LOVE SLAVE

Forty-five

Seminar of the second day as well as the last day of this event took place. . .

I'm so sleepy, it's hard it's my eyes and my head after almost a night of forcing me, threatening me, disrupting my sleep, and it was really crazy in the room for me to tell you all the beginning up to now about me and Ammar.

In the end I was forced to tell her a repeat of my memories with her, this morning my eyes were puffy because last night's cry overflowing everything in the room. So is Dini, my close friend. He cried like he was rolling on the floor like a child. He was a little bit more than me or indeed his attitude was too childlike.

I walked with a lunglai, with my eyes slightly half-literate walking hand in hand with Dini towards the hall.

To enter the door of the room, someone thrust a cup of milk coffee in front of my face abruptly.

Kyaaaa !!! I was surprised to stop my steps by closing my eyes. I almost hit him with my face. . .

Who.. . Who intentionally gave it to me.

I grumbled in my heart. . .

Being Early already***-wringing my hand continues from here.

" This, drink first. You look tired and sleepy this morning "

I looked at it for a moment, I saw. . . Ammar handed me a cup of milk coffee.

I took a long breath looking at him.

" thank you. But I'm not used to drinking coffee in the morning "I replied.

" Fanny. . Don't be so hard, just take it. If you don't want to, let me drink it" Dini whispered.

I looked at her with glaring eyes, Early frightened.

" Try it this time, it is not good to refuse the morning windfall. And again where can you focus if with sleepy eyes so " said Ammar coldly while giving the coffee cup in my grasp.

Then walk first, just like that,

" Ammar, you. . please don't be so nice and care about me anymore. In any case, don't make me uncomfortable being on my own campus ".

" You can throw it away if you don't want to "Say it's cold.

Cih. . What do you try, this is like in a Korean drama only. But. . Ammar's attitude has really changed, he became a man who is always cold and indifferent now. Who made it so. . .???

" Fan, really don't want to??? Just make me if that's so hehe "Say Early makes me amused to hold back laughter.

Then we entered the room that was filled with students and other invited guests.

I deliberately chose to sit back with Early, to avoid that later drowsiness is really unbearable again.

Ongoing event in the beginning, Dini whispered start action again kepo his nature.

" Fan. . How do you feel about getting early attention from your ex??? hihi, I was pounding as a listener "Say Early giggles whispering.

" Overall, he just deliberately sought my attention. I don't care anymore "I'm upset

" Don't be so hard on him, Fanny, I can see the way he looks at you. He still expects you so much, his face always expression with a deep sense of pain. Kasian tau. . . "

" Ah. . sok tau aja, miss tomboy. . . singles acute aja sok tau about feelings, hahahaha" I answer his meledek.

" And you. . You are the same Fan, from the bottom of your heart. You still love Ammar so much, maybe even. . . You're still hoping to one day be reunited with him. Isn't that Fan??? " ask Here again.

I. . I was silent about the question. I don't know if I have to answer honestly or not, but whatever it is, it's just memories and the past. I've always thought it's hard for me to get back to my ex. Whatever the situation. . .

" Herr. . . Fanny. . . Woey "Dini surprised me who was washed away in daydreams.

" What the hell, no. I don't expect it anymore "I said.

The clock has shown time to rest for a moment. I invited Dini to go to the cafeteria for a moment, but Dini refused him for whatever reason he was.

Turn Fanny around, let's turn around don't keep going forward and cross paths with Ammar. Just hold my heart, please,

And foolishly I am the mufsh only following what my heart commands.

I turned my body back and half-running I sped up my pace.

But. . . It really is like a Korean drama to me. Ammar managed to grab my hand and pulled it violently to walk after him, along the hallway of the campus he pulled my hand steadily violently to keep following him from behind.

" Ammar. . . What the fuck are you doing??? Undeterred. Everyone is looking at us Ammar, you're crazy. . . You're crazy Ammar "

Ammar kept walking pulling me without listening to my complaint, the grip of his hand really hurt my wrist.

Ammar kept pulling me back until I was in the hall. In it is only Ammar and me.

Crazy. . . This is crazy, why this hall is so quiet in this hour of rest. Now what??? What else will Ammar do??? Oh lord. . . someone. . help me. . .

I cried out in my heart, even though only God heard it.

I threw Ammar's hand from my wrist,

Ammar was surprised and looked at me sharply.

" is this Ammar??? why do you keep bothering me at this college, huh??? this is my college. You can't be so mean, don't embarrass me on this campus, you son of a bitch Ammar "I keep talking in a furious tone and scolding him.

Ammar just fell silent and stared at my angry face.

" Why Fanny, why are you always trying to avoid me??? Do you really not want to see me again in your life??? " Task her in a high tone.

" Why do you keep asking the same Ammar??? We've broken up. Don't talk about it anymore, it's all over. . Don't torture me anymore "I started to hit him with a loud tone.

. . Why am I so unable to resist my emotions.

I looked at Ammar's face, which was beginning to stare at my face earlier.

I turned my face away and tried to step past him to get out of this hall. I don't want people on this campus thinking any more weird. During my studies at this college, I always refused and avoided eye contact with the opposite sex.

I don't know. . I don't think I'm ready to start a relationship again when it comes to dating.

Ammar pulled my shoulder again. . I stepped back and faced each other again.

And you know. . . I want to feel like I'm crazy to see Ammar's attitude like this.

Ammar bowed before me with a lethargic face.

" Ammar, you. . What else are you going to do??? wake up??? don't be lebay. We're not ABG's children anymore Ammar "I'm surprised and scolded him even more.

" Fanny. . please, stop punishing me like this. . Don't always try to avoid me again. . My heart aches to see it Fanny. . . " Say Ammar in a hoarse voice.

Oh my god. . why. . why did he plead like that. . . me. . I can't bear to see it that way. . . whether I've gone too far. . . Ah no no. Strengthen me, not to be easily swayed again.

" Ammar, did you intentionally do this to embarrass me in my own college, huh??? " Wake up Ammar don't make me any more angry ".

" Tell me one thing, Fanny, be honest with me. Is it in your heart that my name really has you killed??? " She asked again.as if able to silence my conscious mouthso continue to grit my teeth.

Long time I was silent. . My heart was tight, my eyes began to heat up. Oh my god . Don't cry. Strong . . You're strong Fanny.

Haaaah. . I took a deep breath. My heart speaks. . .

Your name still sits sweetly in its place in my heart Ammar. It has not been replaced, and may never be replaced. . . Let only me and God know. I have no intention of punishing you, I am not Lord Ammar. It's just. . My heart is not sure and ready, I always avoid you because I'm afraid to start drifting back in our past memories. So that my heart goes back to wavering, even though you have turned cold this time. But for some reason, this vibration in the heart remains strong when you see it.