
The day changed I began to be careless and depressed who everywhere had to ask for permission that everywhere among the driver's pack so the impression I was in the bridle. What the hell??? I'm not a child anymore. . and I. . . I want to go crazy to hold back the longing for Tristan.
We can only communicate via cell phone. . . Something changed from Tristan's attention. Either it's just my feeling or he's starting to give up. I will not let this all. . no. . .
It was time to go home from school, I rushed out of my room to go home. And sure enough, I saw out there, my father's driver waiting in front of me on time.
But, my eyes were fixed on the car that suddenly appeared beside my father's car. I ignored him, but my eyes widened again to see a figure I knew enough as he waved his hand at me.
" Mom teacher "greet me while the driver sent by my father is waiting for me in the car.
" Ega, are you. . . here??? who are you looking for??? " Task me wonder.
" I deliberately wanted to see you. Hehe. . . " Reply answer without hesitation.
" me??? emm. . . for what??? or. . . Tristan told you to, didn't he??? "
" Tristan??? why did he tell me to meet him, there later he burned the flames of jealousy "his reply with a flirtatious smile.
I read the driver who was waiting for me inside looking at me, as if giving a signal to enter immediately. I returned the cue to wait for a while, then he nodded slowly.
" Is there something you want to tell me??? " Tell me again.
" No, I was just. . curious and kept thinking about you since that night of the party "
Crazy this guy. He came here just to say that? is this a statement of feeling??? hahaha silly.
" Ega, if you're here just to say such a silly thing, you better go home. I am tired of wanting to go home soon too "my answer seemed to take my eyes off the glare of his eyes which always looked at me sharply.
" Fanny, wait a minute. I just. . I just want to say something to you "
" What??? " ask me to look at him again.
" do you want to be my girlfriend??? " he said firmly.
Makes me clumsy for a moment. . .
" Ap. .What do you mean Ga??? You. . . You're Crazy. You even know who I am. .. .. . I am Tristan's girlfriend, your best friend "Reply with doubt.
" I know, but I. . I've been crazy every time I saw you since that night's party I've been thinking about you non-stop, it's really bothering me Fanny. I have trouble sleeping and have trouble focusing on work, just imagine your face and smile continues "
Degh !!!
Why is he so crazy, huh??? just scare me.
" Already, I want to go home. You're crazy Ega, you're crazy" I said as I walked past and got into the car. While she kept calling my name nonstop, I still ignored her.
On the way home, I fell silent with a chaotic mind. I tried to call Tristan but it was always ignored. . . Is he sick??? or is he angry??? or. . . Does he really want to break up with me??? hah, fuck. I won't let that happen after he makes me fall in love.
While Ega's words continued to ring in the ear, he expressed his feelings for me when we were not familiar and only met a few times. is this not strange???
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After being on campus this afternoon, I intend to meet Tristan secretly. At the course hours there's no way the driver's been waiting for me that long outside, and I'm sure Tristan must be where he used to be, Gramedia. I've missed so much, missed everything Tristan has. I can no longer hold it. . .
When I stepped quietly out of the campus courtyard, sure enough, the driver was not there. Ah relief. . .
Instantly I ran further away from campus to wait for a taxi to pass.
And not long after a taxi finally landed in front of me, I rushed in to Gramedia where Tristan was. Not far from campus, I've arrived at Gramedia's courtyard.
Bugh !!!
Someone I accidentally hit with my body running in a hurry.
" Ukh, sorry. . I'm in a hurry "I said without looking who I hit.
" Fanny, you. . . "
" c. . . E. .ga. . .??? " i was surprised to see this man in front of me.
" Are you going to meet Tristan in such a hurry??? " Task him to me.
" yaa. . If you know, quickly move aside I'm in a hurry" I said pushing her from before me.
" it's better not to now "Say Ega then stop me. I looked back. . .
" What does this have to do with you, huh??? crazy basic "my words with a spark and then came back half-run ignoring Ega's words just now.
Finally, I reached the room where Tristan was already standing with his friendly welcome to the visitors. I ran and hugged her, I didn't care that many people were looking at us.
" Fanny, Hey hey. . Don't do this, a lot of people here are fanny. This is my workplace??? " his words whisper.
I took my arms off her body and looked at her in wonder. . .
" why??? don't you miss me, huh??? and since when is Tristan, do you care about around when we're both??? why do you keep avoiding me these few weeks, why are you ignoring my messages and phone calls huh??? were you on purpose??? " said me who continued to nyerocos endlessly with an angry tone.
Tristan was still smiling looking at me like this and then pulled my hand out of his office, and then he kept asking me to enter a room where there was only me and him.
Without waiting for another cue, I kissed her lips. I can't stand it, I hate it. But I also miss, very much miss. but. . . Tristan fell silent without a fight to return my lip kiss. Not as usual. . . I took my kiss off her lips and looked at her again in wonder. . .
" Fanny, I'm sorry. Let's . . We end this relationship only. We. . . make friends again as we used to be "
Jleb !!!
Did I mishear Tristan???
" Hahaha what do you mean Tristan??? " Ask me with a loud naphad.
" I'm sorry, I can't hurt both your parents nor my parents Fanny. We can never be united. . . as strong as any of our efforts. I. . I could have been reckless with disfiguring you until finally, we would be united because of it. But. . . I. . . I am not ******** that would take advantage of it, if I did. . . Your parents would be devastated "
" You're Tristan's hypocrite, you bohoooong, you must be tired of me, right??? you must have been betrothed to another woman your parents chose. Answer me, honestly Tristan. please jujuuuur. . . "
My cry broke with a loud thrashing of Tristan's body. Tristan did not flinch at me with teary eyes. . .
" Fanny. . pliss don't do this, don't make me feel worse, I'm wrong here. You can hate me after this. . . "
" You're mean to me Tristan, you're good. . You're asking us to end this relationship and make friends??? are you sure I can??? no Tristan, no. . I love you. . . I love youuuuuuu ".
I kept crying by hugging Tristan's body again. . . temporarily. . . There was a cry heard by me.
I took off my arms from Tristan's body, and. . . yeah. . He cried looking at me with grief.
" I'm the same as Fanny, do you know. . . Do you believe me??? I've been desperate to ask even my parents that I would change my faith with you, but they threatened me with many things Fanny. I. . I can't. . I'm sorry if I have to renege on our promise "
It was as if I felt a return to my past, which is where. . . I separated because I was forced to be with Ammar who was so depraved behind me. . and now. . . I felt that pain again, but it was different. It hurts more when I have to give up for reasons of different beliefs and in about both my parents. . .
This is unfair, this is so ridiculous, this is ridiculous !!!