
Tristan still pleads with me so much, I shouldn't have avoided him. He was so kind, and always a backrest and a place to pour out my heart after Dini.
" Tristan, are you really not ashamed to walk with me who is now destroyed ??? "
" Oh God, what are you talking about, Fanny??? Hey. . . You are still the most amazing woman I have ever known to date "
I was more and more touched by his words so loud as to comfort me, pulling me out of this slump.
Perhaps, it is good that I receive all the advice and support this time.
But. . .
" Tristan, I'll only embarrass you if you continue with a despicable woman like me. Go, leave me alone with this destruction "
" Fanny, why are you so stupid, huh??? do you think that after breaking up from your fiancee who had destroyed you like this, the world refused you to stay alive??? Why did you lose confidence, huh??? Keep your destruction in your heart, and simply let God be the witness. You deserve to be happy and rise again, and one thing you have to remember. . Do you want your ex-fiance to demean you even more??? if he only knew you were so devastated after breaking up with him, then he would be proud of him. But well, if you still want to avoid everything that has supported you, they will leave disappointed. Including me, all in vain "
I was surprised to see Tristan's face again after his original words sliced my heart even deeper.
I don't want to be looked at foolishly and humbled by a man anymore.
" Tristan, wait for me downstairs. I will clean up a little while ago. . Take me for a walk this afternoon "I replied affirming.
Tristan looks so satisfied and cheerful that maybe he will jump high because he is happy. His efforts were not in vain this time.
30 Minutes later, I was ready with all my typical tomboyish looks. Then I rushed downstairs to meet Tristan. . .
Arriving in my living room saw Tristan already with my mother and father, seemed to have a serious conversation whether that's what.
" Dear, mommy is so happy you're finally. . . You want to get out of the house again. Ah. . Mommy loves you so much, don't lock yourself up like that, son. You deserve to be happy after what you've been through all this time no longer remember the bitterness of your past. It was all our fault. . . " Who mom approached me with teary eyes.
Oh my God, how possible as long as I shut myself in the room. . . Mother and father were also sad and beaten, I've weighed them down.
" No mother, no. . . nothing wrong. everything has happened, sorry Fanny has made Mother and father sad all this time" I said by returning a hug to mother.
" Daughter Tristan, thank you for all your efforts. This time om and aunt trust you to take Fanny out of the house this afternoon "my father said later.
" Thank you, aunt. . . Don't worry. I will look after your beloved daughter very well this time "Tristan said so excited that his eyes sparkled.
" Mother. . . Fanny. . . "
" Go, kid, it's okay. Go have fun, this time Mother believes in you and son Tristan" said my mother by peeping my forehead.
Then I walked away with Tristan, although with a heart still full of doubts. And. . . I was a little surprised, why. . . Mom changed? Though from the beginning he did not like my closeness with Tristan.
Ah it is. . Let it be a business later.
Once in the middle of the journey, I was still speechless with a blank look.
" Fanny, where are we going this afternoon??? "
Her question woke me from the daydream.
" Mmh. . Would you take me to a salon??? "
" Salon??? " ask again in wonder.
" Yes . . Salon, I want to change a little bit myself "
" Hmm. . . I will accompany you "
" Are you sure you'll accompany me at the salon? " Task me to doubt it. . .
" What's the matter??? "
" Aren't they boring??? " Tell me again, this is interesting to me. Haha. . different from Ammar when it banned me and refused my invitation to go to the salon again even though just to take care of my hair. For that reason, I'm already beautiful. Don't polish it again, and it's boring in the salon.
Ukh, why does everything remind me of Ammar back. . . **** !!! I cursed in my heart.
" Yes yes good. . accompany me if you want, but you don't have to hesitate if you want to go first "Answer me later.
Arriving at a salon, I rushed down from the car along with Tristan.
Then one of the salon waiters greeted me kindly, I moved away from Tristan and gave directions as I wished.
In response to a nod of understanding by the servant, I followed him to a different room.
Huh. . . Well, I want to come back looking beautiful and energetic. Until all that Ammar likes about my body, I want to change it.
It's been 1 hour, everything I want is almost done. It seems, Tristan chose a reliable salon. Hmm. . .he was good, very good effort this time to make me happy.
After everything was done well, I looked at my face in the mirror. . . Well, the hair that has always been the pride and praise of Ammar. I cut it short. And there were a few more that I started to change. . .
I want to look different, I want to look more mature. Not the 17th girl anymore. Aye right???
Then I rushed to get out immediately because it was evening, when I met Tristan back in the waiting room earlier I was about to pay all the bills first. But a cashier's desk attendant refused her, saying my boyfriend had paid all the bills instead of giving her more.
So what??? boyfriend??? what does he mean Tristan???
Oh my god. . he's overreacting this time. I was so uncomfortable making it. . . This shouldn't be the dependents right. . ah. . . Tristan base.
Day. . .
After I approached her, she was slightly stunned to see me until her lips were O-shaped. As if I could not believe that it was me. . . I who came with him earlier.
But, how has this changed me??? Or maybe I. . . I look inappropriate??? I look older or. . .
" Why the hell??? " Task me briefly and briefly.
" Ah. . ehm, you. . . very suitable with hair like that Fan, very. . . cant. .tik "his words doubt.
" i'm beautiful because of your money "I replied with a word again.
" Cih, what the hell? hahahaa I just want to help you no more "His answer then laugh.
" Mmh. . . Thanks to Tristan, you. . . really good "
" Ah, what the hell. You should have beautified yourself again, you should have risen from your slump all this time Fanny. Don't lock yourself up again. . or I. . . "
" What will it be??? " I answered with eyes on her.
" I'll kidnap you and make you my queen, hahahaa" she replied with an amused laugh.
" Apaan anyway, mostly read your fairy tale book "I answered her.
For a moment Tristan stopped his laughter. . .
" But . . You do deserve to be queen in every heart of a Fanny man "Her answer suddenly with a serious face .
Makes me feel awkward again. . A little clumsy and misbehaved.
Hey, what's with my heart. . . Why is it like there's a little vibe. . .???
" Let's eat "My words divert. I try to shake off this little vibration in the heart. . .
" Hmm. . Good is the princess. Let the prince take the princess to the most expensive and delicious restaurant in the city "His reply again seduces me.
Then I laughed off seeing this behavior, and pecked at her stomach. He laughed and held back until we walked out of the salon.
In my heart. . .
Thank you Tristan, you always comforted me all the time. You're so good. . All your efforts make me aware. If I deserve to get back up and be happy. Although I have not healed from my heartache, but the world still opens wide the door of my proper standing.