
Tonight Kevin's taking me out to dinner. But somehow I don't want to get out of my room, my mind's been restless all day for no reason. Until shaking all over the body, suddenly tightness in the heart.
My mind and heart continue to call and call Ammar.
Oh my god. . What's wrong with me today, is Ammar okay??? why do it as if I keep thinking about it. . .
I got a phone to call her, maybe this way I'll know if she's okay. . .
Tuuuuuttt. . . .
My phone call was ignored again. I didn't stop here, I repeated my phone call to Ammar many times. . .
I tried to send him a short message too.
Ammar, are you busy??? are you okay??? please pick up my phone Ammar, don't keep quiet. . . Are you really going to keep punishing me like this. . .
Long time I wait for Ammar to reply or at least read my short message is enough. . .
15 Minutes later, I saw the message I sent to Ammar. But it also does not read. . .
Aaaaaaaarght. . You really managed to punish me back Ammar. You really tortured my bath. . .
In the middle of my mind, my phone rang. . . I thought it was Ammar, I picked it up without looking at the screen again.
Hello Ammar. . .
Answer me.
Fanny. .. It's me, Kevin !!! Are you waiting for a call from Ammar. . . **Sorry if I. . .
No no. . . I'm sorry, I just. . ah forget it. Not important in the discussion, What's the call I**???
My question diverted the conversation, hah. . . I became unwell. . .
I'm waiting for you. . Did you forget we were going to dinner tonight, but. . . if you're. . . There's other business, it's okay. Next time Fanny. . .
Kevin's voice looked disappointed.
**No no. . . We're dinner tonight, I'll get ready. You just come to pick me up. . .
Good, baby, I'll be there**.
Beep beep beep. . . The phone call ended.
Huh. . . Kevin, he's always patient and chooses to give up every time I hear him wrongly call him Ammar.
Sometimes, I feel sorry and very sinful making this kind and patient man, as my escape from Ammar.
By wearing white mini dres matching the hight heel I rushed down the steps one by one.
I saw Kevin was downstairs having a casual conversation with his father and mother.
He smiled to see me descend down the stairs slowly. . .
I approached them and greeted Kevin with a warm smile. . .
" Mother, father. . . Mmm. . . Fanny, like Kevin, wants to eat out. Can not??? " Task me for doubt. . .
" Have you permission, dear Ammar??? " Answer mother.
Jleb !!! Mother's question is very piercing. Resuscitate my status this time. . . but. . .
" Aunty, Kevin called Ammar directly. Kevin has explained that we are just like brother and sister only "Absolutely replied Kevin.
I looked up at Kevin. . .
" Oh well, you walk home later do not late at night ya " replied the mother with a warm smile that forced. I know, it seems like Sudsh's mom suspects my closeness to Kevin.
" Good mother. . . " I answered softly.
While Dad just nodded slowly, the sign agreed.
Then Kevin and I walked by, and Kevin passed me a step faster to get to the car and open the door for me.
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Arriving at a restaurant, I went out first which was then followed by Kevin who grasped my hand. I smiled in response. . .
Entering the door, someone I saw coming out of the door with two or three boys. His face was no stranger to me. . My steps were a little restrained so it was slower to be sure.
And sure enough, he looked at me while I was still looking at him.
Our move has stopped. . .
" You. . . " Say us at the same time.
Kevin was surprised to see in our direction as well as the three men in front of me.
" Wah. . This is dinner for my girlfriend??? " Sheep it to me. Yes . . he's cogan gramedia, Tristan.
" Hahaha. . precisely just gather with friends while eating dinner "Answer with a friendly smile.
Kevin started squeezing my hands, as if to code me to leave them and go inside with Kevin.
" Mmm. . Yes I entered first yes, hehe good night "I answered briefly.
" Oh yes please, enjoy your dinner "His reply with a friendly smile, and a friendly glance at Kevin.
Then we passed each other. . .
Kevin went straight to the empty table, which seemed to have been booked first.
" Dear, what do you want to eat??? " Task Kevin while turning over the menu list in his hand.
" Mmh. . . Anyhow, drink it I want melon juice "
Kevin smiled. . .
" Well, . . It looks like you're in need of something fresh "
" Hehe. . . neither did ah "answer me while looking around.
While waiting for the food and drink that had been ordered, I clingak clinguk looked around with his hands on the table to the crumbs holding the anxiety of the heart that was still continuing.
Kevin touched and held my hand warmly, making me surprised.
" Fanny, why are you so nervous about it ??? "
" I'm fine Kevin, do I look so. . . " Reply I divert. . .
" Fanny, are you thinking about Ammar??? or. . . Are you waiting for news from him??? "
I saw Kevin's face change expression, like a sense of disappointment. But even so he kept smiling at me. . .
" Kein. . I'm fine, just. . . I don't know why I've been restless and unsettled all day, even until my whole body shakes. I. . . I also don't know why, honestly. . My heart seems to keep calling and calling Ammar by itself "
Hearing my answer, Kevin breathed deeply. Then remove his grip from my hand slowly. . .
" Have you called her??? "
" It has been. . . Even I have called dozens of times and sent him a short message, but. . . " I'm shaking my head.
Not yet Kevin back to talk, the food and drinks we ordered have arrived and ready to eat.
" Fanny, let's eat first. So that your mind is calmer.. . After this, we go straight home "
I started to get uncomfortable with Kevin's words, as if in a hurry to take me home. Is he angry???
My hunger is gone, my mood is reduced to eat food on the table. Though it looks good. . uuugh. . .
I just sipped melon juice earlier without tasting the food Ammar ordered for me.
" Fanny, try this. . a aaa . . " Kevin tried to bribe me with food that he had already tasted.
I smiled, and accepted it for me to taste. It feels good, but it's hard to swallow in my throat.
You. . . so good Kevin, this patient attitude and calmness of yours. . makes me feel even more guilty. I am indeed evil to have made you an impingement. . .
After eating, no need to wait for me again. Then Kevin invited me to go straight home. . . I just followed him out of the restaurant and got into the car.
Without a word Kevin drove the car quietly, occasionally he just glanced at me from a glass hanging above his head.
It seems like he has something to talk about just hesitating to tell me. . .
" Vin, I don't want to go home first. Take me somewhere free and quiet, which is just us if you need "Answer me to start first.
" Is it okay to go home slow??? " Tell Kevin slowly.
" Gapapa, I have prepared the right reasons.let it be my business later at home."
I was silent for a moment.
" Heeey what are you thinking, I'm not gonna fuck around. Hahaha you are, " Kevin said again.
" Ih what the hell, who is thinking about such a thing." answered me with a manyun face.
" Ciye, I didn't say that. " The answer is my taunting.
" Iih what the hell, tauk ah."
" Hahaha. .just for a moment, I need both to speak freely and casually with you Fanny. Do you want to??? "
" Hmm. . Yeah it's good, it's up to you "
Then Kevin smiled amusedly giggling and drove his car faster.