LOVE SLAVE

#147

Since that day. . . During Kevin's time abroad, his attitude was arguably more overprotective even though it never forbade me like this and so or go anywhere with anyone without him while abroad, but almost every second he calls me and sends me a short message.

Sometimes I laugh amusedly with his excessive attitude, wherever and with anyone he is abroad always tell me to avoid misunderstandings later. He is adorable and a dream man of course.

And it's his third day abroad. Fast but not for me, like three centuries. Hehe, well. . Who wouldn't feel the same if we parted ways with our loved ones for even a second. Since this morning Kevin hasn't called me, he only sends me occasional text messages. He seems to be very busy today.

Aaaah I think I've missed the sound and the joking laugh. . .

" Fan, you're looking for your friend. He's waiting for you at the front gate ". Said one of the students approaching me.

I'm just stunned to hear that, my friend???

Who???

Why wait for me at the gate????

Why not just go find me in class.

" Hey wait, whose friend are you referring to??? ". I went after the student to ask him who he meant my friend.

" I know, he just told you he was waiting for you at the gate. Uh yeah, the cave's not sure it's weak. Tastefully ". Obviously the student who then passed away from before me. While I'm still confused.

Friend??? saucy???

Is that Tommy??? uh no way. If he's gonna go find me in class.

Don't-don't. . . Kevin, he's gonna give me a surprise. Yes definitely Kevin, uh but. . . Aaaah I know only he can prank me like this.

With half a run I hurried out of the classroom to head straight for the gate. My heart is so full of happiness that it is unstoppable. I wish it was Kevin.

Arriving at the gate, I looked around for Kevin who had not been seen by me.

And you know. . . My step that keeps pacing back and forth looking around stalled as if petrified. The figure of the man I no longer wanted to meet was now boldly setting foot on my campus.

With a burst of anger at my heart, I turned around to immediately return to the classroom away from her.

" Fanny wait ". Call her after me and quickly grab my hand from behind. I rudely brushed it off.

" Fanny pliss, don't believe me "

" You're crazy Ammar, why are you here, huh??? "

" Do you hate me so much, Fanny??? I'm really sorry, at that time I didn't accidentally disappear just like that. But. . . Really this is not what I want, I'm forced to do it "

" Heh, forced??? what did you say Ammar had to do??? fianc??? da??? "

" Fanny, you know. . My mom was depressed because she cheated on me and chose her affair and left my house. My family is destroyed, my papa's company is on the verge of collapse. I'm painstakingly repeating back from zero, and you know. My sister was in prison for drugs ".

I was stunned for a moment, my lips were trembling to hear the thing that was already in his realm. But that's no reason if he just told me this time it's too late for me.

" I'm sorry about your situation, and please quickly leave from my presence Ammar. I'm so sick of seeing you for so long in front of me ".

" Fanny, do you want to forgive me??? "

" good. Ammar, I will forgive you. But after this don't you show up in front of me again, I'm so sick of you ".

I can no longer stand God, strengthen my heart. . Strengthen my heart not to be rash in emotions this time.

I was about to leave Ammar, but he quickly stepped in front of me.

" What else is Ammar??? ". Ask me by turning my face away from her.

" Fanny, I miss you so much. Come back to me like Fanny, I don't want you with other men including Kevin ".

Plaque !!!

Yeah. . . My hand is no longer able to resist giving a slap to her sweet mouth.

" When is Ammar??? until when are you going to keep demeaning me??? Why do you always insult me all you want, huh??? ". Now the clear grains have started flowing down my cheeks. It hurt me to hear that remark, which he easily threw in front of me that almost everyone on campus was staring at us in wonder.

" Fanny, there's not the slightest intention of mine like that "

" Have you forgotten your current status Ammar??? You're already engaged to someone else, do you intentionally want to impress me with the person's lover??? can you just live your own life right now ??? "

" I can call off my engagement and come back to you if you want to accept me again Fanny "

" Ammar is enough. . enough Ammar, pliss don't make my heart ache even more to hear it. I'm happy with Kevin now. Please don't bother me anymore Ammar, please let me be happy with Kevin ".

Now my cry is getting broken to make me feel dizzy with tightness in the chest.

" Tell me, are you really that easy to forget about me Fanny??? after all these years we've been together and we've done it countless times over, can you really forget that Fanny??? "

I really wanted to slap her again, but I didn't want to dirty my hand back by touching her that I hate so much right now.

" Then what about you Ammar??? heh. . I'm sure you've forgotten and maybe you've done it again many times with your fiancee or with other women besides your fiancee ".

Long time Ammar did not make a sound, he looked at me more sharply with his narrow eyes. I avoided her gaze, not knowing what was now in her filthy brain.

With a long sigh he asked me again.

" Are you. . . already. . do it with Kevin Fanny??? "

Jleb !!!

I was silent with my lips tightly closed.

I didn't think he would ask me that. He really humbled me unmitigated.

" Fanny replied, have you done it with Kevin??? since when, since when??? did you do it too when you cheated on him from me, Fanny??? Tell me. . . ".

Ammar started yelling at me, making me so surprised that my lips trembled.

" Did I look like that in your eyes Ammar??? so you really think I was having an affair and sleeping with Kevin back then??? da??? that's why you hate him so much, not ".

I tried to put up a fight on her, while turning my gaze away from her eyes, though my heart was getting hotter.

" Why then did you avoid looking me in the eye, Fanny??? whyyy??? did you do it with Kevin??? answer me Fanny. . Answer me. . . ".

Ammar fell in front of me. His voice grew louder, I did not expect that this time Ammar would shed tears in front of me.

" I did it with Kevin, not just with him. But with my boys after I broke up with you, I've slept with a lot of guys, but not with you. I never betrayed you, not even Ammar. Are you satisfied with my answer??? "

" Why can you give me an answer that hurts me so much Fanny. . . Why??? do you hate me so much that you want to kill me with your answer. I didn't expect you to do it with so many men I didn't expect you to easily accept fondling from another man Fanny. . Whyaaaa??? "

" All because of you. Because you're Ammar, you ruined my life first. You made me dare to do it all, all because of you. . You're Ammar, you're. My dreams are broken, my hopes are lost, my hopes are lost, did you know I almost killed myself because I thought this was unfair. The world keeps mocking me for my stupidity, willing to give up everything for a jerk like you. .all because of you Ammar. . . ".

I could no longer bear this all my tears broke, unbearable. While Ammar looks increasingly chaotic and I see a destruction from the look in his eyes.

" Fanny. . . I. . I don't know what to do to really forgive me, give me a chance to fix everything Fanny. Come back to me. . . "

" It's too late for Ammar. Too late, because my heart is numb to you. In my heart now there is only Kevin who is sincerely willing to accept me for who I am even though he knows I am unholy because of you "

" no. Don't threaten me, Fanny, please. I promise to fix everything, I promise to make you the only woman in my life. I'll never be willing to see you happy with another Fanny. Pliss let's start all over again "

said Ammar trying to grab my hand in his hand.

" I'm sorry Ammar, don't force me anymore. Go home, don't embarrass yourself here. Be happy with your fiancee, and let me be happy with Kevin. My husband candidate ".

Then I just went through it. I ran with all my strength to step my legs to no longer be prevented by Ammar.

Bathin me. . .

Kevin, if at this moment you could be in front of me. Can you go back to Indonesia with me sooner??? I was afraid to meet Ammar again, I was afraid my heart managed to shake him with his madness. I just want you to accompany my life until the end Kevin.