
As if in disbelief with the figure that was standing right now in front of me, touching my cheeks and rubbing my tears gently.
He looked at me with a face full of sadness. . .
Conscious of what I saw, I turned my face and then stood a little further away from the figure of the man before me.
" Fanny. . Do you still miss me???" Ammar asked with a face staring at me.
" What are you talking about Ammar, I don't understand "I replied with a cetus.
" Why did you cry and run away from me. . . You know this room is quite far from the seminar hall, and you know it's a pretty safe place to hide. . . are you. . deliberately avoiding me Fanny??? "
" You'd better go back to the room of the Ammar seminar hall, I don't want to provoke gossip if until someone sees us here later "I answer still by turning my face away from him.
" Can't you just answer my question, Fanny??? " Task Ammar once again.
" Yes I was the first one to go to the seminar hall room "I answered without answering Ammar's question again.
" Fanny, do you know??? I no longer live at home with my mom and dad "Suddenly,
Jleb !!! His words stopped my steps. If he doesn't live with his family, then??? where does she live???
" I rented a private apartment and lived alone. Quite far from my house Fanny. . . " Say again.
" What's the deal with me, then, Ammar??? who cares who you live with right now. It's none of my business anymore ". Then I stepped back to leave the library. . .
Ammar pulled my hand back.
" Fanny pliss, stay here for a second. Let me see you again, sebentaaaar. Please look at me Fanny. .. Look at my face ".
I pulled back Ammar's hand that touched me.
With all my might I ventured to look him in the face.
Oh my god. . She is a mess now, I see so many expressions on her face. One of them. .devastating feelings that are so deep that his eyes have been teary looking at me.
My heart aches to see her. . .
I turned my face from before him.
" Why Fanny, why did you turn your face away from me. . . Do you really hate me??? " Task her again, in a soft voice. . .
I can't stand hearing it any more.
" Ammar, can you stop talking about the things that have passed??? I don't want to hear it anymore, I'm sick of hearing it "I replied in an annoyed tone.
Long Ammar was speechless, I looked at him again.
" Okay. . I'm not going to talk about it anymore. I'm sorry. . It looks like you've managed to forget me easily Fanny ".
Then he stepped past me out first from the library room.
What's this??? heh. . . He left me first in this room??? Huh. . .
I'm leaning on a table in this room. Throwing out all my breaths that were a little stifled earlier.
Bathin me. . .
Ammar, do you know??? Not that I don't want to look you in the face anymore, but I don't want to rekindle the feelings that have passed. I had difficulty strengthening my heart to get back up, although honestly this vibration still remains until this second, every time I remember your name. Seeing you change so, my heart hurts more I feel. I hope this is the last time we face each other and face to face.
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I entered the seminar hall room again, without looking around me directly towards the empty seat where I was originally, which was already present Early sitting sweetly beside him.
" Fanny, wherever you've been. Daritadi I'm looking for you. . huh basic " Ask Early with a manyun face.
" Hehe sory, there was a moment's business "Reply to me.
" You know, the cogan who thanked you earlier turned out to be one of the best students on the campus. And all the girls in our college are after her hahaha I'm a clarifier. . . but dear. . . " Put Early stopped.
" Ta. . but to. . .why??? " Ask me with a stutter.
" He is very song, cute, jutek, cynical, rarely smiles, even always refuses if the girls invite him to meet. She was cold, humm. . I was so challenged that I wanted to tease her "Say Early with a sharp look ahead.
I looked towards his gaze in front, though,
" Hahaha did you say he was songong??? Just be right. He's not so. Precisely. . .he is very playboy "my answer half whispered.
" really??? How do you know Fanny??? Wow. . Don't-don't you really know her huh??? Kyaaaaaaaaargh. . Introduce me to him. . plisss "Dini half yells joyfully, excitedly and then whines spoiled at me.
