LOVE SLAVE

Forty six

Ammar was still sitting in front of me, with his face lowered in lethargy waiting for an answer from me. . .

" Ammar. . Can't you keep your pride as a man??? Don't do this just because of me. Quickly stand Ammaaaaaaar !!! " I don't know what else to answer, I don't want to make him wait this way. But I can't be honest either. . I don't want to give him hope back, I thought in panic.

" I don't even attach much importance to my pride anymore Fanny. . I've managed to drive me crazy since the beginning until now, enough you to punish me by cutting off our relationship 5 months ago until you completely disappear but please don't add to your punishment again, by continuing to avoid me when we meet " Amma was still with a lethargic face and her voice grew louder.

" Ammar . . I. . . " Ah no. Huhft. . . I almost got overwhelmed and frustrated with this attitude.

Ammar raised his face to see me. . .

" what's up, Fanny??? Why did you stop your words? At least. . . let me still be able to see you from a distance. I won't bother you. .. But please don't avoid me anymore, turn my face away from me. It hurt me Fanny. . . "

" What right do you have to set me up??? Aaah Ammar is up to you what he wants, if you don't stand up. Just keep going ".

Then I left her who was still struggling. No matter he wants to stay so cake, until fainted even bodo very.

In an annoyed tone I walked out of the hall just like that.

By continuing to walk in haste I grumbled alone, until Dini finally stopped my steps standing in front of me.

" Heei miss gu, why grumble to yourself so. . . What's wrong??? old cepet loh ntar "His speech.

" I would have aged quickly if it continued like this Din "I replied.

" Hahahaha ih what the hell, remember. . we are womenaaa. Should try to stay young tauuuk "The answer is my literacy.

" You know, Ammar pulled me up to the hall. And there he was in front of me, crazy. . . " Answer me in an annoyed tone.

" Where is Ammar now??? "

" i left it in the hall "

" You. . You left Ammar in a position of still rest??? " Ask Early with a panicked face.

I nodded slowly. . .

" Geez Fanny, you went too far this time. Why did you become the bad woman Fanny. . . . You. . . do you not feel sorry for her. . .??? "

" Dini. . . You forgot what I told you last night??? He made me this way. And anyways. . His attitude earlier was probably just a trick for him to seduce me again "

" Fan, are you sure you ever loved her??? If you ever loved her, I'm sure you can read from the glare of her eyes she's serious or not this time "

I was stunned to hear Early's remark. The image of Ammar's face bowing languidly rested before me. I know, this isn't the trick. But it was true that it was spontaneously moved from his heart. . . Oh my god, I. . I. . .

" Fanny, come on. . Don't overdo it with Ammar. I'm sure this time he's really serious still expecting you. Or. . . Are you really sure you want to just ignore Ammar??? if so. . . what if I try to approach it. . . hmm. . . I also want to get a super guy so "Say Early later.

" You dare approach him, we don't be friends anymore "I said reflexively.

" That's right. . . Hahahaha you are the same as Ammar. It's just, you're more of a coward with your selfishness Fanny ".

I went back to hearing Dini's words. If only, I could turn my body back to run back to the hall room, and hug Ammar's body there. But. . . This is impossible. It is not possible. . .

" Come on Fanny, this is the last day she's on our campus, in front of you in a big way. . Give her a little chance to talk to you a lot of things, Fanny, before he finally leaves here.. . seeing you remains so and in the end he will really try to forget you completely. What do you want??? If later there is a woman who is able to kill all the memories of you in her heart easily??? then you. . You'll stick with your heartache created by yourself right??? " say early again

This Early Speech, awakened me for a moment. All the pain I've been through all this time isn't it me who made it, I'm willing to choose the one that I think is for the good of everyone, the punishment I thought would make Ammar feel the pain he had inflicted, it seemed like I managed to do it. Aye right???

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AMMAR POV

A week passed after being decided by Fanny unilaterally, on the grounds of not wanting to hurt either of Ammar and Kevin. . .

Every time he entered his room, he started shouting and raging incessantly. He hated the atmosphere in his room, because for him everything in his room at that time reminded him of the figure of Fanny. The woman he loved, because in this room was the beginning they first made love.

Ammar was devastated by Fanny's decision unilaterally. Without rethinking the relationship they have built and maintained for a year.

Tok tok. . .

" Ammar. . Open her door "The voice of mama Ammar stopped Ammar's overflowing anger.

Then walked open the door slowly, he saw that Mama Ammar was looking at him questioningly in front of the door.

" What do you do. . Why do you go berserk every time you enter your camp??? " Task Mama Ammar as she steps into Ammar's messed-up room.

Ammar just fell silent, without a word.

" What's wrong with you, son??? What's your problem until you get so emotional like this??? Last time you were. . .just because of Eliez. Is it because of her again??? " Task her mom again. Which makes Ammar more emotional.

" ma, don't mention Eliez's name again in front of Ammar. Ammar is sick of hearing it !!! "

" then what made you change this way??? "

Ammar stepped closer to his mama who was standing looking at Ammar full of wonder.

" Ma. . Do I not deserve to be loved??? so that all the people I love sincerely leave just like that Ma. . . " Ammar began to cry.

His mother hugged the weakly drooping body of Ammar. Hugged it tightly. . . Ammar held a sigh of tears and tightness in his chest in his mama's arms.

" Not my son, you. . . You deserve to be loved by someone who loves you. They just don't know you in depth. . . But, can you ask. . .??? " Talk her mother by then taking off her arms, holding her two cheeks her son looked at Ammar's eyes that had been soaked by tears.

" What. . . Did you break up with Fanny, baby??? "

Ammar nodded slowly.

" He cut me off unilaterally just like Ma, right on the day of our one-year relationship. He decided on me for reasons I can't tell my mom right now. . . " Answer with a whim.

" And yet do you still love her until this very moment Ammar??? "

" So Ma, so. . until it felt tight in my chest, all my thoughts and heart were filled by Fanny "

" Why did you just give up, honey??? Mom tau. . . Fanny is a good girl, her mind is still like a child she's spoiled, she's carrying, but mama knows. . . He also loves you very sincerely. Keep him Nak !!! ".

Ammar grew eager to hold on to the cries and tightness in his chest. Then Papa Ammar suddenly went into the room to approach them.

" There's no need to be inferior so it's just for an ordinary girl like Fanny. Sure enough, if he doesn't really love you, Ammar, or maybe now he's realized that he doesn't deserve to be with a guy like you. This is good news, papa will speed up this matchmaking with Eliez's family " Papa Ammar said firmly.

" pa. . What the fuck are you, look at our son being hurt. Why do you keep pushing him so hard about Eliez ???" Mama Ammar said angrily.

Ammar just clenched his hands trembling listening to his papa's words.

" Good pa, whatever you want to do. But I would never want to accept this matchmaking let alone get engaged to that papa's chosen woman. I'd better just get out of this house, and just do what you think is good for yourself "

Shave !!! Ammar just left to close the door of the room by slamming it, which in it still stood glued papa and his mama.

" Look pa. . look. . . What you're doing is really making him think of leaving this house. You're so damn close pa. . . " Mama Ammar said angry, while her husband was just silent down with trembling lips.

❤ **Hayo. . . anyone who feels nysessek does not see Ammar's condition after being decided by Fanny. . . ? Author aja follow nyessek nih. . . Because actually Ammar sincerely loves Fanny, but. . . .

Hmm. . . don't forget to keep pressing like yes, in wait for next episode ❤**