LOVE SLAVE

Thirty

" What's up, Fanny? Why are you surprised so? Until your eyeballs almost jumped like that. " Tanya Rendy frowned.

" Ammar sent a message." Answer me stammering

" why? Getting angry?" Ask Rendy again.

" That's ah, don't talk about it anymore, brother. Fanny said, Fanny wants us to be happy today. Okay, "

I put my phone back in my bag without replying to Ammar's message, today I don't want to argue with him anymore.

I deliberately hid my problems with Ammar on Rendy's sister, if she found out I'm sure after this my relationship with Ammar will really end. And I wasn't ready for it, as angry and as disappointed as I was this time with Ammar, I still loved him very much.

Rendy's sister started looking at me sharply, while Kevin just kept looking at my face nonstop. I felt like they wanted to interrogate me because of a grave mistake.

" Yuk ah, where are you going today, brother? It was noon. " Ask me again before they're really gonna interrogate me.

The clock shows at 2 p.m., the,

" How about if we go to the mall aja yuk, we peel out the game that is there. Come on Fanny, still good as before, don't ya fight big brother? Haha."

Said Rendy.

" Good Idea. Hm.. Brother started hanging out with Fanny huh, yuk cuss. " Answer me with spirit.

Kevin just nodded according, although I knew from his expression it seemed to hold a few questions for me.

On the way I was silent listening to the music played by Rendy's brother in the car, while Kevin also fell silent to enjoy it.

Silent...

Suddenly I realized with a song that had sounded daritadi.

This song was performed by Terry called You should have chosen me.

Arriving at this part, I somehow felt like I was intentionally offending me.

You ...

Should have chosen me

Who is more able to love you

Being next to you

You ...

Should have chosen me

Leave him, forget him

Come to me

Fuck !!!

Hearing this temple made my heart like a wound doused in salt water. Perih crossed the line until tightness I feel.

Oh my God, how is the fate of my relationship with Ammar after this?

You're still asking me to realize my mistake and apologize to you, Ammar, I'm disappointed in you.

Unknowingly I sobbed in the back seat, as Kevin turned to me. And Brother Rendy glanced at me from the direction of the little glass hanging over him.

" Haha.. Is this song so good that you cried so much Fan?" Said Rendy laughing at me.

Kevin interjected with a signal that Rendy's brother would not taunt me just yet. Then the silence back in the car we were silent without a sound.

I began to sink with my sobs, I was stupid even though Ammar always made me cry with pain, but I still could not stop loving him.

I don't know what's special about him, so it makes me crazy.

Bathin I continued to mutter, until we had unknowingly arrived at a large mall where I and Ammar had visited.

The sadness, the pain, the irritation, the anger and all the upset I had just disappeared. When brother Rendy asked me to duel with one of the hardest games in this mall.

I screamed excitedly as if I was in a war. Kevin who also came to play with us began to scream.

Every now and then Kevin invites me to a duel, alternating with Rendy's brother.

Me and Rendy's brother are back in the duel in one game, while Kevin is lost somewhere.

I don't give a shit.

While engrossed and my spirit against the game play brother Rendy, Kevin comes amid our excitement with a super large white cony doll.

I was surprised and glad I didn't play to see it. Until I unknowingly lost the game against brother Rendy.

" YESS !!! Fanny lost, wekkk.. " Ledek brother Rendy.

I don't care, my eyes just focus on the super-large Cony doll that Kevin hugged.

" Hm... Start to look at this, hmm. "said rendy mocked me again.

" Aah, brother Kevin. Funny, this is for Fanny, right? " Task me spoiled with confidence.

" That's good, who said it was for Fanny. This is for Kevin's brother to go back abroad." His answer turned his face away.

" Hahaha have pity. Hahaa nah loh nah loh will cry again deh entaran.. " Sister Rendy came back to tease me with a loose laugh.

I'm speechless. Clenching both my lips then stared intently at Kevin's face with a manyun face.

" I'm sorry, hahaha yes. This is for the princess of Fanny, deliberately choose this doll in accordance with the character of Fanny who is always cheerful, but do not be sad again ya babbel." Said Kevin while thrusting the doll in his embrace at me.

" Houph !!! Uuugh is really heavy Kevin, yeay.. Thank you very much, good brother. " I said as I gasped for breath hugging a doll from Kevin and then kissed it.

" Well, nothing else?" ask kevin again.

" uh... Don't ngarep lu Vin, your aje mode. Haha.. " Sir Rendy who then grabbed Kevin's neck and they wrestled each other like a child.

I laughed cheerfully at them.

At the very least, I can take off a moment of my pain on Ammar.

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Arriving late in the afternoon, we were already quite tired while sipping a cold drink in each of our hands. We walked around for a while.

Then decide to continue going somewhere following the invitation of Rendy's brother who went where.

During the trip Rendy did not answer me ask where we were going after this, she just smiled gently at me.

Realizing the road we were on, it seemed like I was beginning to realize where we were going.

Arriving at the location, Brother Rendy asked me.

" Do you remember this place, Fanny? Hayo.. Still remember no? "

I nodded slowly with teary eyes in response.

" This is where we used to put out our burdens, anger, pain and resentment when you were Junior High. Hahaha, you always bring me here whenever you're mad at om and auntie, and vice versa with me. And lastly you brought me here because of the pain of breaking up with your loved ones in high school."

I began to shed tears remembering everything Rendy said to me. How long I have never visited this place.

The atmosphere of the beach is quite quiet, where only the sound of a big wave whipping over the rocks in the middle of the sea, with fine white sand stretched out along the edge of the beach.

I breathed in the air this afternoon, with the smell of the beach a little rancid but not the slightest smell made us feel nauseous. It was as if they welcomed our arrival warmly and happily.

I stepped towards the coast and stood on fine grains of sand above it. I re-imagine always making this place my hiding place with Rendy's brother to take off everything and tired us.

And in this place still detected a little signal. So there is no need to be afraid not to be able to take calls if someone gets lost here.

" It's beautiful yes, it's very quiet and peaceful this place."

I opened my eyes as soon as I heard Kevin's voice standing beside me.

" Eh where's Rendy's sister? " Task me looking around.

" Turn back to the car again, the phone missed. He said he also wanted to take some snacks and drinks that he bought earlier in the mall. Wow it looks like we will have a picnic here, the intention is really he tuh. Haha." Kevin replied laughing.

That's not Kevin.. But it seems like Rendy's brother deliberately invited me to visit this place again, because only here can you remove all the burdens of my mind.

I know, brother Rendy deliberately pretended not to know that I was in a heart that was not careless mode.

My heart is in my heart.