LOVE SLAVE

Sixty three

There's not much of a chance I have with Kevin to talk to and tell each other. Today, this meeting, this togetherness, we're just focusing on Rendy and Shishi's relationship, which will finally be engaged next week.

I'm so happy to hear this, finally. . . Rendy's sister is getting engaged. And this candidate. . a person who is very well known before.

" Fanny, anyway later on the engagement of your brother who should help nyiapin all the needs of Shishi yes. Kan you have already done it first and understand it ,hehe. . . "

" Had you been calm, all the needs of Shishi Fanny's brother who takes care of "My words are full of enthusiasm for Rendy's brother.

" Then your fiancee where does Fanny live??? Why don't you invite me here to come and gather with us-us??? " Tanya Shishi

" Ah. . uh she. . . she's not from this town sister. Hehe, we. . . we were in a long distance relationship "I replied clumsyly.

" Wah great dong, can mengejalanin long distance relationship gini. . for tips dong, later your brother and sister Rendy will be far apart for a while??? " ask Shishi again with his innocent face.

" Mmm. . hahaha what are the tips, keep your trust and communication smooth. Yes. . Yeah that's it "

Hahaha you are so clever Fanny, what the fuck is keeping trust and communication smooth. . .??? Hahahaha see how Ammar is doing now??? and how is your communication this moment??? Hey. . . You've been on abaikaaaaaaaan. . Ammar's trust has never been there for you.

I painstakingly put on a facial expression to stay cheerful, to stay fine. But, ah. . Why would I want to cry??? my very hot eyes held back from staying cheerful.

In the middle of this effort, my phone vibrated in the bag, I reached out to look at it. And how much I wanted to scream, when I read a message from Abel that he knew where my number came from??? Possibly. . . Ammar told him.

Hey girl, thank you already want to nemenin me and ngijinin me overnight at your home, thanks also been troublesome.I gapapa kok, everything I feel today is my fault. Your mother's fried rice is delicious, hehe. I'm sorry Fan, I have to go back to town A today. Ammar forced me to go back as well as Andi, and I forced Ammar to see you first but he refused. Sorry for once again. . .

Hah. . I can't stand it, I can't stand it. How am I gonna express all this, huh??? How. . . Ammar was really angry with me, thinking this was my intention to Abel. . . Lord. . Strengthen my heart just this second, I don't want my defense just from earlier to be broken in front of them.

As much as I can, I remain calm, and speak to all. . .

" Mm. . . Fanny. . . Fanny to the toilet first "

Without hearing any more of their response, I rushed to the toilet in a hurry because my tears were about to fall, my tears have been seeping here and there.

Aaaah my defense was in vain. . It was so tight I wanted to cry, I wanted to scream, I wanted to rebel in my heart. Oh my god. . why, why else would I feel this pain from my loved ones, I misjudged Ammar as having changed and no longer had Abel to disturb our relationship. . .

Butwhy???

Why is the distance of this toilet so far anyway, these footsteps have not yet arrived I think. I went around looking around and looking around for the reading where the toilets were, while holding back my tightness and crying. . I don't care if everyone glances at me in wonder.

As I was about to enter the room of the female toilet that was already in sight, someone pulled my hand from behind. This made me reflex and surprised to look back.

" Brother Ke. .vin. . .??? " This body pecked for a moment, when I saw the figure of a man who sometimes always makes me miss in a mood that feels endless guilt, standing and looking at me with tears like this.

Ah no, why is it always this man who sees me crying like this. . .

I was about to wipe away my tears, but both of my hands were still held back by Kevin. Aaaaaah. . Let's not do this, I'm ashamed. . .

She kept looking at me without asking a word, I couldn't stand it. . I really felt more pain when she looked at me like that. Please don't do this Kevin. .. take off my hand. . .

While I continued to wriggle in my heart my tears were flowing more and more. Day. . .

Kevin hugged my body in front of the toilet, in front of the many people who passed by us, without the slightest awkwardness and embarrassment.

And somehow, somehow, I don't want to wriggle off his embrace. I want him to keep hugging me like this. . .

" Relieve in my arms Fanny, I'm fine if after this you'll slap me for hugging me in public and let you cry in front of everyone "She said softly, by gently stroking my back, she gently tightened her embrace on my body.

Ah. . . This hug is what I'm really looking forward to. From the beginning I arrived at this cafe and saw the figure of Kevin standing in front of me again, I had wanted. . . . I was eager to hug him tightly, but I could bear it. . .

I continued to sink into Kevin's arms which gradually calmed me down and slowly my cries began to come to a halt.

But. . how selfish I am, I still don't want to break away from Kevin's warm embrace.

I closed my eyes feeling the warmth from Kevin's embrace, the chest of his field, the fragrance of his body, really made me more washed away.

Like I was in a peaceful place where there was only me and Kevin, no noise and then people passed us.

Uh wait !!!

Am I hallucinating again? Lest this be like my dream last night when Kevin suddenly hugged my body from behind in the middle of a very beautiful garden.

I opened my eyes half glared, and just woke myself up.

My attitude that just walked away, made Kevin surprised.

" Fanny, sorry. . I just. . . " Keel looked panicked to see me like that.

Oh no, this is real. . tuhaaan. . . This is not a dream. . I really hugged Kevin daritadi's body.

" I'm sorry brother, Fanny just. . . Fanny who must apologize for crying in the arms of Kevin's brother, but see many who glanced at Kevin's sister with a sharp gaze "My speech half whispered.

" Hahaha, just let them think as they please. . Brother has no tax loss, hehe "Said him with a sneaky smile on me.

See. . how the figure of the man before me remained calm in response to the surrounding people who had already glanced at him were not comfortable aware. He just smiled and kept the cook. . uuugh made me anxious to get back in his arms.

Hi Fanny, what do you think. . quickly self-conscious. . . don't daydream Kevin teruuus.

" Hahaha this brother Kevin, what tax do you try??? Hahaha "I got a little awkward and a little crisp.

" Hmm. . Can you laugh again??? " Task him suddenly. Makes me even more awkward.

" Ah. ... ehm... . hehe, brother Kevin why are you here??? mmm. . . want to go to. . . toilet too??? " I stammered, tried to pretend that nothing had happened and asked why he suddenly hugged me which he must have known if I was not feeling well today.

" Mmm. . Brother here just want to be sure, is it true that your brother's feeling is still right in assessing your expression after arriving at the cafe. hehe, it turns out that. . Feeling brother is still right "

" Cih what the hell, Fanny did not understand. . . Fanny is fine. . "answer me with eyes that try to stare at her for a moment and then I divert them to others so that she does not become more.

" Yes yes . . Kevin believes, clean your face first. Don't you want your brother Rendy to know that Fanny is crying??? " say her softly.

I know, there's a lot she wants to ask but she's trying to hold it back. He always did, still trying to calm down, did not appear with curiosity and he always managed to fool me with his attitude.

" Yes, Kevin went back first, I went to the toilet first to wash my face "

" Are you sure Kevin lives alone? won't cry again, right inside, and scream??? "

" Hahaha. . Yeah no brother, that's what the hell. Yes already there first back "I pushed his body heavy enough I think.

He laughed at me, and I was the same. I was finally a little relieved, and Kevin passed away.

I rushed into the toilet to wash my face, grateful that I had brought a makeup kit.