??? they are indeed sehati. You dick!!! " Farel continued to curse with endless anger.

And I. .. I know why it hurts so much when Farel curses Ammar in front of me, not willing to feel.

Tring. . .

Farel's phone then rang. Farel glared at the screen of his phone, looking at the screen,

" Bi. . Ammar sir called me, how is this??? I lift no? Be present.."

Me and Farel were confused to find a way, if appointed I already know. . . Ammar will go all out on Farel. Kasian him, but if ignored. . . will be more complicated for Farel later.

Until Ammar repeatedly called Farel, Farel had not yet determined whether to answer him or not.

Then Ammar sent a short message to Farel.

* Farel, I know you deliberately ignored your phone call. But pliss I just want to know how your aunt, Fanny. It's been three days that he turned off his phone, is he okay Farel??? Father misses him very much. *

" Cih. . Basic men do not know themselves, aware not you location your fault huh? " Farel turned back in anger.

" What's up? Why Mr Ammar Farel? Did he ask me? Did he say he missed me?feel like I lost me? "

Some of these questions reflexively came out just like that attacking Farel who was still standing holding his phone in front of me. Farel looked at me with a sharp rage.

" Aunty. . . You're beautiful, but look how you are now? You look ugly unkempt, you're skinny, you're like a granny you know? Just because this jerk guy is bi. . You're punishing yourself like this. . hah. . disgusted know not? Where. . .my aunt who was always that cool? where's my aunt who always looks so great? whereabouts? where huh??? "

Farel now turned around to insult me. keep raving nonstop, I don't care. I grabbed Farel's mobile phone nimbly in his hand and read Ammar's message to him.

I was silent for a long time, I read it over and over again. My hands tremble my body weak, now my tears are really broken sitting in the grass behind the house.

Huwwaaaaaa. . read his last words. . that he still cares and misses me so much, my heart hurts more and more to know about it.

Is God. . . . This love? is this really real love???

Honestly, I miss him, I miss God so much. No matter that he has betrayed me, but. . . logic says otherwise. The other side says,

*Why are you still crying for her, missing her, she's already betrayed your love Fanny. Didn't you just think about it all this time, be loyal to her, but this is her reply? Hahaha come on. You don't be stupid Fanny. . .*

On the other side. . . My soul thrashed, not wanting to punish him unilaterally. If I could ask him who he would choose.

I. . . Or. . . Nayla???

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