LOVE SLAVE

#123

Rendy's wedding is just counting the days. I've bought him a special gift, a pair of branded watches that pretty drained my savings. Huh. . . Just be careful if I get married later, I can not gift more special later. Hiya. . .

But. . . Until this moment Ammar has no news. I don't know where he is, I'm always afraid to send him a short message first. I was also hesitant to call her first, the effect. . . I went after her a little bit. Surely he would think I still expected it to come back to me, though. . in fact, a little bit of that feeling arose in the heart.

It's Sunday night, Tommy's taking me back to hanging out at the cafe as usual. Even with laziness, I obey.

Until I got to an ordinary cafe where we used to hang out, I just threw my body on the chair with my face bent because I was really lazy tonight. Honestly I keep thinking about Ammar, how is he? where the hell did he go? why just disappear???

" What the hell are you??? in the bend so his face. . " asked Tommy while my millik who was sitting next to him.

" I'm actually very lazy tonight to get out of the house, but. . . just be in the room I was also a once, I just keep going. . . "

" Ammar's mind again??? hmm. . . I told you, don't be too late to respond. So laugh at the feeling now "Tommy said with a wry smile.

" I. . I can't control Tommy's heart, I've ignored him. It's up to him to how it is in the distance there, but. . . my heart. .. as if he keeps mentioning his name "

" Because you've fallen for her again. I don't know what else to say to you Fanny, I just don't want you to get hurt anymore. . . "

" yes yes yes I know. . then I should how dong??? "

" Why not just call her tonight??? "

" I have dared to try it many times but never received it, my short message he ignored despite reading it. have I made him angry??? "

" emm. . Do you want to try it again tonight??? "

" I'm not sure "

" Aaaarght here I just called him "Tommy said by pulling the phone from my grasp, which I had originally been fiddling with.

" Don't, he'll misunderstand you when he hears your voice. Let me try it again now "

Tommy's lips pout at me with both shoulders shrugged.

I hesitantly pressed the button again to call Ammar, although with a slightly trembling hand I pretended to be cool in front of Tommy.

Tuuuuuut. . .

just hooked up in seconds to my phone call. My heart is pounding. . .

** Hello. . .

Degh !!!

There was a woman's voice in the distance, but. . . Who is she???

I. . I don't dare to answer her, my lips tremble. Tommy looked at me in wonder.

Hello. . Who is this???

I was still silent, then I heard Ammar's voice.

**Who's yank???

Don't know if you're silent**.

Beep beep beep. . .

then my call just ended.

I couldn't take it anymore, I put my face on the table and I cried. Crying with the screaming voice I was holding, I didn't want to embarrass Tommy in this cafe.

Amidst my bated cries, there seemed to be a breath of Tommy so deep. I dare not look at his face with my cry like this. I'm afraid she really hates me for seeing me back in a bitter cry.

" Let's get out of here" said Tommy softly.

I nodded slowly as I stood up and wiped my tears quickly.

While in the car Tommy did not turn my head, he just fell silent by continuing to drive his car faster.

" Tommy, I'm sorry "Say me first.

" Don't talk anymore, after this you calm yourself.Be a good sleep "his words softly without glancing at me, he focused on looking ahead while driving.

When I got home, I entered my room. I intend to let go of all my cries and disappointments, but. . . for what? for Ammar??? because I was with that woman??? Hahaha. . Am I still entitled to it all???

Aaaaarght. . I feel like I want to scream as loud as possible, I don't want to lose. But this heart. . This heart really hurts.

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AMMAR POV

Heh, you're a hypocrite Fanny. You always refused me to meet just to let go of longing even though we are friends at this time, but I know. . . deep down inside you, you also still have your passionate miss.

And you. . . You don't mean it, you always make me jealous of all their jokes your boyfriends on campus. . . hahaha, you're starting to be clever Fanny. You managed to make you jealous, but. . . has your lover managed to make you satisfied in bed? you were so proud of him when you told me.

Tok tok. . .

There was a knock on the door from outside my apartment. I'm getting out of my daydreams about Fanny that I think she might have completely forgotten me. I hate it. . .he's so easy to forget all our memories so far.

" Surprice !!! "

How shocked I was to see Eliez coming without my knowledge. I'm a little clumsy, because just this morning I teased Fanny and seduced her into wanting to meet me this morning somewhere secretly.

" I'm so, why so surprised??? don't you like me coming sooner??? " eliez said spoiledly as he held his hands around my neck.

I smiled at her face and kissed her lips.

" You're naughty baby, you didn't give me any news on purpose. I nisa picked you up at the airport right. . "my words as I stirred her forehead with my forehead.

" i wanted to surprise you on purpose, and it worked, didn't it. . . ??? but why did you look a little flutter like that earlier, hayoo. . inside what are you doing??? is there another woman inside, huh??? "

" Hey hey. . ssst. . . What do you think, baby??? I was just really surprised you came sooner than you expected "my words diverted while inviting him to step into my room.

" I deliberately worked harder so I could move back to Indonesia soon, I can't be away from you anymore Ammar "

" Have you missed me so much, baby??? " question me while re-hugging her who is standing hugging me spoiled with her eyes always sharp.

" I. . very long. miss all his Ammar "His reply whispered in his ear. It made me feel a sense of passion.

And, without waiting any longer. . I invited him to make out as friendly as we always do when we are both in this apartment, in this room of mine.

" Ugh, baby. . . You're too excited. Is there something you want to finish after this??? " Task Eliez then in the middle of our intimacy.

" I've missed this so much from you baby "My answer is short.

Although to be honest. . My mind is a little out of focus because it thinks of Fanny. I was afraid that he would contact me at any time while Eliez was back here, which I could confirm he would always be by my side.

Aaaarght fuck !!!

I grumbled in my heart.

I'm sure after this. . . Fanny will forget me more and more and consider me a man******* as it always draws her heart out.

Satisfied with making love with Eliez, back I was surprised by Eliez's speech in the midst of tired we made love.

" Ammar, I'll settle in Indonesia after this. What if. . .we. . . engaged next week? "

" Tu. .engaged??? " Answer me.

" Yyeah, why??? don't you want to??? I don't want to be separated from you for a second, I want you to be completely mine Ammar "

" Eliez, I. . wasn't ready all of a sudden. Besides. . . My work is still a lot, my finances are not stable Eliez "

" Ammar, you don't have to worry about it. My mom and dad and my grandpa agreed to all of this. And those who will bear all his. . . okeh "

" But Eliez. . . "

" Come baby, I love you. . . "

I no longer know what to answer, except to say yes just to see him happy and trust me completely, even though this is very sudden. Even I haven't had a chance to meet Fanny yet. . ah Fanny. . I'm sorry, but I promise. . . I'll keep waiting for the day to come back to give me a chance to meet you. And you. . . You can't just forget me.

" Ammar. ." said Eliez, whining at me.

" Good is. . Let's. . formalize our relationship to the marriage stage "