LOVE SLAVE

#107

It didn't take long, in just a month Tristan managed to change myself back as he used to know. I reorganized my heart again, rose from all my difficulties and began slowly again my long-delayed activities on campus. Although I have to pursue many who have been left far behind both on campus and my profession as a teacher.

I tried to dare to register as an elementary school teacher, although I doubt I would be accepted. But. . . I think God is giving me one chance this time or. . This is just my luck. I can be accepted in elementary school as an IPA teacher, hahaha I don't even have more skills in those subjects. But I will try it first for the future. . .

Father and mother are very happy to know this, even Tristan was proud. Because he was the first person I told. . . We are getting closer, even it seems in this heart. . . re-grow the seeds of love that somehow since when I was still trying to pull it away. I don't want Tristan to know this, I'm afraid he feels uncomfortable and disgusted to be close to a woman who's broken and unholy like me.

Although. . . I could read every body language Tristan approached me, in his heart. . he started falling in love with me, he began to fall in love with me, but maybe it's been a long time more than me but never once did he dare to reveal it to me.

AMMAR POV

Crazy woman, asshole. . aaaaaarght. You're crazy Siska, all because of you. Fanny finally chose to break up with me. . . when I just wanted to propose her to be my wife.

Ammar continued to curse in his heart, and intended to meet Siska after this.

He grabbed his phone and called Siska's number with a furious rage.

** **Halo Tama, finally you want to call me again I'm so happy.

You. . . Where are you****?

Ammar tried to hold back his anger first.

****I was eating at restaurant X with my friends.

All right wait for me, I'll be right up****.

Click !!! her phone call she ended. Then drive the car even faster. . .

Arriving at the restaurant on the way, Ammar rushed down to immediately enter and meet Siska.

Ammar looked around looking for the figure of Siska who then waved his hand in the corner of the room.

With a hasty step Ammar approached Siska who had been sitting casually with 3 of his friends.

" Siska, can we talk in the car for a second??? " Sapa Ammar then.

3 Siska's female friends looked confused at Ammar's attitude.

" Don't you miss me, let's sit down first. Oiya these are Tama. My husband-to-be "said her flirtatiously embracing Ammar's arm and introduced her to the three friends.

Ammar brushed off Siska's hand just like that, but Siska's attitude grew even more mad and kissed Ammar's cheek instantly. Sontak made Ammar surprised and the three friends of Siska called to see him.

" Siska. . . You "Ammar started to yell at him.

" I know, you want this, right??? until angry so, because you have not felt my caress for a long time. . . "

Siska hugged Ammar's arm back.

" Siska, you don't go crazy " said Ammar in a furious tone and forced Siska's hand in his carry to get out of the restaurant until he reached Ammar's car, siska on his axis to get in.

" Tama. . . You, very rude. Sick tau "said Siska while brushing and tidying her hair and clothes.

Amma had boarded her car and then drove it very quickly to far from the restaurant. Siska looked confused by continuing to massage his arm from the hand of Ammar earlier.

" Tama, what's wrong??? why are you being rude like this, huh??? And you. . . Where are you taking me??? " tanya siska with a little fear saw Ammar drive his car very fast.

Ammar remained silent without a word, and ignored Siska's repeated speech that prompted him earlier.

Arriving at a house, Amamr stopped his car in a large yard. Siska was astonished. . .

" Tama, where is this??? "

With a deep breath, Ammar tried to dampen his emotions back.

" This is my house, let's go down "

" What??? why suddenly??? even I have not prepared anything to meet your parents Tama "siska said in surprise.

Siska was silent with her head lowered.

" tell me Tama, don't you love me anymore? after what I gave you everything. . . Even we. . . We have already had intimate relations, even though we have just started the relationship "Say him in a soft voice.

" Heeey, did you forget Siska. How do we get started??? you set me up, you started it first teasing me "

" But you enjoyed it Tama, you always even asked me to repeat it until you were satisfied" Siska said sternly later and looked at Ammar's face furiously.

Ammar was silent for a moment, clenching his lips that began to tremble because his emotions this time had really peaked.

" Do you know??? I only made you run away back then, because honestly. . I was just tempted by that body of yours. But I. . I already have Siska's fiancee, I love her very much. And that woman I love that you've told me all about our intimate relationships. With ease your mouth was full of confidence telling all our relationships to him until he broke off our engagement just like that "

" You're Tama's asshole, so you've only been making me your lust-satisfying device all this time??? but why did you promise my parents to marry me? " answered siska with a cry that began to flow down her cheek.

" Well what can I do after your good attitude and your parents to me? I can't let them down directly "Tama replied firmly without guilt.

" You. . You're Tama's jerk, I hate you. I hope forever you won't be happy, though I still love you but honestly I'm happy your fiance chose to break up from a depraved man like you "

" Then you what??? you even teased me so flirtatious. You didn't just do it once either, did you??? huh uh??? "

" Stop Tama, I hate you. . . I hate "

Then Siska got out of the car and ran out of the yard of Ammar's house just like that, out of nowhere, so quickly disappeared.

Ammar yelled in his car, and pulled his hair with a jali jambai. There was not the slightest intention in his heart to pursue siska or apologize to her, even though he was aware that he was very rude and insulting Siska. Women who have been kind and comforting him during KKN activities.

Then Ammar got out of the car with slow steps he was about to enter his magnificent home.

Hah. . . It's been a long time since I decided to move into an apartment. Even when the KKN activities were finished I did not go home, I spent more time with Siska.

Arriving at the door of the house, Ammar stopped his steps because he was surprised by the sound of a scream accompanied by the deliberate pounding of items on the slam. Without thinking, Ammar opened the door and saw the entire room was destroyed, while Mama and her papa pointed their index finger at each other's faces.

" Pa, ma. . . is there. . ap. . .pa this??? " Task Ammar slightly stammered towards them.

" Daughter, where have you been all this time so as not to take the time to visit your own home??? " Say my mother and embrace me with a cry.

I stared back at his embrace and looked at Papa's face with the two eyebrows that I put together. . .

" Ammar, sorry papa. But papa. . must be forced to choose this path. But however you and your sister remain papa's children until whenever "said papa with his head down.

" Pa. . What does papa mean??? " I asked in wonder as my mother grew sobbing with cries that whack my roar heard. I feel it. . .

Then slowly mama took off her embrace on me, and said stammeringly in tears.

" Ammar, pa. .pa. . .mu. . already. . . cheating on. . . behind. Until. . . the woman. . . now. . . pregnant with your father's child "

Jeddeerrrr !!!

I feel like a flash of lightning in broad daylight crashing into my body until it feels trembling heated up to the crown.

" I'm sorry Papa Nak, papa has to go. Take good care of your mother and your sister "And father Ammar passed away without waiting for a word from Ammar who was sculpting earlier.

Her mother now began to fall and sit on the floor watching this all.

Ammar still stared wordlessly at his mama who was now crying nonstop tears.

As if I couldn't believe everything that happened, it was like a dream. Why does it seem to happen on purpose???

Is God punishing me at this moment???

No. . . This is unfair, why should my parents bear it. . .

Why God??? whyaaaaa???