
My cry broke on the pillow that I accidentally drowned my face in it.
Why Ammar, why did you start again??? why are you changing again like you used to, who cares so much beyond the limits of being just a friend. I'm not wrong Ammar, I'm not wrong. . Why don't you trust me??? whyyy???
I kept pounding my pillow and grabbing my hair squeezing my head hard. . I wanted to beat myself up.
So how's my next relationship going??? will it just end again???
I still continued to sob in tears. . . while the sound of knocking on my bedroom door was heard on knocking by someone.
" Dear, are you busy??? "
I heard my mother's voice outside the door, I wiped my tears first. Trying to normalize my voice so that it does not sound like it, otherwise you will find out if I am crying today. . .
Ehhem. .am. . .
" No bund, Fanny just fell asleep. What is??? " I just yelled from inside the room answering mom's question without telling her to come in.
" If so go out, there's a friend of yours coming. Come down and meet under "
Uh??? fellas??? who??? what abel??? but not if you already know his name, why just mention my friend. Who else???
" Good mother, Just a moment. . . Fanny wash her face first "
My mother's voice is no longer heard. I hurried down from the bed, then washed my face first. So that Mom doesn't know I'm crying out.
I looked at my face in the mirror, my eyes still puffy. Ah. . Should I polish with a little make up??? eye liners and mascara may be a little helpful.
While tidying up my clothes and polishing my face with a little make up I thought, who the hell is my guest today??? why didn't mom mention her name.
I rushed out of the room and down the stairs with half a run.
Arriving in the living room I again could not help my tears to fall back after the figure of the man who stood before me. . smile with a greeting.
I ran to hug her with tantrums and scolding - my nagging nonstop.
" Sister rendyyyyyyyyy. . aaaaaaah kak rendy jahaaaat kak rendy tegaaaa why just came today, why not come on Fanny's engagement day that night. . . huwwaaaa. . . Brother Rendyyyyy Fanny missuuuuu. . . "
Bugh bugh bugh !!!
I beat Rendy's big body. He kept laughing at me nonstop. . .
" Hey hey. . . Honey, is that time welcoming your brother Rendy??? " Say my mother and bring me a glass of drink.
" The wicked mother, just said my friend. . . mother ngerjain fanny ih. . . " I re-hugged Rendy's sister spoiled.
" Are you healthy??? Hmm. . . This brother sister is getting older, I heard from aunt you also have served as a kindergarten teacher, huh??? Waaaah sister loved to hear it "
" Yes, who used to have a sister??? hehe "I smiled grinningly at my brother Rendy's face, I'm so glad I'm so happy to see him now standing in front of me.
While Rendy's brother continued to stare at me then furrowed both of his eyebrows, his wide smile diminished.
" Aunty, Rendy asked Fanny the way first ya out "Sir Rendy said to the mother who was smiling happy to see us.
" Eh where are you going??? a new aunt just prepared a drink tuh. . how dong??? " Abspond mother with a whine.
" Yes, Rendy will drink it now, but after that Rendy can take Fanny to the aunt??? hehe " Say it again.
" Boleeeh can be once, if aunt does not allow waaaah you will make this world doomsday for a while "Mother answered with a tease which then followed a carefree laugh from us.
Finished sipping the drink that was served by my mother, Rendy asked me to change clothes and re-polish my face to look more fresh. I looked at him wonder. . .
" Sister, where are you taking fanny??? why do you have to dance everything??? is Fanny still beautiful??? " Talk me spoiled.
I pouted in response, heavily stepping I walked towards my room.
" Fast little dong, later the brother lives " his snapper.
With lightning fast I ran towards my room, I grabbed a plain mint shirt. And long levis trousers tight navi color, with white sneakers. Just I fix a little polish my makeup on the face to look fresher, I wear liptint maroon red a little. Then I sprayed the perfume around my body.
Hm. . . This shirt dress I deliberately choose with a large size when buying it at that time to look relaxed I wear it.
Then I rushed back to the basement to Rendy's brother who was standing there waiting for me to come down.
" Hmm. . scented nyaaaa if this is going to be nice to see, so you will feel more handsome in the company of this cute sister, hahaha. Let's walk now "Take Rendy without waiting for my cue again.
The mother who knew him only nodded with a cheerful smile sign of agreement. . .
" Be careful, don't be too hasty. Remember lunch don't be late " replied the mother half-cried as we went and looked back again in response to mother's words.
" Any boss" I said simultaneously with Rendy's sister.
In the middle of the road I asked Rendy. . .
" Sister, why did an impromptu suddenly appear this day??? brother when did it come ??? evil, I didn't know Fanny was "
" did you pick up my brother's arrival at the airport if you told you??? When you leave, you say that is not anterin brother back abroad, right??? "
For a moment I was silent. It's not that I don't want to drive him, but. . . This is Kevin's problem.well, Kevin. . . I didn't want to see her grieve and I was afraid I couldn't help but look at Kevin who would be so sad to see me.
" I'm sorry Fanny, brother, you must have known the reason Fanny what time it was "My answer with a lethargic face.
" hi, brother is just joking. hahaha, why be so sensitive. How are you doing with Ammar??? ciyeee who is already engaged, once again my sister said congratulations yes hopefullyaaa. . . "
" Sister, where are we going today??? why do I have to dance and beautiful everything??? "
Rendy's sister fell silent glancing at me for a moment, with a look of wonder.
" The smell smells, it looks like the fiancee. .. hmm. . . ., right??? why else Fanny??? "
" Ah no kok brother, Fanny just. . . do not want to discuss Ammar when again happy to meet this brother "
" Yes yes, it should be. But remember, later when we have arrived at the XXX cafe and met someone who has been waiting for us to come, I hope you do not show your sad face, keep the attitude to keep cheerful yes "
I began to wonder about the person Rendy was referring to. . . Who??? There's no way Kevin can. . If he does, I'm sure he'll come straight to my house with Rendy's brother. But. . Who is dong???
" oh yeah??? so right now we're going to meet someone at the cafe??? who??? why must Fanny keep her attitude on that front??? why can't you look sad, huh??? "
" Basic kereweeeettt. ..ih, just follow what you say.later you will also know, hehe "Sir rendy said with a grinning smile that remained reluctant to tell me who the figure was.
" Yes yes yes. . Just so do not new girlfriend brother, wah. . if really Fanny ya can not dong keep attitude. If Fanny is already happy, hahaha. . eh brother. . . mmh. . . . brother came home alone??? Ask me in awkward language.
Brother Rendy smiled wryly at me, it seems like he already understands where my real question is going.
" Yes, my brother only came home alone. who else??? Day. . . Kevin's fine, he sends you a greeting "
" really??? What greetings, brother??? " Then this smile reflexes from where so I am enthusiastic to hear it, I am very happy.
" eeeh already has an ordinary fiancee, don't be more like Hahahah" replied Rendy mocked me.
" yeee. . . usually, my older brother responded "said me with a sullen face. In my heart I jumped. I was happy to hear it and received a greeting from Kevin.
Ah. . . Kevin. . . Really I'm starting to miss you again !!!