LOVE SLAVE

LOVE SLAVE
#102



In a few words, it seemed like Ammar was falling asleep on my lap. He looked exhausted, until his breathing sounded a little snoring. I didn't have the heart to wake him up to move to the guest room, even to just move I couldn't. I'm afraid he woke up. . .


Suddenly the phone rang very slowly, but still I could hear clearly behind the pocket of his pants.


Who called him??? Ask me in my heart.


Ah, how do I reach for her. But if left Ammar will wake up later. . .


Repeatedly her phone kept ringing nonstop, but it was strange that Ammar was not at all awake or distracted by her ringing.. . She must have been so exhausted after making out for hours with me.


With great difficulty I reached slowly the phone, I finally managed to hold it.


I saw on his screen so many missed calls, since when? why did I just hear the ring now huh???


I see who called him over and over again, maybe it's an important call. Turns out a new number with no name. . .


Shortly thereafter, a short message landed on his phone screen of the same nomot. And I accidentally opened it because it was touched by my finger just like that. . .


Well, Tama, if you keep choosing to part with me and refuse to see me back. I'm fine, I'll take it and explain to my parents. That we are not suitable to take a more serious step in the marriage that we have planned. But I'll keep waiting and love you baby. Thank you for being a part of my story, for changing my life for the better. Because thanks to you, I became more appreciated by many friends and people around me.


Degh !!!


Immediately my hands trembled feeling my heartbeat which began to tightness felt in the chest.


Tama. . .??? this guy is a woman??? who is Tama he meant???


Is. . . the last name of Ammar???


A M M A R B I L Y A N T A M A. Aye right??? Oh my god. . . What should I do this second???


Long time I thought of violently twisting my brain, forcing myself not to be rash this time. As powerful as I took a deep breath, I closed my eyes with the position of the hand still tightly grasping Ammar's phone.


Then somehow my fingers pressed the button and called the new number, until I faintly heard it sound so loud from a distance.


** Hello, Hello Tama. .. Speak. . .


The dug dug dug dug dug.


You know, my whole body was getting shaky hearing that voice that turned out. But who is he???


As much as I can try to dare to answer him.


Hello there. Who am I talking to, huh???


Long silent after I answered.


Ha. .. Hello, sorry. Ku. . . I think Tama.


His voice seemed sluggish.


**Do you need to talk to Am. . I mean Tama?


Who are you**???


Ask her firmly for a moment.


I. . . I'm sister.


Hah, I don't know where this idea just came out of my mouth that was already shaking.


Sister??? Isn't Tama's sister a man? you. . . Who are you really, huh? why did you take my phone call, huh???


His voice sounded angry. . . This caused me to be provoked by emotions.


**Hai, why are you so angry? just because I received your call, what is your relationship with Tama hah???


I should have asked. Whoareyou???


I told you, I'm his sister. Me. . . her cousin's sister. are you her boyfriend**???


I. . . Tama decided on me unilaterally.


Jleb !!!


This woman, is Ammar's lover. Ah no, exactly the affair, right???


Oh really??? he deserves to be so sad today, then why did he decide on you???


My voice began to get out of control due to the angry and disappointed emotions. So Ammar began to be disturbed to hear my voice.


I. . I don't know what the reason is, he keeps avoiding me and ignores the phone calls and messages I send him.


Although I was getting angry, I also smiled slightly because in the end he was neglected. It is appropriate that you can. . .


Do you still love Tama???


Ask me again.


Do you know??? I introduced you to my parents. My parents liked him very much, and asked him to propose to me as his wife.


Oh my god, it's more painful to want me to just end this call. But I had to hold back to know everything.


I saw Ammar starting to move from my lap full of astonishment by continuing to look at me.


**What is your relationship? If you really love her, I, as Tama's brother, will help you.


Really??? I'm so glad that finally my family has supported me.


But you're being honest with me, how far have you come in contact with Tama and since when**???


Ammar seemed to have realized everything and then tried to pull his phone from my grasp, I turned my palm and away from him. I motioned for silence and did not approach me. . .with a pale face full of fear Ammar fell silent.


Hello .. Answer honestly.


Say me back.


**I. . um, our relationship has only been going on for two months and. . honestly, I can't stop chasing her to stay by my side. Because we. . we. . .


we what hah**???


I started to get emotional hearing him procrastinate. While Ammar looks so chaotic his expression. . .


We have done it more than once every time we meet, no matter we were in KKN activities at the time.


You know??? how do I feel this moment??? I keep throwing smiles at Ammar. My sweetest smile when I heard the answers of all my questions over the past two months, without even forcing Ammar to explain it first.


Wah. . . You guys are great yes, you can still do it in between campus activities. So envious of your relationship. . .


I said with a grin at Ammar, which then Ammar had looked confused and grabbed his phone instantly and turned it off immediately.


" Why Ammar??? " Task me by grinning back at him.


" Fanny, what are you doing??? where did you get that crazy lady's number, huh??? "


" Crazy woman you said??? "


" Fanny, baby listen to me. Let me explain it to you ".


" Let's go for another walk, I want you to accompany me to make out a friendly flirt again "Answer me with a blank look, I'll blow my face away from her.


" Fanny, why don't you ask me again ??? Ask me if I need to "Ammar replied with a panicked face.


Hah. . 'god, I wonder. Why this moment, when I want to be angry I can't afford it. Feels weak all over my body, I want to scold her. . but my face is locked, I. . I want to cry, but somehow. . These tears feel dry. my mind is empty. . dead-end, don't know what direction to go.


Is this the peak of disappointment???


Ah. . . why is this so flat and empty heart. So it feels like I no longer feel anything. . .