LOVE SLAVE

Sixteen

Along the way I fell silent without a word, with a pouting face enduring a prolonged upset.

Bathin me. . .

*N*Is this my first day just looking around the Ammar campus??? but every time we walked around the campus, I don't know how many girls greeted him flirtatiously, and Ammar responded. Without thinking about my feelings beside her, until I finally met the girl named Abel, the overexcited aunt and then I was humbled.

Cih. . given his name only I want to swallow him alive. While you. . . Ammar, as the man I love, as my girlfriend, without the slightest attempt to convince me of those flirtatious girls, am sure I dong. . . that you are not a playboy who spreads a lot of love to every woman, I really fear Ammar, reassure meuu, this makes me even more angry at you Ammar.

I let out a long sigh, then Ammar sped up quickly and stopped by the side of the road for a moment. I kept my face out the window, waiting for what he would do this time.

" Fan. . .When do you want to go? Don't be a little kid. "

So What??? now he's the one who wants me to be a kid?

Aaaaarrrrgghtt. . .

" Oh yeah? I'm a kid, I'm ugly, I'm spoiled, I'm not good at dressing up, I'm not ok from looks, I'm skinny, and I. . . anyway I'm not as perfect as those flirty girls in your college."

With reflex I took out all my conscious uneg-uneg I could endure.

" Oh my god, so you were jealous of them earlier? Hahaahaha. Why is trying to be jealous not clear??? " Ammar responded to me with a joke, making me even more willing to slap to resuscitate him in my current position.

But I hold it, because I still love him.

" It's not Ammar's jealousy, it's not what you think it is, but I'm disappointed in Ammar. I'm disappointed in you, why did you just shut up when Abel lowered me earlier huh? why did you even fall silent and let go of my hand??? why... why Ammar??? "

My cries began to break unbearably, I opened the door then got out of the car. I cried nonstop. . .

Then Ammar got out of the car.

" Let's get back in Fanny's car, don't cry like this on the sidewalk, a lot of people passing by on the sidewalk, aren't you ashamed? " Task Ammar who is standing in front of me.

" Oh, now you care? is it just shame?afraid of bad grades with people who see me cry, iyya??? didn't they? because a handsome guy like you makes a little girl like me cry on the side of the road all night, then what do they think?" Answer me by continuing to nag relentlessly.

Ammar hugged me tightly. I thrashed, trying to let go of his embrace.

" Detach !! I don't want to be hugged by you, but a firmness. A heartfelt courage and confession from your mouth Ammar. Releasing. . . " My tears have broken, getting louder in Ammar's arms.

" Be calm first Fanny, please calm down. You're emotional right now. A lot of people are watching us, let's just talk in the car. Before I get more desperate. " Ammar sounds like he's threatening me again. This made my heart again full of emotion.

I thrust with all my might Ammar's body and let go of his embrace, Ammar was surprised to see me like this.

I looked at him sharply, though,

" What else this time Ammar? what else are you gonna do to me, huh? you starting threatening me??? " Task me with a sobbing, feeling tight in the chest.

As soon as Ammar kissed and *****forced my lips, I thrashed out against Ammar's rude kiss.

" ummh. . . Lep. . . umm. . pass. . . Amber. . . " Ammar kept forcing ******* my lips out, I kept rejecting it, this time I was not interested in your kiss Ammar. I was really disappointed this time with your attitude on campus earlier.

Plakkk !!!

I slapped Ammar on the cheek after I managed to escape from his kiss.

Ammar fell silent, then looked down lethargic. Then he half sat down in front of me, I was surprised.

His face looked sad and my slap marks on his cheeks had already started to turn red.

I began to feel guilty, I could not bear to see it that way to me, I was willing to slap it all out just to relieve my anger, I began to waver and melt.

" Wake up, wake up quickly Ammar don't make me look more rude by people who see me after I slap you earlier, let's get up. "

I held onto both of Ammar's shoulders and helped him get up, standing right in front of me.

Then I held her cheeks, I touched the slap I had on her cheek. Ammar seemed to grimace like he was in pain, back I shed tears.

" You know Ammar, how much I love you. I'm starting to fear losing you, I can't go long with you, and it seems. . . I can no longer live without you Ammar. Do you believe that? " I kept shedding tears, holding my former slap on Ammar's cheek. Ammar looked back at me fixedly this time.

" Are you starting to doubt me now, Fanny? Is there no trust in your heart anymore? How do I prove it, Fanny? That I'm just like you. I love you, I love you. . I love you so much Fanny. Believe me. I don't want to part with you, I hate being away from you, even I don't want you to leave me later, plisss... . Believe in me Fanny. " Ammar looked at me with a sad face, both hands holding my conscious hand and touching the cheek of my former slap.

I tried to look Ammar in the dark of the night, even in the darkness I could tell from the glare of his eyes, he had a big lie to me.

I grinned sinisterly looking at his face.

" You. . . You are indeed an expert in this Ammar, you are indeed a good heart player, you. I know that, I can feel from the look in your eyes that's Ammar. " Answer me with a sobbing back.

" Fanny, I never thought this relationship was a joke, if so. Why would I take you to my house and introduce you to my parents, huh? " Defy him with anger.

I'm getting sick of seeing it, you're still not admitting your mistake where Ammar is.

I grabbed the phone in my hand, trembling I opened the footage from Farel that I've been keeping tight for the past two months. I turned it in full volume, so that he could hear it with satisfaction.

Long. . I replayed it again, until he really realized it. I see Ammar now silent, surprised, stunned with wide eyes, with his mouth slightly open, with his whole stiff body silent standing before me.

" Fanny. . . da. . where. . . You. . . da. .Play the tape?" Finally Ammar opened his voice stammering and a completely shocked expression on his face made his lips tremble slightly.

" Heh. . Why Ammar? You surprised? why did this tape get into my hands? For the past 2 months or so, I've been aware of this for quite some time from your attitude, long before this recording was finally heard by me, and I purposely held him back from asking you Ammar directly. Because I'm afraid you really left me that day.

Do you know how I feel when I hear this tape? Why do you think I look so skinny, huh? What do you think I'm doing? I foolishly punished myself for you Ammar, don't you look like a murderer? I almost died enduring the pain of your betrayal with another woman, with Nayla, Farel's cousin. . . "

Now that I'm sitting limp on the sidewalk, it feels like I can no longer support my legs to stand up straight. I think I've taken out everything I've held up all this time with tears. I hit my own chest, it felt so tight.

Ammar was still silent standing in front of me with a blank look.

" Fanny, I. . I don't know what to do but say sorry to you, but about Nayla. . . " Ammar stopped his words with a bow. With all my might I stood back to look at his face which was now beginning to fidget.

" Do you love Nayla? " Tell me to Ammar.

Ammar was still silent, lowering his face.

I wanted to scream to see this expression, easily read by me.

" Fanny.I was just, at first, a prank when Andi teased me with Nayla. But over time I got carried away with the joke, I honestly started to like it a little. But that was a month ago, now we're no longer communicating Fanny, trust me."

" That means, you haven't made a decision on her, and on me either. Right now, I'm asking you Ammar

I want to hear it straight from your sweet eyes and mouth. Answer honestly, decide Nayla or us. . . Disperse, and no longer know each other. " I stared intently at Ammar's increasingly agitated eyes, silent for so long looking at me without a clear and definite word.