LOVE SLAVE

Forty three

Seminar events began immediately, after this biweekly enough to drain a lot of sweat and tired for all the preparations.

I almost fell sick from the tired, busy mornings of the children at school, who needed extra patience. Then busy daylight on campus until evening sometimes even until the time is out of bounds for the smooth running of this event later.

The event will run for two days, Saturday to Sunday. From morning to night, I am tired of how it will be.

" Let's all be ready soon the invitations will arrive. . . Welcome committee please focus more yes lest anyone busy this it again, remember. . . we will have guests from the best universities from out of town, guarding our campus attitude. Ok. . . " Say one of the senior committee chairmen of this event.

Why am I getting more anxious and restless. . different from all the other students, who are so enthusiastic waiting for the presence of the students who he said cogan all that. But I'm not interested in hearing it. . .

Exactly at 8 am. . We the reception committee has stood up with a warm and friendly welcome waiting for the invited guests to come.

In my heart I always tuck prayer, although it feels impossible if Ammar who represents the campus to come to this event. . . Haha yes . . Impossible. Suppose it were true. . . how should I look and greet him??? it's been 4 months since I cut our relationship. . .

It's better that I stay focused.

Now the invitees have entered our campus area. Not a few who attended, it was seen that the students and students walked with various styles. As if all seemed to be trying to attract the attention of each other including from the students and students from our campus.

My view around looking around Ammar was right among the many invited guests. But luckily, my breath was blown away with relief. . . Ammar's figure was invisible to me.

I was busy sharing souvenir parcels that had been prepared by the campus, Early my friend who was standing next to nudge my arm and whisper. . .

" Fanny. . uuuuh try every once in a while you put your face up. . . Don't be ignorant and just duck. They really cogan allaaaaa. . aaaaaah I was confused to choose which one I would tease later "

" Hey focus.this is not a matchmaking event Dini. . I am not interested at all "My answer.

While Dini kept teasing me and teasing me, until I unknowingly dropped one of the souvenirs, I immediately picked it up again and gave it to one of the invited guests who was already standing in front of me.

" Thank you. . . !!! "

Degh !!! This voice. . . My hands tremble. I did not dare to look at the student figure who was still standing before me.

" Hey, Fanny. . . You get a thank you tuh. . from cogaaaaan. . uuufh replied dong, he's still standing here "Instead half whisper.

I wonder, I still know this voice so well. . . oh god No !!! Why can. . .what, how, and. . where. . can I run from here right now.

I muttered in my heart with my whole body silent misbehavior.

" Eeh equally. . Welcome to our campus handsome guy. . . hehe, please enter " Finally Early who welcomes and answers his thanks.

Then without a word the student walked away without a word.

" Cih. . songong really cogan that, From which campus anyway, not really. Even though he first said the word thank you earlier "Say Dini grumbled.

I was still in a tight silence trying to hold all the tightness in my conscious chest so it felt like I wanted to blow my crown.

Ammar. . . you. . . Is that really you. . .

But. . Why are you so cold as Ammar, have you changed??? Ammar I know is always friendly and. . . a little palyboy right. . .

" Fanny, what's wrong??? Why are you still looking at his back, huh??? He already hilaaang. . . Do you know him??? "

Fanny reprimanded me, waking me from the daydream.

" Eh. . ti. . . no. . . . . . . how do you know him??? " Answer me glagapan.

" Why is the scene so hayo. . but it's better not to, you know Fan. Saying thank you first but very indifferent without a smile again, I have answered his words but he ignored me earlier without staring anyway, Cakep anyway emang. . . but cynical.ih "

Answer Early with an explanation that makes me a little distrustful if he. . . Ammar I know. . . .

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The event started the first day of success... . All seemed to enjoy the event wanted to be quite relaxed but still focused.

And now all the invited students and students are traveling around the campus enjoying the hours of rest with wisdom.

Hah. . . is no longer an unnatural thing. between us spread the charm of getting acquainted with each other and indeed there are those who have been mutually mengrnalnal each other even there are already lovers.

And my gaze fixed on one of the students from a distance alone had made my heart back pounding as fast as it used to when I saw it. He who is now walking with his warm gaze, is fixed on me.

Oh no !!! Don't come. .. Please. .. Don't let Ammar come to me God.

I closed my eyes with trembling lips. . . As if this heart would immediately jump out by itself.

Pliss Lord. . Don't let Ammar approach me.

Ah stupid you Fanny why not just run away first, this campus is wide right. . . You can hide where you are. As if the idea sticking out of my brain was really a great idea, I was ready to run without caring about the conscious Dini next to me.

Day. . .

" Fanny, tunggy "Ammar pulled my hand nimbly stopping my steps that had gone further.

I was nervous and surprised when Ammar grabbed my hand. I immediately pulled him over and turned to face him behind me.

Huft. . . Tenaaaang, stay calm yes Fanny, do not act awkward as if you look still thinking about it. Bathikus. . .

" Fanny. . . How are you??? you. . . More cursive "Have it a little cold.

Ammar. . . his tone. . . he. . changed slightly. Not as soft as I used to know.

" Ba. . . good, hehe's good. The time of day I was, hehe maybe because of the sauces ajapan aja "I answer while avoiding his gaze, I try to pretend to look around the campus.

" Fan, can't you just look at me??? Are you disgusted to see my face as Fanny??? "

" You. . . How are you??? " Ask me again, still with my face turned. I ignored the question. . .

" Shya. . . See me??? Are you really sick of seeing my face??? " This time Ammar with a loud and loud tone.

It made me surprised to look at his face.

" are you crazy??? did you forget where Ammar is??? " Tell me with annoyance. The surrounding people looked towards us.

" I miss you Fanny. . . you. . . You're outrageous punishing me "The tone changed sounds so poignant.

" Eh. . Yaudah, I still have other activities. And thank you for coming to share and give a lot of additional knowledge on this campus. Yes yes, I was busy "I turned around and walked in a hurry to step away from him.

I walked on in a hurry with no direction and where I should go, which I should definitely avoid first.

With all my might I held myself back from getting carried away, I walked on until my steps stopped because I was completely unable to stand the tightness in my chest anymore.

Hah. . hah . . . I gasped for breath holding tightness in my chest, walking in haste earlier made me quite tired from holding myself back from staying ordinary.

I realized I was standing at the door of the library. Coincidentally the campus is holding a massive seminar event so the library space is so quiet.

I stepped into this room, and sat down on one of the chairs inside.

Still with a slight breath of breath I closed my eyes trying to calm myself down.

Oh god. . Strengthen this heart, stop this beating of my heart. . for what else??? isn't it all over??? And this. .. will already last 5 months I took pains to establish myself again, so as not to always remember the past with Ammar.

But why. . .why did he reappear before me Lord??? I was just about to erase the memory of her always incarnating.

Without me noticing my tears seeping down my cheeks. . I still closed my eyes considering my encounter with Ammar.

Then someone touched my cheek and wiped my tears that were flowing with a rush. . .

I was surprised to open my eyes, seeing this man standing in front of me. . .

Oh my god. . since when did he follow me here. . .???