LOVE SLAVE

#119

In the end. . . Tommy was with me hanging out with the cafe I was going to.

Not much to ask me, even though I am still with a face of tears that continue to flow rapidly. He stayed cool in front of me. . .

Nyebelin is not a guy like him, but in front of him there is a sad woman. . entertain cake, ask why cake, calm down little cake. Uugh. . .

" Tommy, you. . . just go home. Leave me alone here " said me with a bit of a squash.

Hearing this, he just smiled wryly looking at me.

" Are you uncomfortable being here??? if you still want to cry, you can continue "

" You're hurting me, right??? huh uh??? Go home and "answer me in anger.

" Hahaha gosh. . I'm sorry, you don't know thank you for driving me away "

" You forced me to accompany me here, didn't you??? You guys, all the same. Including you "say I glanced at him sharply.

" Who do you mean the same??? me??? Tristan or. . ega??? "

" You. . . "

I was wide-eyed to hear him say the names Tristan and Ega

Aaaaaarght. . Fuck !!!

" why??? shocked??? Just relax. I've heard of your relationship with them, and you. .. . yeah. Sorry before, you've been a bad conversation among our Tristan Fan group friends "

And in the end, I plunged myself into a black hole. I lowered my own name as a woman. .. oh tuhaaaan why don't you just kill me huh???

I said in my heart, my lips felt like they were shaking, my mind was messed up. . .

" Fan. . I do know you, I have no right to give you advice or interfere in your affairs, but. . Can you stay away from them from now on??? "

" I. . . "

" At least until this news subsides on its own, you should show them if you're not a rolling or cheap trophy "

Aaaaaaarght. . I would like to shout out loud. hah, asshole. . This is my fault. . .

" Tommy, thank you for advising me "

" No need to thank you, I just feel sorry for you. I know you're a good woman, Fan, although you may have had a bitter past with Tristan or whoever it was. . . You're just a woman who's been hurt. I. . I am sorry about the end of your relationship with Tristan. But I'm sure, after this you'll get a better man who believes in you "

I slowly nodded with my eyes open and empty, I. . . I don't know. . If there are still good people who care about me like Tommy. I think he's the same because of him, so cute at first.

" Tomber, thanks again. If so. . . I want to go home, thank you so much for accompanying me "

" I'll take it with me "Said him instantly when I saw me standing.

" It's good if it's not a hassle "I agree.

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Since that night, I have been in constant communication and meeting with Tommy. I often take him for walks when I'm saturated, when I need a friend to confide, when I need a lot of solutions or opinions.

But this time, my intention was really just to consider him a friend. As well as Tommy, we were real friends with sincerity. I was tired of dating, falling in love, or. .. . ah. . I was sick of it, I decided to focus on my lectures and activities in teaching.

Tommy always supported me and kept encouraging me, and I no longer wanted a man's touch. All that just destroys me even more. . sometimes I want to accidentally want to feel the pleasure of making a friendly. But I brushed it off with so many things, Tommy was always so good at controlling this emotion of mine. Between me and Tommy, there's really nothing we can keep secret, including the intimate stuff that drives me crazy.

In such a short time, I had already managed to forget about Tristan and Ega. Because of my deep hatred, this heart is too fast to move on from that momentary love story.

Honestly. . I wasn't mentally ready to be the wife of the man who wanted to ask me. With everything that has happened and I have done in the past, is there still a man who really accepts me for what it is??? if only I had known my dark times, I was sure that not those who always came after me would have accepted me for who I was.

My phone vibrated earlier, I grabbed it and I saw on the phone screen a short message from Tommy.

Hey ugly, there's a show tonight, right??? accompany me somewhere yok. Bored of it. . .

I smiled, I happened to not enjoy the night air for a long time.

Mmh. . Can I join you, can I buy it??? hehe

Just calm down, but I'm sure after I get to the place I'm invited to you'll definitely not want to eat anything. Hiss

Really??? What is that place???

Secrets first dong. I'll go back to college, how???

okay I'll wait.

Tommy no longer returns my last message, haha I laughed to myself.

At 7pm, my school hours are over. I sent Tommy a text message to get me right away. And don't forget, I called home first to come home late tonight.

Then, it wasn't long before the car Tommy was driving landed in front of me.

" Yuk just say "His words behind the glass of the car he opened to greet me.

I immediately followed it. . .

I still don't know where Tommy's going to take me. He also remained the same, acting indifferent and stay cool during driving and driving a car. This is no longer a annoying thing for me, because its nature is so. Sometimes I'm still upset, he's always so cute. Not much of a talk. . .

I noticed the direction of this road was getting more and more directionless, so Tommy stopped his car somewhere quite roomy. I was confused, this is my first time to this place. . . Where is this???

Then I rushed down to catch Tommy who had come out first, how I was surprised to see this place. A cliff that is not too high. But from here all the atmosphere of the night down there, almost the entire city is seen decorated with flickering lights of color. In this place can also be contentedly staring at the beauty of the night sky. Make people who are in this place will be more comfortable even though they will remember all the past. Like me now. . .

" Like it. . hmm. . . " Task Tommy.

" When in our city is this ads place start tommy??? why did I just find out??? "

" Because you're new to me, and too busy dating hahahaha "

" You're mocking me again Tommy, uughht. . "I'm upset.

But really, being in this place. . I feel a lot of bad thoughts and shadows in my past appear simultaneously. Makes me cramped, but a little relieved. It was as if I had actually vaped it in this place.

" Fan, this is the usual place me and the others spend the night together. With all the madness we do here let go of the fatigue in our hearts, men. And you're the first woman to step foot in this place "

" really??? wow. . I'm so flattered "

" cih, you're this. Start the songong again "

" Huh. . "I answered turning my face away.

I breathed the air tonight so fresh, but left a heartache. I don't know why I miss Ammar. And all our past was back in the eye, I looked far away at the lights down there with a raging mind.

Hah. . Ammar, how are you currently??? have you been living happily with another woman??? or. .. Are you the same as me right now??? miss what is not his right anymore.