LOVE SLAVE

#100

Today is sunday. It's been three days since my mother slapped me, the atmosphere at home became more tense, making me feel awkward and clumsy to be in my own house, not as usual.

I know, all this is indeed impressed my fault that is too close and often give permission to Tristan to visit the house while Ammar lost news. I've been influenced by Tristan's advice that always asks me to brace myself out of my circle of weakness, but it's my heart that finally makes me look so stupid. But you know, on the other hand.. . I don't want to disappoint a father and mother who are so hopeful and view an Ammar is the best match for me from all aspects of life.

Hah. . how could it not be, I would rent out their hopes so great. .. If only I exposed everything that happened.

Until the clock showed at 10 am, I just stayed in the room after breakfast this morning. I was so afraid to go out on holidays like this, my mom and dad were limiting it.

Ah. . . This is really boring on holidays all my activities should be held back this way when I want to entertain myself from all the problems lately. I want out of the house, aaaaaaaaaarght. . . !!!

Tok tok. . .

There was a knock on the door that shocked me when I was just starting to go back and forth in the room.

" Fanny, come out for a second. There's a guest son, come down "

A mother's voice came from outside, but whose guest? why do I have to come down??? and from mom's voice, it doesn't seem like she's mad at me anymore. Ah pleased. . .

Then I rushed to open the door I saw that mother had gone down the stairs I was chasing her, but ibi had already reached the bottom room.

Day. . .

How I was so surprised but also happy, to see Ammar standing in the living room with his father and mother. My steps stopped for a moment, which had only half run hastily down the stairs. Upon seeing me already standing under the stairs, Ammar approached me suddenly hugging me tightly. I was astonished to find him acting so. . .

" I miss you so much, thank God you're okay "She whispered.

I. . I don't know what to answer, it's just. . aware that Ammar hugged me in front of his father and mother I let go of his arms by force.

" You. . . In here??? " Ask me doubtfully, as if this were a dream. . .

" It's me baby, it's not a dream. Why don't you believe I'm here, in front of you. . "answer her in amazement.

I still don't know what to answer, and behave how to see it that has disappeared without news for two months then suddenly come home without even calling me first.

" Ammar, sit down first, son, let auntie make you drink and snack. So you can have a better conversation together "Say mom interjected.

" Aunty, um. . Can Ammar take Fanny out for a minute??? " ammar replied, approaching my mother and father again.

" You just arrived, son. . . aren't you tired??? " say my father later. Then I held back my father who said so, as if he understood.

" Aunty knows, you are facing a complicated problem right now.It is natural in a long-established relationship what else your relationship runs a considerable distance from each other. Go, if you want to finish "Say my mother let me. I was still standing watching this all I felt was still a dream.

" aunty. . thanks a lot already understand us "Ammar replied with a soft verse.

" We were also once young like you, but. . om ask for one thing, whatever the problem between you. . . Don't think about giving up on any of you. Think carefully, om believe in you Ammar "I replied, adding.

" Aunty too, really hope you will be husband and wife later "Say mother then who was answered nod by Ammar.

Without waiting for cue, without giving me the opportunity to just tidy up or change my clothes that I wear today, so minimal. Because just relax in the room. . . Ammar immediately pulled my hand, grasped it, walked in his footsteps towards the car in the yard.

Aware of this, I followed it without a word.

Arriving in the car Ammar immediately drove it quickly.

In the middle of the journey, I returned petrified without starting the conversation first. While Ammar continued to drive his car that did not know where I did not know, it's just that the car in his vehicle continued to go quickly. And I seem to have come to my senses after half our journey from where it was going.

Ammar stopped his car when he arrived at a place he might have planned on purpose. Well. . This is by the beach, which is. . . This is my escape with Rendy's brother, this is, and in this place also the beginning of Ammar introduced me to milkatu that makes me so fond of his body.

" Fanny, are you angry??? " His question started the sound first.

Heh, angry??? silly question. Exactly I'd rather shred your whole body this second Ammar.

I was still silent by turning my face away from him. Ammar fell silent then repeated his question. . .

" Dear, are you mad at me??? answer it. .. Don't blow your face "

I still don't budge, silent without a word. Then slowly Ammar pulled my chin to be turned on his face. . .

" Fanny, I miss "he said back, and slowly brought her face closer to me as I stared at her sharply full of anger. I know, she was about to kiss me. I dodged her quickly, turning my face away from her. He was silent. . .

" You satisfied Ammar??? " Tanya I ventured with all my strength to speak up.

" What do you mean, baby??? "

" You. . Are you really deliberately ignoring me for two months huh??? What the hell are you doing? are you now aware of your status as my fiancee??? or do you just remember me??? "

Huh, I feel like squeezing her flat-looking face without feeling guilty returning this look of my eyes.

He slowly touched my hand and held it gently.

" Fanny, I'm sorry. .. I. . I deliberately ignored my phone, because I wanted to focus on composing my thesis dear. but do you know how hard it is for me to hold back my longing for you, baby. . . " His reply then gently touched my cheek.

You lied to Ammar if you ignored your phone, how many times I tried to call you but your calls have been busy since you last came to see me.

Day. . .

Cup !!!

Ammar kissed my lips in the midst of my daydreams that thought too deeply to recall, scraping back. . . How I always tried to call him, what he said deliberately ignored his phone. But in fact. . His calls are always busy at certain hours.

" I miss you so much "he said then by pulling my body and bringing her face closer to me, I thrashed her body away. He seemed to be very surprised by my cold attitude.

" Ammar, you. . . You are outrageous. For two months you ignored me without any news, now you are suddenly present and this is how you want??? You're such a savage "Reply me with anger that I can no longer stand.

" Dear, honey. . plisss don't do this, don't you love me anymore??? ok ok, I was wrong I ignored you. Didn't I tell you before, I will be very busy after KKN takes place. I began to compile the thesis with focus, because I. . . I want to stay in my predicate Fanny, I want to graduate with the best grades. For the sake of my future, our future will also be. I was willing to hold back the half-dead longing of you dear "Obviously Ammar reassured me without pause which then forced back my body and in his embrace tightly.

I fell silent in his arms with opposite thoughts.

Honestly, I'm happy to see him present looking fine. And being in her arms like this, ah. . instantly made my blood rustle violently. But on the other hand. . . I really want to abuse her as much as my heart. Although I began to subside from my anger, recalling his words that were fighting for our future. . ah, I.