
One year passed. . .
It feels like just yesterday I had all my past memories slowly killing me. It seems, just yesterday I was like an undead does not mean to shut myself up to punish myself for all the regrets in my past.
And now. .huh, I feel like I'm reborn with my new world. The one I thought, I'll be humiliated and dumped. But the truth is, I am still surrounded by many people who love me and always support me until I rise again from the slump.
About Ammar??? hah, I've forgotten all her memories. Although. . yeah, not 100%. But right now I'm trying to get my heart back.
This afternoon, my school hours ended sooner than usual. I rushed out of the classroom until my front yard saw Tristan waiting for me from a distance. Without knowing before, he would come to pick me up. She smiled waving her hand at me. . I returned it with a smile anyway.
" hey, why didn't you tell me to pick up? Aren't you working? " greet him.
" I purposely comfort myself, hehe. .. I will take you somewhere "Answer with a smile while winking at me.
" Cih, what's up??? are you gonna take me to meet someone??? hahaha ciye. . . your boyfriend??? " I answered her.
" Oh, get in the car first. You'll find out when you get to the place "
" Okay. . .. . . Well, you are. . I wonder "my answer with a wry laugh while getting into the car which was then followed by Tristan.
There wasn't much we talked about in the car, because I saw Tristan as if he was agitated until the sweat on his forehead started to pour. I don't know what she's thinking right now, I want to get her mocked but before long she turns the steering wheel of her car into the parking lot of a famous restaurant.
After that Tristan and I got out of the car together, and Tristan threw her smile at me sweeter than usual. So that makes me a little clumsy. . I blushed shamefully made.
" Yuk. . . " Take him later.
" Hmm. . I think you're going to take me where, it turns out to be here. . said dong if you want to take me to dinner "answer me lethargicly.
Tristan just smiled in response to my nagging then pushed my back from behind to immediately go inside.
Arriving in the room, I looked around looking lonely. . . I wonder, I know this is an expensive restaurant. But the visitors why aren't there any????
" Yuk sat down" Tristan said again.
" Tristan, are you sure you want me to eat here??? this place is so quiet, is it closed or what the hell??? weird you know, just go home with "Answer me in a panic.
" Sstttt. . . Carry on, sit down first. This place I've booked, hehe " replied Tristan with a lowered face, it seems like he deliberately turned his eyes to not look at me.
What's wrong with her this time??? Ask me in my heart.
" Tristan, what. . . is there a. .something you're going to tell me??? " ask me starting to get clumsy. How not, it's just me and him. Inside such a large and magnificent room, this was an expensive restaurant. Is it not a waste of money??? I kept muttering in my heart.
" Fan, you can order any food and drink . Do not hesitate, eat as much as you are full. Hehe "ans reply ignored my earlier remark.
" Marcos. . . " I called her name firmly this time.
Back Tristan let out a long sigh then looked at my face slowly.
" Fanny, will you be my girlfriend??? "
Degh !!! I didn't hear wrong, did I??? Tristan. . Shoot me??? So what??? Finally, what I feared and avoided had arrived.
I stared at him silently, clenching my lips together. . It felt like swallowing my saliva just stuck in my throat.
" Tristan, I just got out of my deep slump. Did you forget that??? I'm still afraid of starting a relationship again "I'll interrupt.
" Fanny. ..plisss. . Don't let me down and keep waiting for you, I've been holding myself back for a long time not to reveal it to you. Because I don't want to be stamped as the guy who takes a chance in the narrowness "
" But Tristan, you're so good, so good, and I. . ah already, you deserve a woman more than me. Not a broken woman like me. . . " said I affirm.
" For me you are still the woman I love and want for a long time, even since the beginning of our meeting I have been interested in making you the mooring of my heart. plisss Fanny, make me your girlfriend. I won't demand much from you, just. . Would you give me a place as your lover??? You can still consider me a friend, you can still confide in me and make me a backup and escape from every problem and your distress, but please. . . Our friendship is bound in the relationship as a girlfriend huh ? "
Oh my god. . How is this??? what should I do now, why does she want me so badly to be her lover. . I'm ashamed, I feel bad about it. He was too good . . very good. But honestly, in my heart it has long begun to grow the seeds of love, but I still want to reject it, I fear this is only for a moment. But. . .
" Shya. . . " He called my name back with a gentle look.
" Tristan, you know we have different beliefs, right??? " Say me trying to divert.
" Do you feel uncomfortable dating someone with different beliefs than you??? " Task her with a prying expression.
" No no, that's not what I mean. But. . . "
Uuugh, I feel guilty. . .
" Then let's try to live it with the "pause relationship bond again by repeating the same request.
For a moment I was silent. . . trying to think, but my brain is in a dead end right now. Because it's too sudden, even though I thought this was going to happen. Hah . . My God.
I see Tristan so very hopeful that his efforts so far will produce beautiful results this time. Remembering all the kindness and effort helped me to rise from adversity, and to be honest. . . He was the one who always made me think firmly, to be honest, that the relationship that lived remotely with people who have cheated on us, does not rule out the possibility it will definitely repeat it again. . haha, I admit it's true.
Long silent, Tristan began to lower his gaze from my eyes. And slowly pulled his grip from my hand earlier. . .
I quickly held him back from getting out of my hands. He looked surprised looking at me. . .
I smiled, and nodded slowly at the sign I accepted her expression.
" Let's try it "Answer me with a smile.
Tristan was so excited with a big smile, making me laugh at her behavior.
" I'm so happy Fanny "
" Yes I know, your face is so red as a boiled crab. Haha "
" Ih justin, the important thing is I'm happy you're willing to accept me as a girlfriend "he said again with his face getting flushed.
I don't know if my decision was right or not. I've tried to avoid this feeling, but the more I ignore the stronger the vibration in my heart.
And. . Even if I knew, my father and mother would definitely oppose this if they found out. Because from the beginning, I've been criticizing me, reminding me not to go further than just a friend to Tristan.
Hah. . . Let this be a back business later. . . Seeing Tristan's smile so happy, I didn't want to let him down. He was a good man. . .
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