LOVE SLAVE

#120

" Fan, what about you??? do you also have a private place that is quite secretive??? "

I was shocked to hear Tommy's voice again asking me to speak.

" Ehm. . first, there was. It was always my cousin's escape with me when we were upset. Hehe. . . but. . . . that place. . . currently. . . I don't want to set foot back there "

" Oh yeah??? Why??? " His question looked at me in wonder.

" There are too many memories in Tommy's place, memories that should have remained beautiful and sweet. But. . forced me to make it the bitterest memory of my entire life "

" about Tristan and Ega??? "

" Not Tommy, but. . . two men I had loved at the time "

" Hahahaa you're a basic, selfish and playgirl " Tommy mocked me later.

" Hah. . Maybe to be exact again, I'm a woman who doesn't know herself. At that time, I had a boyfriend. But I liked other guys, I couldn't choose one of them at the time. . .. .. . ah I don't want to remember it anymore "

" When did Fanny go back to opening your heart to love someone again??? don't punish yourself so. . . You still deserve the best that truly loves and accepts you for who you are "

" Heh, you know Tommy. . . at that time, Tristan also said the same thing to me. Butwhat??? she was also the one who left me after successfully making me believe and love her wholeheartedly "

" Do you still love Tristan Fanny" asked Tommy with a serious look this time.

" I don't know, I don't know if in my heart I can still feel love again or not. I was just so tired and fed up, I no longer had the pride and honor I could maintain with arrogance "

" Fanny. . Come on, I will always support you. Anyone who will be your soul mate someday, I'm happy "Say her again. Makes me feel happy to see it. . .

The air is getting cold. Though it was only 9 pm, but. . . already feels cold bone-piercing.

" Are you cold, Fanny??? " Tanya Tommy who then took off the jacket he wore.

Throwing her jacket at me made me look at her annoyed. Then he laughed. . .

as I put on the jacket Tommy gave me, my phone rang in the mini bag I had been holding.

I saw a new number calling. I looked at it while thinking hard. . . Who else called me with a new number at this hour???

** Hello. . .

I replied, but fell silent without a sound from a distance.

Hello, who is this with???

Still silent without a sound even though the phone is still connected.

Even though I answered and repeated my question as to who he was, he remained silent.

Then Tommy asked me a voice. . .

" Fanny, who??? "

" He was silent, I don't know because his number wasn't on my screen "I answered later.

Hello. . Hello. . .

Who the hell??? if I don't answer, I'm dead.

I answered this time half-banging him.

I was just about to turn it off straight away but he heard her calling my name softly heard from a distance there.

Fanny, this is. . This is me. . . AM MAR !!!

Degh !!!

My heart trembled until it reached my lips to hear his voice again.

Ammar, did I not hear wrong??? But. . Is he really Ammar, ammar my former fiancee??? Then does he still have my number???

" Hey Fan, who the hell??? " Task tommy again, come back to surprise me.

****Sorry if I bother you. I'm gonna turn it off now.

Anyhow did you call me back Ammar****???

I was forced to ask and hold him to turn off his phone calls.

I saw Tommy instantly covering his lips with both hands in surprise when I mentioned Ammar's name, the name of someone he also knew was my ex-fiancee..

Tell me are you dating your boyfriend???

I slowly looked at Tommy.

" Hey. . . You're crazy Fan" said Tommy whispering to me from a distance.

I gave a signal to stay silent first.

**You. . Too soon forget I'm Fanny

Hey, what are you talking about??? how many years have we been apart, huh??? not that I also have the right to move on from you quickly after what you did to me during our relationship Ammar. . . You don't forget yourself so**.

My emotions suddenly overflowed without me noticing.

Tommy was stunned to see me like this. . .

I. . I realized Fanny, I've done a lot wrong and hurt you that long. But. .. To be honest, I. . I still miss you and think of you often. Mama. . .mama still often forces me to take you to my house.

Degh !!!

As soon as I could not reply to Ammar directly, I heard his words about Aunt Lina. . ah, I also missed him who was always good to me.

**Send my regards to him Ammar. I also miss him. . May he be healthy always. Yeah, I hung up, my girlfriend gets jealous.

Wait for Fanny, can I call you??? there are so many things I want to tell you and tell you. Will you. . . take my call. I want us to still be good friends after this**. . .

Click !!!

Without answering Ammar's last question, I turned off his phone call.

I took a deep breath.. . recollecting all his words, his soft voice, and. . instantly my tears trickled down, flowing very hard.

Tommy came up to me, then put my body in his arms. My crying started to break. . .

" Cry Fanny, as much as you can tonight if you want to cry ".

I started as young as Tommy's body, I don't know what I'm crying about this time, I don't know why this heart felt so much pain and pain when I heard the voice of Ammar suddenly calling me again.

My heart still shakes hearing his voice.

Why. . . why is there still a vibration in the heart of this voice, this. . . This has been so long, right???

My crying started to subside by itself, I. . . I don't want to be too lamenting this feeling. All will only come back to make me slump later.

" Have you been satisfied??? "

" Tauk ah, surely you ngetawain I will be daritadi "I replied with still as eager.

" Apaan sih. . . cengeng lu, you shouldn't have to cry just because your former fiance suddenly called. Should be firm, point out if you can move on from him Fanny. . . "

" didn't I reply. . . ?" ask me in an annoyed tone.

" by saying that you're on a date tonight??? da??? Hahaha will you know??? Are you sure he'll be jealous??? huh. . .??? "

" I don't know, I don't know. . It's up to him to be jealous no matter what, it's none of my business "answer I go far from him.

" Then what after this if he comes back to you? "

I stared in Tommy's face at the question. Then I turned my face away from her serious gaze.

" I won't take it anymore, I'd rather just stay away. So much better "

" Emang sure bida continues to avoid if it continues to be maksa why do you how??? Hayo. . . ? "

" What's Tom, bummer "

" Suggestion yes, so that my best friend this one is not always in the view of low and weak. . for example, for example, your ex-fiancee is back to contact you yes accept it. Invite him to be friends if necessary, but. . .not with your heart. You have to show her your mature attitude, so she regrets leaving you Fanny. Can not??? "

I was still speechless listening to to tommy's advice.

" But watch out for you if you laugh with your heart again, I don't want to be friends with you anymore "

" So ngancem??? " ask me directly.

" Can you??? " Tomorrow asked back.

I looked into his eyes very seriously this time. . . He was a good friend, always giving me the strength to keep getting up and changing. This time, it seems like I should take his advice, and try it as hard as possible.

" Hmm. . ok ok, I will. And don't laugh this time "My words are convincing.

" Nah, that's dong. I hope you really become a tough woman Fanny. . . "

Then we rushed home because the night was getting late and the atmosphere was not supportive to stay lingering in this place.