" Ah no no, I don't know her.a. . . It's not so Early. What the hell, just acquaintance yourself. I don't know him, it's free ".
Answer me with a panicked expression.
" then why did you say he was a playboy, huh??? Substantial. I think you know him. . uuuft he's very interesting to see from a distance. Hahaha "
It was like being stung by the sun very close. Hearing Dini excited to get to know and get close to Ammar, all of my body heated up, until I felt like I was starting to sweat.
Haha. . . What the hell is this??? ask me in my heart.
The seminar of the first day ended smoothly, all dispersed and rushed towards the restroom. Coincidentally my campus is an elite university and the largest in town B, we provide hotel rooms that are simple enough to provide comfort for guests invited to rest unwind.
Then me and Dini walked side by side about to exit the hall room.
Dini stopped his steps, seeing Ammar standing near the door was chatting with the chairman of the committee of this event.
" Fanny, give me an idea. I must greet him first in what way. . uuugh I tremble first "Here already wriggling whimpering my hands looking at Ammar from a short distance.
" Aduuuh what the hell Dini, I've told you just acquaintance directly. Don't take me. . I don't know him. I'm already first then "answer me with annoyance. Why am I so upset to see Dini so odd.
" Oh yeah can't dong, we're one room. Yes together is the exit. . ih why so upset so "Tanya Dini whining again.
I continued to walk to the door where Ammar was standing there with the chairman of our committee, followed by Dini I pretended not to see Ammar.
" Fanny. . . Are you still here??? " Task the chairman of the committee to greet me.
" Oh yes, brother, hehe what is it??? " I bumblingly answered her question.
" Have you met Ammar??? She's one of the top students on the campus, you as one of the students who are quite agile here learn more, as a fellow department in order to further advance our campus later ".
Glaciously !!! I gulped with my lips tightly clenched, conscious, trembling. I was silent for a moment, Then Dini pinched my arm.
Aw. . I half yelled to feel a spicy pinch from Dini.
" Sister, I can join the study also not. hehe " Ask Early later.
" Oh can dong, if Dini is ready.it even gets better "Said our senior.
" Yeay. . . if so. . Hello. The student's majoring in education at this college, and this is Fanny. My majors' first friend, hehe "Say Early with a flirtatious smile introduced himself to Ammar.
" I've known Fanny kok "Ammar replied suddenly, which made seniors and Dini surprised to look at each other with O-shaped lips.
Jesus Ammar, you. . . crazy !!!
My heart is in my heart.
" Fanny, you pranked me earlier. . . said he didn't know her. . but he said you guys already knew each other " Dini began to babble with many questions that I could not call one by one.
" Wah good dong if you already know each other. Yes, you guys continue to talk for a moment. I still have a flurry of "Ssenior Pamit on us.
I stared at Ammar's face. He just stared at me flat.
" Ka. .. .. How do you know each other, when do you know each other??? whereabouts??? evil waaah lu Fan. . I was on the left overtake, Hahaha " Ask Early again who then mocked me.
Without further ado and a friendly expression, Ammar preceded the words I was about to take out of my mouth.
" Fanny my ex" replied Ammar in a cold tone.
" So what??? The ex??? Jeez. . Is that really Fanny. . . aaaaaaah I don't know that, really you're outrageous Fanny, why would you admit not to know her??? Wah. . . Severe lu Fan, I'll be embarrassed "Dini replied continuously blabbering non-stop.
" Here, stop. Stop babbling here. Let's just go to the hotel "I pulled Early's hand to get out of Ammar's presence. I ignored the conscious Ammar still standing in our midst.
" uh. . . Ammar, tomorrow we will see you again. .. daaaa. . . bye. . . " Dini was still trying to greet Ammar kindly while I continued to forcefully pull him away without looking back at Ammar's face.
You started it again Ammar. You're crazy, you're silly, you. . aaaaaaaarght. . .
I continued muttering in my heart as I continued to step away from Ammar's sight.