
" Woey !!! Help dong. "
I saw Rendy's brother in the midst of carrying a few snacks and drinks in his hand until they fell on the sand.
Kevin and I laughed at him.
"Hahaha gosh. Let's see how silly your sister's behavior is Fanny, not much different from you. That's why I can't believe you're just cousins. I thought it was a sibling from so much like your nature. " Say Kevin.
" Maybe because from childhood we've been together a lot. Ahaha.." Answer me.
Then we walked together to approach Rendy's brother who had begun to mengedumel not because of daritadi.
We sat three of us some distance away from the shore, so as not to be wet by the seawater back and forth soaking up the sand.
Each of us has been barefoot to enjoy the fine grains of sand on this beach.
Unfortunately, in this place can not enjoy the sun sinking which is always much in search to capture the moment with a partner.
Because this is not a place to date, I consider this beach a secret place for me and Rendy. Not many people know this beautiful place.
" Vin, what do you think of this place? " Tanya Rendy broke the silence between us.
" Be calm and peaceful, it always deserves to be your escape. " After Kevin smiled with a straight look forward, as if down the middle of the ocean.
" Ah, you son of a bitch. Simple but deadly answer because it is in accordance with the facts. Haha, "Answer Rendy then.
In this place, I was again speechless staring in the murmur of the waves that hit the hard rocks in the middle of the ocean. My mind is empty.
Sometimes I think of Ammar, the man I love right now.
What is he doing right now, is he thinking about me too? Suddenly so long again, as if forgetting the moment that makes the heart and relationship neglected is Ammar himself, who is always planless and never defended me as his girlfriend.
Last time I went to this place with Rendy's sister, because I broke up with my boy in high school. She's having an affair with my own best friend, sick isn't she? And then it repeats itself.
" Fanny, are you okay? " Task Rendy, wake me up from the daydream.
" I'm fine, brother. Just a little claustrophobic, considering how I last ran here and then followed by my brother on a motorcycle at that time. " I answered with a sluggish look.
" Nothing has changed from this place, despite how many years have passed we are no longer approaching this place." Rendy's sister was swept away in her daydream.
" Who seems to be the only me who has no memories in this place huh? So Iri's.. " Say Kevin interjected in the middle of our chat.
" Hahaha, from now on, brother Kevin follow me for memories on this beach." Answer me while putting my mini bag just on the sand, then walk half run towards the beach.
I played around with my feet touching the seawater soaking in the sand grains, as if I asked her to joke around with each other and chase.
On the other side..
" Brow, I love Fanny, my only sister. He's a person who is always cheerful, all this time he still has never directly complained to me anyone who makes him heartbroken, so far, in fact, he always tried to keep the people around him happy and laughed at his silly behavior, he always looked like a child and was very spoiled, but actually he is mature and patient as well as independent. As hard as he hid the pain in his heart today, I can still see from the look of his tiny face. He's a broken heart to someone. "
" Yes, I understand your feelings Rend. Your sister is a strong and smart girl to hide her feelings, not all girls can seem like. And I'm sure, the one who told your sister was very lucky.
Um.. Rend, can I carve out a memory of this place with your sister, Fanny?"
" Hahaha is the basis of your mode, yes, sana gih samperin him. I want to see how good you made my sister laugh today. "
" You abstain me Rend, Wah badly you. But, thank you. You are my best friend plus my sister-in-law's good candidate."
" Cih, who would want to give you a sister-in-law. There you went to my sister, "
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I still play with the sea water that soaks my feet.
Then I carved the name Ammar beautifully on the empty, slightly wet sand. Kevin came up to me and stood staring at the carving of Ammar's name that I wrote beautifully.
" Fanny's. Do you love her so much???" Ask her later.
I just smiled in response, then re-carved Ammar's name as beautiful as possible on the sand earlier.
" Fanny, replied brother dong. " Push Kevin to repeat the question again.
I stopped carving my hand on the sand and then stood facing it.
" For the moment I do love her sister, love her very much. I don't know tomorrow or the future. It all depends on how he behaves and takes this relationship seriously, can he continue to make me his top priority over other girls or anyone else, except his parents. " I answered with a sluggish look.
" Mh, I don't know, brother. Because what I feel right now, it still doesn't seem like. Because we've only been dating for about 10 or 11 months. "
" Fanny, that's a pretty long time for you guys if it's serious. Even if you are really serious and love each other from the beginning, it should be able to make the priority of each of the two sides, right? "
As if Kevin's answer stabbed hard at my heart, I fell silent and realized and recalled how from the beginning Ammar had betrayed me with Nayla.
" Fanny's. Brother Kevin sure, there are guys out there who are in line to be your girlfriend a lot. And your age is quite young, do not spend your time just to love one man, who may never even love you. Do not always easily melt and be provoked death seduction of a man. Upz, I'm sorry if Kevin's brother interfered and poisoned your mind, but you're so pretty and fashionable. Brother sure you're a smart girl too, so don't get drawn into the stupidity of love huh. "
I was stunned again, hearing Kevin's long words praising and advising me..
Have I been stupid all this time? Am I a weak girl to Ammar?
So that he always hurt my heart,
have I been so focused on loving her all this time?
Until I was completely enslaved by her love.
" Fanny, I'm sorry Kevin. Kevin didn't mean to..."
" Gapapa kok Kak, thank you very much already care with Fanny. How's your own brother, by the way? Have a girl yet? Hayo, Fanny noticed my sister's phone is always noisy every second. Haha.. " I tried to divert the conversation and didn't want to continue to talk about my stupidity about Ammar anymore.
" Ehm, girl? Haha, does anyone want to be the same Kevin Fan? " Say back while looking me in the eye.
I was clumsy to make, I looked at her face from the look in her eyes. He smiled at me.
" Ehm, it seems like there is one girl who has made my sister feel comfortable and always cheerful, but dear... All late. "
" Geez, how could you? Wah severe. I am sorry, brother. " I responded with his taunting so that Kevin would no longer be swept away in the sadness on his face at this moment.
" Cih, what the hell is this boy, yelled at ya. Fucking kid.. " Kevin's replying to my taunts.
Then he engraved a word that I thought was the name of someone he liked.
'C A N T I K'
I read it by mentioning one by one of the letters he carved.
" sister, wah.. It is so beautiful to carve this name. Is this the name of the girl you like? " Ask me, looking at Kevin's hand carving on the sand.
It's beautiful to look at, though,
Kevin smiled and responded.
" yes, she's beautiful. And that beautiful you are Fan."
I looked around, looking at Kevin.
" Mak, you mean brother? The girl you like right now, a a, me? " I was surprised at how awkward, clumsy and misbehaving became one.
Kevin kept looking at me for a long time, my heart was starting not to hit the drum with a noise I heard.
The dug dug dug...
Then Kevin pinched my nose hard.
" but.. Bohoong, huh... " He ran after pinching my nose hard.
" Iiih. Brother Kevin, sick tau. Look out, Fanny will reply. ". I ran after him when he ran first.
" Try if you can, but brother is much taller than the tiny body of Fanny loh, hahaha boncel boy. Let's go after brother here... " As Kevin continued to run, he continued to tease me, sometimes I laughed off the making.
Sometimes he also pouts.
Making me forget, behind there was Rendy's sister who watched our jokes with a satisfied smile, then secretly photographed us who were joking and chasing.
Bathin...
Brother rendy, Kevin, thank you...
You have comforted me, forgotten for a moment the pain in my heart.