
1 Month passed. . .
Ammar is still with his ego, no news, no calls, or just text me.
But he hung my position. . Whether it is still considered a girlfriend by him, or he really thinks I am no longer worthy of his love, so now. . . I am getting so caught up in deep sadness, though,
What about my relationship with Ammar going forward, while on the other hand. . Kevin and I are getting closer and closer even without a bond. I know Kevin has started to give me signals of hope, looking for the right opportunity to express his love for me. But I who can read her body language. . always try to avoid.
I know, Kevin was very good. . He was always patient to face and listen to all my babble, all my uneg-uneg, he said, and all my outpouring of hearts about Ammar even though he still looks like he's trying to hold back his feelings. . .
Kevin always tries to keep me happy, laugh and cheerful again so that I can forget my pain, my sadness, and my worry about a man I love until now.
As long as Ammar and I had no communication, I often locked myself in the room even though sometimes Rendy's brother with Kevin forced me to hang out outside just to release my boredom and fatigue all day in the room, I refused her. If I start to be very resistant, then I call Rendy's sister to take me for a walk, no need to wait for long. He was lightning fast with Kevin picking me up.
Today. .. I again refused Rendy's invitation to take me out with Kevin anyway, I just want to stay in the room first today. By doing any kind of ridiculous activity it can only entertain myself.
Tok tok. . .
I heard a knock on my door from outside.
" Dear, are you busy??? can you come in, right??? " Sounds the mother's voice from outside.
" Go in, the door is not locked. . . " My answer while playing the TV remote that I started changing channels without stopping. Really bored. . I thought in my heart.
Ceklek !!!
Mom came into my room with some fresh fruit. I smiled in greeting him. . .
" Daritadi. . Daritadi your brother Rendy and his friend, Kevin. Being downstairs talking for quite a long time accompanied us, and Rendy said. . . You don't want to be disturbed today, do you guys fight??? it is impossible to. . . " Ask mom.
" Ah no Bund, Fanny is just a little tired just a few days ago always go accompany them here and hang out with them. So miss the atmosphere of Fanny's room, hehe "I answered while enjoying the fruit that has been cut by the mother, without looking into the eyes of the mother. I don't want. .mom to know my heartache this time to Ammar.
But. . Her name is a mother, it is still a mother. . bathin and her feeling never misses.
" Am. .mar. . . Is she okay, dear??? " Task mom slowly.
I was still lowered, my gaze focused only on the pieces of fruit. . pretend to be busy choosing which piece is nicer and larger.
" Ammar is good Mother. . . What is it??? Mommy misses her coming to this house again??? "
" Oh, of course, you miss. . . so does your father. . . . okay, right??? " Task mom again, still in a slow tone.
" Well, please dong. . . no. . .???" I asked as if I was afraid that my mother would be more suspicious. . . But do you know??? If you keep asking about Ammar, my defense will not overflow with tears will break down as well.
" It's nothing dear, just. . . It's been 2 months right, the last time he visited here. .. isn't it. . soon your relationship has been a year??? Do you not have any event where it is to celebrate your Anniversary. . . hehe "
J !!! Mother's words surprised me. . .
well. . true, soon. . . My relationship with Ammar has been going on for a year, but until this moment. . . Ammar didn't tell me anything.
This aaaaaaarght is really painful !!!
" Shya. . . " Call mom back. . .
" Uh yes Bund, mmm. . . me and ammar. . indeed there is no plan to celebrate anyway, even Fanny forgot the Bund. . . hehe " My reply with a flat expression made mom look at me for a long time. . .
" Fanny. . . what. . . Are you currently close with Kevin as well as son??? "
Degh !!! my eyes widened, my lips opened, shocked and clumsy with mother's question this time.
" Oh. . hah. . . hahahaa. . . we. . . we are just friends of the Bund, yes. . just brother and sister. . . hehehe mother what the hell, it's that. . . " I answered wrongly.
Hey hey what's with my attitude???
" Hmm. . start learning to lie yes ma mother. . . Hayo. . . " My mother replied with a tickle, I laughed with a laugh. . .
" Hahahaha ahahhahaa aduh bundaaaaa ameli. . ahahahhaa ahahahaa aampuuun. . ."
" Honestly not the same mother, hayo. . promise first"
" Hahahahaha ahahaha yes yes aampuuun has not been tickled againii mother. . Yes yes Fanny promise to be honest deh, aaaaah ahahahaha. . . " Mother kept on tickling me, heard me ask for forgiveness and promised to tell me the truth then mom stopped herself from tickling me.
" Mother. . to be honest, at this time Kevin is always good and caring for Fanny, but until now we are still only just friends. No more. . . "
" But do you like it, honey??? mmm. . . wah, if only mother still singgle and young. . haha mother will definitely pursue Kevin tuh. In a nutshell, she's nice, mature, soft, humorous, cute again. . . " Mommy replied by imagining Kevin's figure while occasionally glancing at me.
" Yes bund. . Kevin's brother is such a person, hihi sometimes he is also always nyebelinya anyway but his nyebelinnya it gesin banged, just to comfort Fanny if again sad or cringe, he will always do anything to make Fanny cheerful again. . . " I replied with a constant chattering.
Mom stared me in the eye. . .
" Hmm. . . right. . . really like aa. . Don't tell me Fanny's already started falling in love with her??? "
" eeeh does not Bundaaa. . . ih what the hell, it is not possible. . . Fanny already has pa. .car. . . " Ask me with a little doubt.
" Dear, listen to me. . . Mother will not forbid with anyone you will be dating while she is one faith with us. If she is good and can make this mother's favorite simata wayang princess happy always, mother is happy Nak. . . whatever the problems that come back between you and Ammar, your current status still remains as Ammar's girlfriend. Mother does not want to loh. . teaches you to learn to love someone. If you can't maintain your relationship with Ammar, you've decided and give a definite answer to Kevin's son, but. . . you still love Ammar so much you're trying to maintain your relationship, your job remains the same. Do not give false hope to Kevin. . pity him. . . Do you understand, honey??? said mother long time wide. . . as if mother really knows what has happened to me at this time. The instinct of a mother. . .
" Nice bund. . . Fanny understand. . Thank you for always understanding the heart of Fanny. . . Mother emang most the best, Mmmuach ".
Then I hugged and kissed my mother's cheek. . . Mother kissed my forehead back.
" Yaudah. .. Mommy down first. . . now, let's think about all this well, dear, and remember. .. Don't always be rash in making a decision " Answer the mother gently then pass go out of the room.
Hah. . I fell silent with a sigh of relief sitting on my mini sofa in my room.
What am I currently going to do. . .???
Drrt. . .
Short message tones on my phone.
I opened in haste, my hope still on Ammar.
But. . . No. gabe. Kevin sent me a message.
Remember to eat yes, don't keep on laughing. Okay cute boy (emoji blasting tongue ).
It was as if I had actually seen the expression on her face at this moment. . I smiled in dismay. . .
I looked at the Cony doll he gave me back then.
Kevin. . . You. . . Still trying to make me smile.
Haaaaah. . how is this god. . . what should I do at this time, though it sounds too confident. . . but who will I choose later. . .
❤ Hi my loyal readers, how about. . . Fanny is better suited to Kevin, who is only limited to admiring him or staying with the figure of Ammar, the man he loved longer. . . Hahaha comments on dong, and don't forget his like yes ❤