
Before the closing of the seminar, our campus as the host provides some entertainment as the ending of this event so that all the fatigue is paid off by this fun.
All are enjoying this closing event with a merry cheer and fun. Everyone seemed satisfied with the event. . .
Until the clock shows at 9 pm this entertainment event is still ongoing. I'm getting tired of being in that noisy hall, I better get out of the room. Enjoying the evening air on campus seemed more fun, I thought.
Arrived in a campus courtyard, which was not roofed. Here all can see the sky widely when night falls. I stood up while hugging my own body feeling the cool of the night breeze.
Then a familiar voice surprised me.
" It's the last night I was at this college, Fan. Thanks for all the fun welcome "
I ventured to look at Ammar's face which I felt, maybe this would really be the last time I met Ammar on this occasion.
" For you this welcome is fun??? Which welcome is Ammar??? " Task me while looking at her face behind the darkness of the night. Only the light of the lights from a distance slightly shone on Ammar's face. But I could still see it clearly, on his face was a lot of sadness, grief, pain and disappointment.
" Fanny. . Thank you for looking at me this time "Said her with a wry look.
Instantly I turned my face away from Ammar's gaze again.I felt a great tremor in my heart, my heart pounding hard.
" Ba. . . how. . . how is aunt Lina??? " Tell me with trembling lips.
" Mama. . . well, she often asks you Fanny. And this afternoon mama called me, she gave you a greeting "
I was stunned to hear that. Aunt lina. . . I miss her warm figure. I'm sorry auntie, has turned a auntie's child so cold and skinny like this. Has she not been eating well??? aaah wanted me to ask, but why does it feel stuck in the throat.
" Shu. . thank goodness. . if aunty. . . okay. Say hello back to him, always take care of his health. And. . . also. . for om hariis "I answer with a soft voice.
" Mama . . would love to see you again Fanny, but. . .mama already knows our relationship. And I rarely see him after living in an apartment, I'm always busy, to be exact "
Why am I trembling more and more at Ammar's words, my whole body was heating up as if the cool air tonight was no longer felt in my body.
" To. . why. . . You choose to rent Ammar's own apartment instead of living in a more comfortable home" Ask me suddenly.
Uuuft. . . I'm finally in a position. My mouth. . . I cursed in my heart.
Ammar looked at me getting sharper. . .
" Because you're Fanny. Because of you !!! ever since you severed our relationship unilaterally, I've started to get caught off guard every time I've been in my own room. The shadow of what we had done that was the first time in my room at that time. . as if it continued to haunt me made me get carried away with my emotions and hurt my own body "
" Ammar's stop. Please no longer remember and discuss "I close my ears with my eyes down.
" Fanny, do you hate me because you're getting fed up with my attitude that you always say is that pervert??? so you can decide on me unilaterally "
" Ammar. . . You. . . Hah, you're really crazy Ammar "I'm getting upset.
" Can't you give me another chance, Fanny, to be with you again??? please give me the condition that it is there for me in order to make you come back to forgive and be with me "
I looked back at him fixedly.
Truth be told. . . I'm still looking forward to this chance, God, can I miss it again???
" There are no conditions and I have never given conditions to anyone who will be my girlfriend or even my husband later" I replied firmly
" I miss you Fanny. . and after this, will miss you even more. But it's okay. . I'll keep waiting for the chance to come back to see you again "
" Ammar. .. I. .. ah, I mean just live your days starting tomorrow more cheerfully. Don't be so cold and indifferent, there are still many girls who hope to be able to date you "My answer again.
" I hate being as friendly as I used to be, because I know. . That's one of the attitudes you hate about me isn't it??? " Reply with a serious face.
I was surprised to hear it. . .
" It's Ammar, don't push yourself that way. May your journey tomorrow be pleasant and careful driving. I. . I first entered the hall. The event was about to be finished, thanks once again Ammar "When I passed by the body of Ammar just like that.
" Fanny, can't I just be your friend after this ??? " Task her again. Makes me think hard. . .
Back I stopped my steps and turned my head. . .
" is being friends with me enough to satisfy you Ammar??? ".
Ammar was silent. . . with teary eyes looking at me.
I couldn't bear to see her, I wanted to. But I hold with all the strongest restraints.
Hah. . okay, as a human soul, I started a good relationship with Ammar. Even though it's an ex, you can still be good friends. . Let's try. . I said in my heart as if many people were waiting for my answer in there.
" good is. . . we. . . just friends, hopefully in the future we will be a pair of friends who can support each other and give the best "I replied by nodding slowly, hopefully in the future, with a small smile on her.
Ammar's face looks cheerful again instantly. . Oh my goodness, that fast???
With the excitement he felt, Ammar hugged my body tightly. Many times he hugged, touched my cheeks, looked at my face, then hugged my body again, just repeated it a number of times.
I pushed her body slowly.
" Is this how you start a friendship??? Don't forget. We're just B E R T E M A N Ammar "Reply me with a sweet lip and try to heal my blushing cheeks, my heart continues to pound louder, faster, my body started to tremble, ah. . I can't express myself tonight.
All I know is. . happiness in Ammar's face.
Then we together walked side by side towards the hall back.
I approached Dini who clingak clinguk consciouslyso I noticed from a distance. Must have been looking for me again. . hahaha then his gaze was on me. He looked upset, I approached him.
" Where are the teachers of this one, I became alone here tau. . . " Saying while looking into my eyes.
" Hehe. . Yes sory, I was just looking for the wind outside "Answer me with a smile.
" Hmm. . Sure it's just the wind??? don't look for Ammar. . hihihi "Dini poked me with a sharp look.
" Ih no, why try to find an ex that has passed. . . " I answered turning my face away from Dini's sharp gaze.
" Hmm. . Your eyes can at least lie I tauk, ciye. . don't-don't be better "Ledeknya again while tickling my waist.
" ih what the hell Din, amused tau has stopped. . hahahaha Dini, you. . Stop tickling me "I keep amused from the fingers of Dini's fingers that tickle me until I laugh loosely.
Ah. . . What's wrong with me??? It feels. . . I haven't been able to feel his relief laughing off like this. .. hah. . . Ammar, I hope we can be good friends in the future.
Start new things, and erase past memories.
I smiled looking at Ammar's face from a distance who was seriously chatting with a student in front of him.