LOVE SLAVE

#103

" Fanny, speak . . maki me, hit me, you're free to kill me "Forced Ammar while shaking my body. But not a single bit I was able to open my mouth, so I wanted to blow everything away. Why does this body feel weak??? my heart and mind are empty.

" Hey hey, what's wrong with you guys??? " Suddenly, my mother's voice surprised me, as she hurriedly approached us.

" San. .aunt. . . A. .mar. . . " I saw Ammar clumsy in front of my mother.

" Mother, I miss Ammar so much. And you also know, I love her very much and have always been faithful. But look at her mother. . "my words were cut off by Ammar's words trying to stop me.

" Aunty, Ammar is really sorry. Ammar loves Fanny Aunt, loves her very much. Please don't separate us anything after this "

" That's the Bund, look. . . Ammar loves me very much, but he. . . "

" Aunty, Ammar can you take Fanny another way after this??? " said Ammar again who kept trying to cut off my conversation with mother, this makes me even more angry.

" Okay. . . You guys, why is it always this problem. It's up to you, aunt just hope you guys stick together later "

Then mom passed by leaving us both back, without hearing my explanation again which was always cut off by Ammar's speech as if he was intentional.

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Ammar POV

KKN activities have already started. Ah it does not feel soon I will succeed in my education, I want to immediately show papa that I deserve to replace him to take care of the company. Day. . . Fanny, ah I'm sure he'll stay loyal to me right? in. .. . he's willing to give everything for me. I just need mental readiness and my own efforts and I'm going to marry Fanny.

Lecturers are passing one by one group name that has been determined, lucky my team most people I know. So there's no need to feel awkward and awkward anymore, I thought.

" Hey, I can't believe we're in a group "Sounds a woman's voice approaching me. I furrowed both my eyebrows looking at him, who is he??? are we a major??? why did I see her???

Ih, her appearance is brutal. Body is ok, face. . beautiful, but. . full of piercing earrings here.

" I'm sorry, are you a major with me??? " ask me then.

" Haha, are you surprised that you saw me first? . . I rarely go to college. Males "Answers his cocky reply.

Whoa. . . crazy this chick. How can this campus accept college here.

" I'm Siska "Well introduce myself.

" Oh, I. . . "

" Ammar biliyantama, right??? " His words cut off my words again.

What the hell is this chick, why can I memorize my long name. Don't-don't he. . .

" Whoa, great. My long name you know "

" I rarely go to college, but I know that you are the pursuit of students here because of your good looks. You are cute "

Degh !!!

Well, this girl's speech is very blatant. make my hair goosebumps like this. . hih really terrible.

On the day of the KKN in the countryside in the city I live. . I am very uncomfortable and a little disturbed by the appearance of this Siska. She looks so wild and brutal. . but, do I have the right to mix it up, it's her style. It's none of my business, is it???

" Why do you think I mulu? ntar fell in love loh "his words with confidence.

Crazy girl, stress !!!

My name is in my heart. . .

" Can you not, your appearance changed more girly a little? "

Aaah. .. Damn, why did I really say it. . .

" Hahaha, Wah. . you began to notice me diem-diem turned out to be "again he boasted.

" No, you're too confident. The woman should be graceful and beautiful, neat and girly clean. Look at you. . but it's up to you, it's none of my business. But is there a guy who wants to like you ??? " My words spontaneously came out of my mouth.

" Hmm. . I love your attention to women like me, beware you fall in love with me "The answer is defiant.

I just shook my head and ignored him.

The next day, how surprised I was to see how cute she looked. Ah. . I barely recognized him if only he hadn't greeted me first. And. . Our familiarity was out of nowhere so familiar and close.

Even I could never get away from him, nor could he be otherwise. He was so simple and unique, that it always made me anxious to make.

Days passed into the week leading up to the month. . . We were getting closer, I began to forget my betrothed status.

Ah. . Why??? why am I always made curious by this woman figure, she is so unique and persistent. Always able to fill my days so more interesting in the midst of my fatigue in this activity.

Tonight, it was raining so hard while we were still doing KKN activities and we were also separated from some of our group friends, it was just me and Siska. We were soaked in the rain, so rushed to find a place to shelter I could not find. Finally we took shelter under a big tree. . .

Siska looked cold, so I couldn't bear it. Unknowingly I even looked at her with her wet hair, looking very seductive and the sweeter I looked at. Siska was aware of my attitude that kept staring at her face. . .

" Want to kiss???? " ask him suddenly.

Just make me flutter, then without a cue he immediately hugged and embraced my neck and merta kissed my lips. As soon as there was a warmth flowing in my blood, ah. . I don't know which demon has hypnotized me for kissing his lips.

While in the middle of our kiss, my phone kept ringing. It must be Fanny, but. . ah. . . I can't escape this entanglement. For so long I came to my senses and let go of Siska's embrace and moved away from her.

Hah. . until one day, since that night Siska got the courage to touch me wherever there was a chance. I know, I'm really bad at this. Especially to Fanny, but. .. Do you know, I really feel trapped by my own game. Siska asked me to come to her house and introduce her parents as her future husband. . .

They're so good, I'm getting less and less out of the circle that's been trapping me like this. I do it to comfort the kindness of Siska's parents who continue to praise me that I am the first man who has changed the identity of Siska who is always wild and brutal.I am so flattered. . .

When I was about to come home from the house of Siska took me for a short walk which I did not at all expect that in the end we. I'm a savage, but I can't be a hypocrite. I missed this touch very long from Fanny's body, but seeing Siska who is so beautiful anyone would love with her very sexy body.

Until finally our relationship just went on for two months, I began to get bored and afraid that this would continue. When Siska always asked me to marry you immediately after we have had many times of intimate relations like husband and wife.

I began to avoid it, and realized one thing from the bottom of my heart. That siska, she. . is not the woman I love. It's just a moment's lust, oh my god. . I'm really**, I don't deserve to go back to Fanny. While he. . he always forgave me and was loyal to me all this time. But, forever. . . I also will not let go of Fanny even though now I have too much to love her.

I'm sorry Fanny. . . Let this be my secret and sin with God. Unbeknownst to you until maybe I die later. . .