LOVE SLAVE

Eighty

I still cried sobbing in the bathroom, even though Ammar had calmed me down apologizing for what he did to me earlier. But I know, it's not just his fault. It is also my fault. .I am a fool who has been tempted by his madness.

All I fear this time is one, what if after this. . . I am pregnant??? or. .. God did not match me with Ammar later???

" Dear, don't cry anymore. . Your eyes are getting swollen. At least speak up, do not silence me this way. . . Are you sorry for giving your sanctity to me??? "

Hearing her words, I was sobbing more and more in tears.

" Ammar, what if I get pregnant after this??? " Tell me firmly.

" I'll take responsibility and marry you, but if you're worried you can take the medicine to prevent it "The proposal.

" You're Ammar's asshole. You're proposing me to take a pregnancy-preventing drug, do you want to??? did you dump me??? "

" No. . but. . . I. . . I just don't want us to get married in a hurry because of an accident so "His answer is doubtful.

" Then why did you force me to do it earlier huh??? " I'm getting upset about it.

" You're just mine a Fanny, I won't let you go again. I love you. . I promise, I won't leave you "

" Did you really mean it this time Ammar??? Don't leave me after everything you've done. . . I'm afraid you. . . You'll dump me after this "

" No, baby, I won't. Come finish your bath, I've ordered a replacement shirt "Say it while helping me get out of the bathtub.

I nodded according to Ammar, finished my bath and then stepped out of the bathroom. Feels sore and still hurts in my groin. . .

Ammar has prepared a replacement for me, in a hurry I wear it. I have the lyrics on my phone, it shows at 23:11 Wita.

Oh my god. . It's almost late at night. Somehow I explained to my father and mother later, while my eyes were still swollen and swollen like this.

I was ready to go home, Ammar held me back.

" Dear, tonight I'll drive you home and straight back to the hotel again. Tomorrow I'll pick you up again at home, accompany me all day. . . I still miss "Just hug me from behind.

" Alright. . Now take me home, it's almost late. Dad and mom must have been waiting for me in a panic "I said.

My steps are still going slowly, I endure the pain and discomfort. But I must hurry to go home soon . . .

Diving in the car, I just sat quietly without a word. Ammar continued to hold my hand gently and occasionally kissed it.

My mind seems empty somewhere and where, fear continues to haunt me considering the events at the hotel earlier. My lyrics Ammar so calm. . . is she not afraid at all if later I get pregnant??? Hah. . This is my first experience, I never knew anything about this. All this time I was dating just holding hands and kissing, nothing more. Without vulgar chat though. . .

Ammar stopped his car at a small pharmacy on the side of the road. I'm surprised, for what???

Ammar got out of the car without saying or asking me to come out.

I was still confused, before long when he had boarded the car again. With a bottle of mineral water and a tablet of medicine that I don't know what. . .

" Dear, take this medicine first "Speak it gently.

" What is this drug Ammar??? " ask me wonder.

" It's anti-pregnancy medicine, after this you don't have to worry and be afraid anymore "She whispered.

" Why did you buy so much??? Do you intend to have me consume it after this??? till when??? I don't like Ammar drugs. . . " Answer me upset.

I nodded slowly, and obeyed him to take the pill. Then Ammar returned to the car quickly because the night was getting late.

Arriving home, Ammar rushed down from the car to open the car door for me. Then he drove her to my porch. I looked at his face again. . .

" Ammar, you go first to the hotel. It's late, the night sky is still cloudy. The rain. . . " Say me in a faint voice.

" Good baby, arrive at the hotel I'll call you "She said with a kiss on my forehead.

I nodded slowly with a long breath. I don't think I want him to just leave after what we did, I want him to stay next to me and bury my fear.

Then Ammar turned to step towards his car, I pulled his hand again which was still holding my hand. Ammar turned to me in wonder. . .

" I love you Ammar "

She smiled gently at my words. . .

" I love you too baby, love you so much. Yes tomorrow I will pick you up again and accompany you all day "

Then Ammar passed away and disappeared behind the car door and drove away.

Slowly I stepped into the house, I looked around the room father and mother were no longer there. It seems they slept first.

Arriving at the room I immediately threw my body on the bed. I shed tears again. . .

God, what have I done??? I'm sorry. . I'm a despicable woman, unable to keep my chastity even though I did it with my fiancee, my future husband. . . do not separate us again after this Lord.

I was about to change my clothes, I looked at my face and my whole body stood in front of the mirror. There were a lot of traces of Ammar's kiss there, suddenly making my blood rustle back.

I heard my phone vibrate, startling me. I put on my clothes in a hurry, I reached out to see her, Ammar called me.

**Hello Ammar, have you arrived at the hotel???

Oh, baby, are you sleepy???

No, I'm just a little limp and tired**.

I said in a soft voice, I stretched my body on the bed which I unconsciously let out a sigh of exhaustion.

Honey, you. . Why are you sighing like that??? are you teasing me???

I was surprised to hear him say that.

**Ammar you. . . Are you harassing me now??? don't talk about it anymore. . You really embarrassed me.

Hahaha good, I'm just kidding. Don't be angry again, go to sleep after this. In order to quickly arrive in the morning, I've missed you again Fanny.

Ih you're dreadful Ammar, you son of a bitch. . Yeah you're sleeping too, I can't wait for the morning to arrive either. I also missed you**. . .

Click !!!

The phone call ended.

I stared at the ceiling of the room, with a long sigh. Hopefully this is the beginning of my new relationship with Ammar. I'll try to forget and keep my head down, bury in all Ammar's faults first and start early.