LOVE SLAVE

Seven

For two days Farel ignored my messages and phone calls to her, and I became increasingly uneasy and curious.

A gift, a gift that might make me cry. hah. . Come on Farel. What do you mean it. . .

With various threats and all my promises in the end made Farel call me. I received his phone call in a hurry in the room, I had already prepared the heart and mind of what he was going to say.

Aunty. . Hehe, can't wait??? quiet calm bi. . This is ready on the way to HP aunty. But I promise you I won't be angry and crying.

I'm still silent for a moment. Bad thing??? ah how would I know if I didn't say what Farel said.

Ok aunt promise. But how serious does Rel seem? Is this about Mr Ammar???

I'm still asking Farel about this.

Bi. . Promise. After this I hope that aunt will be stronger and mature again, hopefully this gift that Farel sent makes aunt's heart think again with all that has happened, pardon Farel Bi. . .

Beep beep beep. . .

Farel turned off the phone later.

Habit, always turn off the phone first. Though I haven't finished talking, huhft. I'm annoyed at being made, then why did Farel apologize to me???

Ahead of 1 minute later, Farel sent me a voice recording via a short message.

I started shaking to open it, what is this voice recording??? Don't don't. . .

I put the Handset in my ear, I turned it with a louder volume so I could hear it with focus.

* **Nayla, you are so beautiful huh. would you not be my girl???

* Ih you're better, just now know, we've only met twice just like him. . . You've shot me that, you playboy huh? hehe *

* No Nay, I'm serious. At the beginning of Andi introducing us, I was no longer able to turn my eyes away from you. You are very beautiful and mature *

* Profidentin dong if you really want me to be your girlfriend, do not talk on hape doang*

* Okay, how about this week I visit your house again, I happen to have plans to go to Andi's house *

* Really??? actually I like you too, take me for a walk dong to your city. Introduce me to your parents *

* ok baby, this week yes I pick you up. or you come with Andi to my city, later I pick you up at Andi's boarding house. we go for a walk and I introduce you to both my parents *

* aaaah really yes, promise dear??? *

* Yes, baby, I promise. I love you Nayla*

* i love you too, Ammar**

Prakkk !!!

My phone just fell to the floor in my room, my heart. . I don't know how my heart is this second. I don't even know, is my heart still beating??? why it hurts so much when I breathe.

Am I going to die soon??? why so dizzy is my head? all over my body trembled weakly, then I sat on the edge of my bed.

What is this. . .their conversation, Am. . . mar. . and. . . Nay. . .la. . . . me. . reka. . so over the last few weeks I realized Ammar had changed, it was because. . . Haha. What is this joke??? can I laugh out loud with a little scream??? hahahaa hahahhaha this. . .this is very funny. It's all impossible, I know this recording. . .not the voices of Ammar and Nayla. . . I know their voices on the phone.

I tried to reach back to my phone lying on the floor just like that.

Youknow. How is my heart right now, when my hearing believes that the conversation is the voice of Ammar and Nayla. . . Since when did they. . . relate behind me, Since when do they always make out so, though I refuse to believe it, why keep flowing for a while.

Hey. . come on. . . Stop. . . I said stop crying. . . stupid !!!

I kept cursing myself in my heart. I don't know where to start and what to end it like.

Oh my god. . Why??? why in an instant you turned all my happiness into a great stab stoning my heart, my bath felt torn apart by God. . .

I cried sobbing covering my face with both hands, I was still sitting on the edge of the bed. I want to be angry, very angry. But I was unable to move even a little from this position, I wanted to go on a rampage, but my body instantly squeezed.

I want to curse, I want to rebel, I want. .. I want. .. aaaaaaaaaarght. . . why??? whyyy??? Hikst. . . Huwwaaaaaa. . My tears really broke. With all my might I held back my sobs, I didn't want my father and mother to know this. They already liked Ammar very much, and blessed our relationship. . .

Ammar. . . you. . . why so. . . you. . . You asshole !!!

It was as if Ammar heard the sound of my heart's cry. My phone rang, Ammar called. . .

Hello baby, what else??? busy right???

Ammar's voice was as usual, as if nothing had ever happened.

Ah. . No, it just so happens.

I answered him in a soft voice.

Honey, why is your voice a little stingy??? Are you crying??? Who made you cry today???

You're Ammar. You. . . You're the one who makes me cry like this, you're great at acting.

I put him in my heart

Ah no, I'm not crying? just a little flu.

Answer me as it is.

Oh my dear, don't get sick. Get some medicine, we'll meet soon. I'm impatient. . .

Fuck you Ammar. Cih. . Can't wait to see Nayla right away, right? Which you mean it. . Really, you are so ********. Apparently you want to play the role of a figure once paddled two three islands you exceeded.

Yes, don't worry. I will definitely take medicine, yes I have stayed a while huh. My head is a little dizzy today, bye. . .

Well, my dear, quickly recover as usual. I love you Fanny . . miss you, mmmuach.

Beep beep beep. . .

I ended the phone call without replying with a friendly word as usual. I had no more energy. . . I couldn't contain all this anger.

Whyyy??? whyyy??? What was I lacking all this time, huh??? have we not promised each other, to be faithful to each other. Even though our relationship is intertwined with long distance, can't you really be loyal to me Ammar???

This. . . It's only been 3 months running our relationship, but you. . . You've dared to cheat behind my back, with Nayla. . Farel's cousin.

You. . . men are brainless !!!

No cessation my heart continues to curse Ammar, curse him with various oaths, but finally. . . I still cry weak. . . Is it okay, right??? I. . I'm a normal woman. . . Isn't it natural for every woman in the world to happen???