
Still in the park. . .
Ammar walked beside me occasionally pinching my waist squash as he wrapped his right hand hugging me from behind, I wriggled amusedly.
" Ih what the hell, sick tau. . . "
" Why Fan, every close to you I'm always anxious. I feel like asking you right away, if you've graduated from school ". Ammar held my hand again, now we face each other.
Degh !!!
My heart was beating hard to hear it. Shaking I feel this body, is this an indirect proposal? How happy I am to hear this statement.
" Do you really love me, Ammar? " Tell me with a smile.
" Do you doubt me, baby?" Then she asked, holding my cheek. I shook my head.
" I believe in you. But do you know, I'm getting scared about our relationship with Ammar. " Answer me then.
" What are you afraid of, baby? I am serious about this relationship, so far too many women have been in a relationship with me, but they are all just using me. " Ammar took my hand, he turned his face away from me.
What was? why did he turn away from me? Is he angry?
Bathin me. . .
" Ammar..I'm sorry, I just. . I just. . a little feel still not confident living this relationship with you, you are so perfect for me. To be honest, I want you to be mine. But, will you be patient first? My dreams and dreams have not been achieved. I want to succeed in making my parents happy, and I want to look worthy to be standing next to you. "
Unknowingly I shed tears. . Why am I so scared, I'm afraid this will all end today.
My relationship with Ammar that I've been guarding desperately for a month is not an easy one. I kept fighting my longing and suspicion when she had no news for a second.
Ammar hugged me tightly, so tightly that I could hardly breathe.
" Fanny, I love you so much. I love you so much, be patient. Keep focusing on school, you should be able to get good grades. I promise, after I graduate school I'll take you to my family, I'll have them apply for you right away."
Ammar continued to babble incessantly saying words of promise and love, trying to convince me.
While I. . . I fell silent, I thought hard to believe all this.
Was it really this lucky, me? Look at the figure of this man in front of me, is it really that much love for me God?
Ammar took his arms off my body, he looked at me. As we looked at each other, I tried to smile at him.
Suddenly Ammar kissed my lips,
Lord. . His lips are so warm and soft I feel. I was astonished to respond, Ammar laughed at me. Then she came back to kiss my lips, I couldn't stand the warmth of her soft lips.
I ventured to softly kiss Ammar's lips, Ammar pulled my body closer to him.
No matter how around the people passing by we will see it, even though we are already in a fairly quiet place, so we are a little free to enjoy the time together.
This is not what I feel like, the smell of Ammar's breath makes my blood flow great. My heart beats irregularly, it feels like it's going to jump.
Amidst this enjoyment, Ammar's phone rang.
Drrt. . .Drrrr.ttt. . .
After that we looked at each other and smiled wrongly remembering the kiss.
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" Mr. Ammar. . . " She cried Farel from a distance.
" O Farel, where's Andi?" Ask Ammar astonished.
" Waiting for Nayla's house."
What???
Uugh. . . Again Nayla. What the hell, I turned my face away with a frown.
" Bi. . Pinjem guy for a minute huh, hehe. Calm down will not be lost. " Farel laughed at my torment.
I still pout to respond to him. Then Ammar took my hand,
" Shya. . . Gapapa yes, I went with Farel for a while. Not good with Andi, already waiting for me daritadi. Here even as their teacher, I am still their guest right??? ". Ammar tried to calm me down.
" Why should I stay at Nayla Rel? " Ask me with a cettus to Farel.
" Wih, my aunt is terrible. This is the Andi loh ngajakin eating, but Nayla's house all reunian that. Remembering the past is it alias Clbk tuh them, hahaha". Farel replied still with my mocking laughter.
" Yes there, but watch out for the macems I mutilate you "Answer me by clenching my right hand. Ammar ruffled my head with a laugh, while Farel was already running away from us.
" Yeah yuk, I took you home first. After that I met Farel and Andi ".
I walked first to Ammar. Then Ammar pulled my hand suddenly, and again gently kissed my forehead.
" Dear, you really want me to join their show? You believe me, don't you yank? " Task Ammar with a mellas face.
I took a deep breath without a word, I didn't want to look too constrained in this relationship, I didn't want to make her think I was starting to set her up in this relationship, eventually. . . I just nodded slowly sign in agreement.
Although honest, deep down I hated having to lie, pretending to let her go with Farel and Andi. While there's another woman there. That's Nayla, who doesn't know Nayla in my town.
She was 2 years younger than me, but her mature style, slang appearance, makeup, and clean white skin, but all guys knew she was a little flirtatious, made him a lot in the pursuit of guys all this time.
His experience in the world of dating is certainly better than me at his age. He's still Farel's cousin, from his mother's family.
Compared to me, it was obviously very far away. I don't have much experience in dating, I prefer to be friends with guys. But this time, somehow, I was so afraid of losing and loved the figure of Ammar.
Bathin me. . .
* ammar, can you please not go see Farel and Andi? While there was Nayla. Can you stay here with me? I'm afraid Ammar. . After this, you'll change with me after meeting Nayla. . .*
I saw Ammar drive away in his car from home after driving me home. Without looking back, it was more reassuring to me that he would not be tempted by Nayla.
Akh. . . has been. I hope this is just my jealousy.
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