LOVE SLAVE
#157
" Mother, wake up. . Mother must be strong, right now all Fanny has is a mother ".
I continued to hold tightly to my mother's hand, with all my strength approached her while in a different room the doctor was still taking care of my father's body. Rendy's sister who had originally accompanied mother, greeted me with a sobbing without a word coming out of her mouth. Her eyes were puffy and slightly swollen, I'm sure she had been crying continuously from next to my mother.
Ah. . This really makes me unable to let out tears, tightness in my chest is so great that it feels like just sighing I can barely afford.
Are you so vengeful of me God??? do you curse me so much as your servant, why do you always give me endless trials. You can punish me as hard as that, but why should my father??? whyyy???
" Shya. . . "
" Mother, are you conscious? it's Fanny. Fanny will always be next to mom "
" Where is your dad ??? How's she doing??? we were still together to get to the building we were going to rent for your wedding. Then. . then we. . somehow we could have an accident. Your father slammed the steering wheel and hugged Mother Nak, she fainted while hugging the mother "
I who heard this mother's explanation, I could no longer bear the tears that had been overflowing stuck in my eyes. Brother Rendy who saw me crying immediately patted my shoulder as if giving a signal. Inevitably I had to tell mom the current condition of dad, but I was unable to say anymore.
I got more confused as my mother woke herself up, removing the conscious hose that was attached to her nostrils.
" Rendy, why do you keep crying, son??? let's see Fanny's father's condition ". Say my mother standing up later.
" Mother, father. . . "
" Fanny !!! " Sister Rendy interrupted my words that I was about to tell you the truth of all this even though it felt like I didn't want to believe my father's departure.
" Aunty, let's let Rendy papah aunty. slowly just walk her way "
" Thank you son, your sister Fanny is indeed crybaby.she can not see us her parents are sick a little must immediately cry so.you too, cry ah you guys this ".
Rendy and I could no longer give a proper answer to my mother's words. With a little hurry mom stepped in with brother Rendy to the room dad was lying stiff earlier.
Once there, I had prepared mentally and my heart to witness the grief of the mother who was truly devastated by the passing of my father. But I actually can't. I was unable to hear mother's roar, her sobbing, her shrill voice kept calling out the father's name.
Hah, I can no longer watch this all but I must be strong. I have to be strong, if I can't accept this with a sincere heart then how will my mother be able to face reality as well???
We who were outside the room came back hysterical when my father's body was ready to be brought home to our house. Similarly, the mother who returned unconscious, powerless to withstand all this truly heartbreaking reality.
Arriving home, all of our extended family had gathered together with many people who greeted us with their grief.
Kevin, who has always been loyal to my side, did not let me in his arms. She kept caressing and patting my shoulder as if trying to calm me down. She just fell silent with her gentle demeanor on me. . .
Meanwhile, my gaze was unintentionally fixed on Kevin's mother and Shishi's brother who was now standing looking at me with a face of sadness. And Nayla. . was among them looking at me with a flat expression slightly grinning.
I don't want to care about the surrounding view, it's just that right now. . I don't know how to go about my days after this, with mom alone.
And the figure of the man beside me now, who had always been faithful to accompany and continuously embrace my weak body, clasped my hand tightly even though the touch of his hand was so cold I felt. I'm not sure if after this, he will still love me who now only has one parent. That is mother. . .
Ah my head hurts so much, my chest is tight. My eyes. . My eyes are so heavy I can't force them to stay open, then everything seems to be slowly getting dark. Maybe I started to fall asleep. . but. . I heard Kevin's voice that kept on calling my name nonstop and the voices of many people trying to wake me up. But even so I was unable to open my eyes. . .
I was kind of carried away in my childhood again, when my father always carried me and chased me to play ball, play kite. And we lived very happily despite our shortcomings and lived as simply as we could.
Between father and mother I was more afraid if it makes the father angry and disappointed, he was a firm and hardworking figure. But he is also a loving figure and willing to do anything to make me and my mother happy.
Until I began to think back to all of my father's last advice and messages before he left for good.If only his words would be the last time he was with me, I will never be far from him. I will continue to beg you to live with me until the end of time.
Suddenly in the morning I who felt pain in the head and all over my body felt weak, back in shock when the sound was so noisy and noisy in this house. I tried to wake myself up but something held my hand. I was shocked to see Kevin sleeping next to me. Has he been with me all night?
" Are you awake, baby??? " Say her while rubbing her eyes.
" Kevin, how's mom doing??? why do I sleep in my room? and you. . . " Task me wonder.
" dear, don't think too much. Let's get ready to take Dad to his final resting place. You must be strong and sincere. Patience is dear "
Hearing Kevin say back made me cry bitterly. All these memories were just dreams. . My beautiful dream when I was with my father. Without being able to say, I obeyed what Kevin told me. Then hesitantly Kevin asked me to immediately sleep out of my bed.
In the lower room there are already so many people defending condolences.all your body is getting more and more powerful but vibrating violently I feel. Kevin who saw me immediately hugged me tightly.
" You must be strong, dear, for your mother's sake "Say her softly in the ear.
❤ Hi all, my loyal readers. Sorry to disappoint you, in this episode and earlier, because the Author quotes from some true stories, and it's a pity that this work will end soon. do not forget to keep like and vote yes, thanks. . . ❤
