
" Kevin, Nayla is so beautiful ". As I began the conversation as we enjoyed lunch, Kevin smiled at my words as he continued to enjoy his lunch.
" what?? why are you smiling like that??? is Nayla really pretty??? ". I asked back with a sullen face. Then Kevin stopped eating for a moment.
" For me you're still beautiful, what else if you're jealous of that ". Answer by looking at me.
" Iih what the hell, inconsistent answer ".
" Nayla is a girl. So it must be beautiful, but in my eyes you are much more beautiful the whole outside and inside even though you are also a woman. It is second to none and will be irreplaceable in my heart until then. Is my answer this time enough to satisfy you, princess??? ". Kevin replied by peeping my hand which he held.
" Yes yeah, you're an expert on this Kevin. The answer is received with a value of 90 ".
" Simple base ". Answer teases me.
" Dear, ntar night yuk street ". Say again.
" Where are you going??? "
" Ehm, where are you. Both of you with you. Hehe "the answer came back to tease me. We have not enjoyed the night air since returning abroad to return to Indonesia.
" Well good. . . "
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At night, Kevin and I were heading to a restaurant for dinner. We've been sitting sweetly at the table that Kevin had ordered before.
" It feels like we're back early in the courtship. Hihi ". said me later.
" Fanny. . "call Kevin gently to me.
" c. . . ? ". I looked at his face with my eyebrows furrowed in wonder. He looks a little agitated.
" When we get married, will you. .. . . . want to live with me abroad??? "
Jleb !!!
I didn't expect it at all, he was going to ask me this thing that I didn't think of at all.
" Kevin. . a. . . I. . . I haven't thought that far. Dan. . . I also. . It seems like I wouldn't be ready if I had to stay away from both my parents. . . can't imagine their sadness away from me Kevin. . . "
Kevin was silent by lowering his face to hear my words, then looked back at my face with the glare of the eyes that seemed there was a deep sense of tightness there. Yet she can still throw her smile to me that is so sincere. . .
" What's Kevin. . .??? " Tell me again.
" There's nothing dear, I just. . . want to ask that thing alone "
" Tell me honestly, have you discussed this with your parents while abroad??? "
" Well. . . that's how it is, but you don't have to think about it. I know it's too sudden, you haven't thought about it ".
" Then, do you. . mind if I refuse to join you living abroad??? "
Again Kevin was silent with his smile that this time seemed pushy. It scares me even more. . . He's not usually like that.
" No dear, no. . If you are willing to marry me, wherever and wherever I will work for her to come with you "
" You know, that answer disappoints me Kevin ".
" I'm sorry dear, but. . . I have to how to give you a satisfactory answer dear??? ". Kevin replied in a slightly upset tone. I know something made it so much of a burden. I can't bear to see it that way but. . .
" Give me time to think about this first, I have a commitment to myself. When I get married, I don't want to live with my parents or my parents. It's not that I don't like to hang out with my parents or in-laws, but for me when I'm married I want to really live out the sorrows of the household just between me and my husband. there's no third person or fourth or so much more Kevin. Maybe for you this is ridiculous, but to avoid things that only invite more complicated problems later huh. . why not??? Getting married is not just about living a good life. Many things will be all new later, we will get to know the original character of our partner, right??? And I don't want it to be compromised by anyone else including the parents of both sides ".
Kevin smiled gently back at me. Then at the touch of both cheeks with his hands are always warm. From the look of his eyes I see full of freshness to the tears looking at me.
" Fanny, I will never regret making you my last choice of heart ". Say it to me.
Instantly my blood rippled fiercely from head to toe. My heart feels a little bitter. . I don't know if he really wants me to be his last choice. I should be happy, right???
No. . . I was embarrassed. She who is so perfect loves and accepts me for who I am, while I. . I am a stupid woman who has given up everything for a jerk like Ammar, is it still okay if you demand a lot???
" Vin, answer honestly. Will your mother really accept me as your wife??? ". Ask me with a serious expression.
" Iaaang, all who hold the title of a mother in this world must want the best for her daughter's son, not least my mother too. But I will prove that you are indeed a good daughter-in-law and a future wife of dreams ".
" But I was no good Vin. . I. .. . I've never disappointed and reneged on my promise to you back then, not to give my honor except to my husband ".
" Sssstttt. . I've forgiven you for that, how many times have I told you. . .??? let it be a dark past that you must bury deeply. Look at a better future with me later. . . After all, we've done it too, right??? I'm the one who should be apologizing to you, Fanny, because I've been out of control so. . .dare to do it to you ".
Tuhaaaaaaaannnnnnn. . . I will definitely go crazy after this, why are you so kind to bring me to a man as good and sincere as his heart???
" One month. Give me a month to get everything ready for our wedding Kevin, as I think about it and prepare myself, perfecting my mentality in this matter going forward. What enough??? ". Answer me firmly then.
" Mr. ..mu mean. . .mu??? a. .paa are you willing to marry me next month Fanny??? is that what you mean??? ".
" Hem. . . Too soon??? okay, two more months "
" No no. That. . .it's been too long for me baby, woah. .. me. . I don't know how to express my happy heart right now. . It's really like this dream all, can you repeat that to me, Fanny??? ". Instantly I saw Kevin's face flushed red with a faint smile while kissing my hands over and over again.
" cih, what the hell. Don't embarrass me, it's in public Kevin ". Answer me half a whisper. . .
" Ahahahaha. . I don't care about Fanny, I'm so happy. Saaaangat blahaa, thank you dear. . . thanks you have been willing to marry me in the near future. I. . aaaaarght felt like I wanted to fly into the seventh sky ".
There was no stopping Kevin behaving like a kid who had just bought him the candy he wanted, he was so happy that his face turned red like a boiled crab.
I was so happy to see her, that I unconsciously shed tears of my own. . .