LOVE SLAVE

#129

" You're really pissing me off, you said you wouldn't attend ??? " Violet said back to Kevin. I saw Kevin seem to take a deep breath and glanced at me.

Ah, I'd better just walk away from them. Seeing Violet's behavior makes me uncomfortable to stay in front of them.

Then I just walked away from them. . .

My steps stopped in front of the table with lots of drinks, I took one glass and took one drink.

Hah. . . What's with my body tonight??? why does it feel so hot. To make me want to gulp all the drinks here, I again grabbed a glass and was about to gulp it down.

But Kevin's voice came from behind me suddenly, making me choke and cough.

" Ehm Fanny, are you okay??? slow down a little drink, I noticed from afar you just keep drinking it with one gulp. are you so thirsty??? "

" You . . surprised me. I thought you were going around accompanying Violet "answer me by wiping my lips with Kevin's tissue,

She smiled sweetly at my words.

" Are you jealous to see her with me, Fanny??? "

" Kevin, why do you always repeat that question to me??? You better go with Violet, I don't want her to misunderstand me "

Speak to me by turning my eyes around.

" Then why don't you dare look me in the eye directly every time you answer and tell me to accompany Violet??? "

" Yes. . . I. .. I. .. . because. . uuukh, because you've always looked me in the face from the beginning "

Aaarght. . My face seems to have been flushed this time in front of him. Why am I still clumsy every time I see him looking at me endlessly.

" Because I miss you so much, Fanny "

Degh !!!

Well, should I be happy to hear all this or should I ignore it??? He belongs to Violet, right? he deserves to be happy with a good woman and love her more than anything. although I don't know what their relationship is right now but I can see from the look of Kevin's eyes that stare softly and warmly at Violet. And that. . made me a little. . feel jealous even though I had no right.

" Are you flirting with me right now, Kevin? think of Violet's current feelings. Why did you leave him alone "

" Fanny, come with me "

Suddenly Kevin pulled my hand back to go follow him who was out of nowhere. I struggled to get his grip off my hand again.

" Vin, let go of my hand ". I threw my hand out of his grasp.

He stupefied back to look at me.

" Okay, I'll go where you take me. But please, don't always touch my hands. I don't want Violet to misunderstand later on "

" Vin, what's going on??? "

Violet came back. As soon as I took a step back from Kevin's face, maybe this was my chance to avoid Kevin's invitation earlier.

I'm sorry Kevin, I really don't want you to give me your attention back. I'm a woman you don't deserve to care about anymore, you're too good for me. I don't want to hurt you again like I used to, I don't want to bring you back into my story that's now a mess.

" Fanny, wait "Say Kevin who surprised me when my legs were about to slowly leave.

I saw Violet looking at me a little bit violent. . .

" Violet, I'm sorry I couldn't keep you company tonight. There's a lot I want to talk about with Fanny. You also know I've been waiting for this for a long time, right??? "

Aapa. . what does he mean to have been looking forward to this for a long time???

" Vin, are you really going to do this to me??? "

" Vio, understand. .. pliss please don't force me "

Shit !!! What situation is this? why am I like a third person here, oh my God. Are you returning Kevin's position to me??? is this what it's like to be third???

" Fanny replied, you said that to me, right??? " His question again woke me up from my turmoil.

" Violet, stop. . Don't force her to say so "

" Kevin, you're "

" Please let me go. Just solve your relationship problems. I don't want to be a bully here "Reply I tried to stop this commotion and walked away past those who were still face to face.

Want. . . I want to feel like I'm swearing away. What's up with tonight, huh? it should be my own happiness. Why hurt. . .???

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In the morning, I was too lazy to get out of my sleep. Almost all night for I could not close my eyes in sleep, all the flavors mixed.

Thankful it's a holiday so I don't have to force myself to get up and go to school to teach.

I intend to continue my sleep, ah but. . . I am very hungry.

Aaarght. . . always this worm in my stomach can't be compromised.

Then I rushed to clean myself up and tidied up my previous sleep.

" Dear, you came home last night without waiting for us. We were so confused looking for you "

Said my mother when I arrived at the dinner table and sat down and ate breakfast without waiting for any more cues and ignored my mother's words.

" Fanny. . . Are you listening??? " my mother said she was getting upset.

I kept quiet and continued to eat my breakfast, after all what should I explain??? while I was gone last night because you were upset to see Kevin and Violet who kept cornered me like I was the third person among them. Hew

" Fanny !!! "

I looked up when Father called me this time.

" I was so sleepy last night and tired" my mother replied briefly.

" Sleepy? sure??? isn't it from yesterday that you were so enthusiastic about accompanying your brother Rendy and his wife dear??? "

" Eh . . that. . . Fanny. . later Fanny will meet Rendy's sister again "Reply answer me.

" Hmm. . No longer fighting with Kevin ??? "

I looked at my mother again after hearing her words.

" Dad. . Look tuh, mother from last night continues to tease me "answer me whining complain to father. Hoping to defend me, I ran out of words with mom from last night just keep talking about Kevin.

" Hahaha, your mother has been very eager for you to open your heart immediately back to the man who will be willing to marry you, son. Even if Kevin's your mother's choice, I think it's pretty good. Boy Kevin handsome, well established anyway. Who wouldn't want to make him a ghost "

" Haish. . Same father. Why do you guys really want me to leave this house??? "

" Hey hey. . Who said that, baby??? "

Ask my mother with surprise to hear my words.

" Eventually, Mother and father always encourage Fanny to open her heart and date immediately. Fanny is still. . Still traumatized, Fanny is afraid of repeating the bitter story in Fanny's past. Fanny is afraid that all men will never be able to really love Fanny for who she is, do you still not understand??? "

As if I was letting out uneg-uneg in my heart all this time, those who heard it fell silent staring at me without a word.

" Kid. . not all men will be as jerk as Ammar dear, do not obey your ego so. No good, how long will you keep your heart shut like that??? " Say my mother in a sad tone.

It's true that not all men will be the same as Ammar, but if they know I've done crazy things sex with Ammar and. . . Tristan. will they men really accept me for who I am??? I'm afraid they'll just come back to make me fall into the shackles of my past. I'm tired of that crazy thing. . . I'm tired. Everything will only hurt me in the end.