LOVE SLAVE
Eighty nine
The clock showed at 2pm, Ammar woke up with a wave.
" Hey, what's up Ammar??? " Task me in surprise to find it so.
" Haaah. . I've been asleep how long on your lap Fanny??? " Task her while twitching her nose shaft.
" You fell asleep so soundly, I couldn't bear to wake you up. So I leave it on for hours until you wake up by yourself "I said with a listless smile.
" Good God. . I'm sorry baby, it made you so alone even menamani me. Almost all night I could not sleep soundly and ended up looking after you all night for Fanny, I was really afraid waiting for the reaction of drugs that I bought expensive what would react effectively??? Thank goodness everything was as I expected. I have no harm in buying it. . " It was clear then.
" I'm sorry baby "I replied slowly.
" Why do you apologize so dear, it's okay "he said again.
" Ammar, are you really still loyal to me??? "
Ask me with a sad face
" Dear. . Why do you always repeat the same question to me??? I will always be faithful and love you forever "he said firmly.
" After your KKN activities start, can we still meet??? " ask me again.
" Mmh. . I don't promise dear, but I try to always tell you yes. I hope you don't ever think that I'm doing anything that long "
I was silent for a long time without a word, then nodded slowly.
" After this I have to go home Fanny, my KKN activities will start tomorrow. Then after that it will be more busy again, you take care of your health always yes. Do not always delay hunger, and breakfast. I will miss " said Ammar while hugging my body tightly. Then kiss my friendly lips. . . I repay.
Somehow I started to claustrophobic, I started to get scared, kissing her this time like Ammar was going to leave me for good.
Ammar took off his kiss from my lips, then I pulled his hand again. Looked at his face with clinging. . .
" Ammar, promise me you'll stay loyal and love me. Hehm??? promise me Ammar. . "I beg.
" Fanny, I promise. I promise you baby, don't worry you like this. . . Are you starting to doubt me??? " Task her in wonder.
I just stared at him silently. . Ammar hugged me back.
" Yes, I have to go home today, so that later in the afternoon I can still be present at the campus to be absent "
" All right, you be careful on the road. Don't forget to always tell me yes "My love by holding her in front of me.
Then I walked with him towards the front yard. The weight in this heart is not really playing. . .. . Just like when Ammar once betrayed me, this feeling of fear has attacked me at that time.
But. . ah, I hope this time it's just my fear. There's no way Ammar will ever betray me again, right??? after all this time, I've sacrificed everything for her.
My chest grew softer, the pain I felt after seeing him pass away disappeared from my sight.
*Ammar, be careful on the road. Keep always our love, I hope you will truly remain faithful. . .
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You know, it's been a month since the day I felt like a bad luck that would be a lesson for me and Ammar. We were so afraid to do it again.. . Even just talking about intimate matters via cell phone, I have never done again with Ammar every time we communicate by air.
But honestly, this is a little bit of a torture for me. . . For some reason, during that time I was like crazy and thirsty for touch that smells sensual. How often I avoid it with various activities. Hah. . It seems like Ammar has already punished my carelessness by ignoring him to no longer take anti-pregnancy pills before we got in touch. This makes me crazy. . . but is Ammar the same???
I. . I have to resist and fight this passion all, I thought to myself.
Until the phone I played from back to reply to Ammar's short message, came back ringing.
Early call. . .
** Hmm. . Why Din???
Sapaku when receiving an Early phone call.
**Fanny, come with me yuk. . .
Whereaa**???
Answer me in a lazy tone.
The gramedia. Comic stock is over I read all. . . want yes, yuk yuk yuk. . .
His ink with spoiled whining.
Are you sure it's me??? not afraid if Tristan ntar adjaan your heart more attention ma me??? hahaha.
Upz, what's wrong with me??? why did you suddenly say something like this??? Ouch Fanny. . .
Ha's? what the hell is the teacher. . starting flirty niye, are you sure you want her??? I've already started to back off. . . . overall, it will be complicated.
Answer this seriously.
Really??? Hahaha. . ribet can be an impressive storm, if you enjoy the flow.
Why the hell???
I started to tease him and got carried away.
Well, you know, again a sloppy mind huh??? Wow bad lu Fan. Hahaha the rare effect of being fond of ni yak? hahaha. . . Substantial. Huh. . I'm going to step back slowly. Tristan different beliefs ma I Fan, sure you want to try??? different flavors, Hahahahaha. . .
**Yeee Crazy lu Din, Not bad. . . What try, all this time I still have never dated a guy with different beliefs ma me. It will be complicated, uuukh. Ammar is in my heart forever. . .
Eh somplak, you vent???? not so-so dung to his gramedia??? let's cepetan get ready again I picked up**.
Click !!! The phone call ended.
Hmm. . I got carried back into my daydream, seemingly starting to find a suitable idea to fight my passion which is always passionate. I don't want to embarrass myself by doing something that. .. ah, I don't know. Just to satisfy my lust for the affectionate touch longing of Ammar.
It's better to start now I have to fill the time more often by reading, well. . . reading, can just read comics, read novels, read novels, read novels, reading books of poetry or history in the ancient kingdom will be able to divert my imagination, right, when I was in this crazy mood.
Hah. . This is arguably a coincidence or is God helping me through Early this time???
What is clear, I became excited again during the distance from Ammar I would not feel so crazy for missing him.
Then I hurried to prepare myself to immediately go downstairs waiting for an invitation from Dini. Mmh. . Should I dress up as a reader or nerd this time??? Haha. . .
