LOVE SLAVE

#130

I just went to my room without finishing my breakfast. I don't know why it feels like I always want to be angry whenever my father and mother always ask me to open my heart and re-establish a relationship with a man even though they don't ask me to get married straight away, but I know they don't want me to go back to dating status in a long time.

But honestly, considering all the past with Ammar then Tristan. Aaaarght. . . All that hurt me. I was afraid to repeat the same thing again. . because for me, among all the men who have been a part of my life, I was devastated because of them.

But Kevin, he. .he is the only guy who has fascinated me so much. I never knew, until this moment the meaning of the vibration of my heart when I remember it. All I know is I'm the dumbest woman in the world. Having wasted her true feelings until the end, I was the one who gave another woman the opportunity to approach her. That's Violet. . .

I don't know how long it took me to fall asleep again. I was just lazing around in my room all day. On my bed, it felt like only he could make me comfortable to fall asleep and forget for a moment my problems.

Tok tok. . .

" Fanny, baby. . . Are you still sleeping??? wake up. .. Get out quickly "

I quickly woke up my body and sat down for a moment looking around my room.

Aaah. . . What time is it??? why is my head suddenly so heavy and a little flu???

Shit !!!

It must've been raining last night, I'm getting a little fevery right now.

" Fanny, son. . . Are you still sleeping??? let's get up. . . " . The sound of my mother's voice knocking on my door was quite loud. I lyrics clock on the wall of my room showed at 4 pm.

With slow steps I got down from my bed to open the door, my body was very weak this afternoon. Until my eyes were filled with tears. . . My head was heavy, I was shivering.

" Hemm. . . What's bun??? " Tell me with half-closed eyes.

" Yey, Son. Why is your nose so red? are you having the flu??? try here your forehead "My mother answered frantically while putting her palm on my forehead.

" Good God, kid, you got a fever and flu. Why is this suddenly??? you didn't play in the rain last night, did you??? " ask her again. Makes me forced to lie nods slowly, saying yes.

Though. . I'm like this because it's raining. . but if I tell you, then mom will come back to scold me.

" Fanny gapapa mama just a little fever, what's wrong mom??? " i said as I rubbed my nose, as if something was wetting it. It makes me uncomfortable. . .

" Pick up the medicine first come on, after it comes down. Kevin's waiting for you under "

" What??? Kevin??? what's he doing here??? " answer me with wide eyes at last. Ugh. . . surprising only.

" Hey. . . Why is it so surprising??? hasn't Kevin used to visit this house every time he comes to Indonesia??? just. . . This time she was alone "my mother replied half in a whisper.

" Aaaah Fanny doesn't want to see him "I answered briefly as I turned around to go back to the room. But my mother pulled me out quickly.

" Eeeh come on, don't be so. it's not good to refuse someone nice to visit this house "

" Iih mother what the hell, mother who met him gih. Fanny is sick anyway "

" Therefore taking the medicine first through Kevin's company below, you will definitely get well soon. He keeps asking you son. Poor him. . . "

This is really crazy. Mom just kept pulling my hand to go down while I was weak like this. . I can't possibly meet Kevin in this mess.

Aaaaaaah motheraaaaaa I am so ashamed !!!

Shouted me in my heart.

Arriving in the guest room, I saw Kevin had a warm conversation with my father. I don't know what they're talking about so Kevin seems to be smiling shyly. This is the first time I've seen him like that.

Hihi. . . funny I also noticed. Unknowingly my lips smiled by themselves, then Dad greeted me.

" Well. . . That's Fanny, you know why your face is pale and my nose is flushed so boy??? " ask my father then.

" Sit down son, mother get you a cure for fever and flu yes "my mother replied by helping me sit on the sofa right next to my father.

" Fanny is just a fever and the common cold well, gapapa "my answer is short.

" why all of a sudden, son??? did you get rained down last night when you came home? "

" Eh. . ti. . . no dad, I just. . maybe a little exhausted "my answer clumsily

" Do you need to see Dr Fanny??? " ask Kevin then gently.

Then no matter how long you've been coming with medicine for me and a glass of warm water. I quickly drank it before mom nagged at me.

" Yes already, you guys just chat. om and aunt will not interfere " replied Dad as he passed away followed by mother later. I saw them smiling and teasing me, I knew they would have done this to me.

" Fan, don't you really need to see a doctor??? " Tell Kevin again.

" Hemm, I just need a little rest after this. Then I'll recover "

" You do prefer to make yourself sick, never change "His reply suddenly by looking at my face.

" No, don't talk about last night. I don't want to remember it anymore "

" Well, if you need time to rest I'll just go home. I just wanted to make sure that you were okay, Fanny, because last night you just disappeared. I've been looking for you everywhere "

I was silent at her remark, it turned out. . . Last night she was looking for me??? not even fun with Violet. . I'm sorry Kevin. Answer me in my heart. . .

" Yes I'm gone now, rest and recover quickly "he replied as he stood up to me, gently rubbing my head. Instantly rippled my blood, and my heart seemed to tremble again erratically.

" Vin. . "call me when he's gone behind me. She turned her head with her charming face that was. . .

" Don't go yet. Talk to me for a while "Answer me by looking at his face expectantly.

I guess she smiled very sweetly at me. . I guess, she was happy to hear me say so and nodded slowly.

" We. . Chat in the back yard just yuk, so it's more relaxed "take me, and he follows me from behind.

Arriving in the backyard I just sat in the swing chair where I used to spend my afternoon, and it. Ever since I last broke up with Ammar I've been reluctant to sit alone here, all just reminding me of him.

" Fanny. . Why are you so pensive??? what the hell are you thinking? ".

" I. . have not sat back for a long time to enjoy the afternoon here "answer me with a blank look.

" Fanny, do you still expect Ammar to return to your side??? "

I looked at her for a moment, she smiled seeing me look at her.

" No, I. . I really want to escape from my past circle with her "

" really??? " Task her again by continuing to look me in the eye.

" And what about you? why do you keep asking me Vin??? ".

this time I'm the one who's throwing questions back at him.

" What do you mean Fanny??? "

" What about the woman who has filled the space of your heart??? and what about Violet, why did you leave her here to see me. You can take her the way instead and you can too. . .? "

" Sssssst. . Why do you keep asking more questions than me??? I got confused, you. . . You're still chatty and adorable "his answer pulled my nose.

" Aw, what the hell. . I have the flu. Later you get infected, don't touch me keep "answer me while away from him.

" Gapapa if I'm gonna catch the flu from you Fanny, then we're gonna feel the same way. Sharing is beautiful, right??? " his words with a smile teased me with that joke.

" what the hell, I can't. You can't get infected, you can get sick later too Kevin "

" Are you worried about me??? wow. . Happy "

" Stop flirting with me Kevin, um "I replied pinching his arm. She grimaced with her little laugh.

" Hmm. . I'm glad to see you acting like this again to me Fanny, and you. . . always beautiful with such a cheerful smile. Don't decorate your face with sadness like last night. You know, until this second I still can't see you drop your tears "

Dug dug dug dug dug !!!

Kyaaaaaa. . . Why does my heart keep beating faster and louder to hear his words. Oh my god, it's like I'm back at a time when I was still with him.

Kevin, you've always been good at making my mood fly like this. . .