LOVE SLAVE

#148

Late at night, I didn't want to get out of my daydream on the front porch. Remembering what's been going on all day makes me not want to think and do anything else again.

" Dear, aren't you sleepy yet??? " Task mom as she approaches me sitting on the porch.

" Not yet mother, um if you sleepy just sleep first. Let Fanny lock the door ". Answer me in a flat tone.

" Kid. . . Are you. . . Are there any serious problems??? "

Ask mom again. And I just fell silent with my face down.

" A fight with Kevin again??? or. . . again kangen heavy??? "

" yeah, mother. What the hell, it has nothing to do with Kevin ". Answer me with a lethargic face.

" And then??? "

" Mother, a few weeks ago when Kevin and I went to town A we accidentally met again with. . . Ammar, worse yet he was Kevin's client at the time ".

" you guys reunited with that jerk, why did you just tell Mother Nak??? "

" Is it important to tell your mom??? because there he. . . was beaten up by brother Rendy and also Kevin "

" They're smart kids. Mother satisfied with the horror ". Answer my mother grinning.

" And you know, this afternoon. . Unexpectedly Ammar came to the campus to meet Fanny ".

I began to tell him what happened between me and Ammar and how Ammar forced me to take it back. I started crying sobbing. Mom came over and hugged my body warmly.

" Do you still love Ammar son??? "

I turned my head sharply to my mother, and shook my head quickly.

" no. Not mother "

" What made you cry tonight??? "

" I don't know why, everything he threw at me just now feels so painful to hit Fanny's heart. The more he forces Fanny to take it back, the more hurt she gets to hear what she says ". I cried even more in my mother's arms.

" Because you still keep intact the bitter memories of your past with her, try to slowly let go as time goes by, son. Do not always lose your trauma, you understand what you feel now. Because you were once in your position. . . From now on, try to think carefully and focus on your future. There's Kevin there, who's always sincerely loving and accepting all your flaws son ".

I was silent, I didn't know what else to give to my mother. This cry and tightness in my chest seemed to lock my lips to say again.

Then my mother asked me to go to sleep immediately, I was tired, I felt that my energy was drained just by crying.

Arriving at the room, I had already spread my body wrapped in a blanket. I set the AC temperature in my room as comfortable as possible, suddenly my phone vibrated. It already shows early hours. . .

My sweet boy calling. . .

With a forced smile I received her phone call.

** **Hello

Baby??? sorry just called you. Have you slept??? it's just early morning. Sorry to bother you, I've been so busy all day. Not even had time to pick up the return of papa and mama.

Heem. . . gapapa Kevin. I also understood, I was just about to go to sleep but my eyes were not sleepy yet.

Fanny. . .your voice. . .a little bit of a cry, did you cry baby??? what was??? are you mad at me**???

I was silent for a moment. Trying to normalize my voice. . .

**No. . . I'm just a little strep like him, so my throat is not good.

Fanny**. . .

Her call softly sounded in the ears.

**Yaa. . Why Vin???

Are you really all right??? I have something to talk seriously about with you. But. .. If you're not feeling well, later. I don't want to burden you**.

Degh. . . what does he mean burden me??? why does he sound so serious???

What's up Kevin??? speak up, I'll listen to you.

**Kevin, speak up. . .

Are you really willing to be my wife, Fanny??? Do you really love me and are ready to accept my shortcomings and my family**???

I took a deep breath before answering, I assured my heart back. . If I am willing to be his wife??? If you think repeatedly which woman is able to reject the perfect figure of a Kevin???

He loves me too, right???

**Do you still have doubts about me Kevin??? didn't I give you certainty ???

I need your answer once again Fanny, are you really willing**???

**yes. I want to be your wife, I accept all your flaws and your family. Right now all I love is you Kevin, nothing else. Even I'm falling more and more in love with you. . I'm afraid of losing you, and I'm afraid you'll leave me. . .

Thank you dear, I am finally relieved to hear all that from you firmly. I promise to always be faithful to our love, ah no no no. I'm afraid to deny it, but I'll try my best to keep you and our love relationship**.

I can't see his expression right now, but I can imagine that he's really happy to hear my answer this time.

Kevin, I miss you. When are you going back to Indonesia???

Ask to divert

**Did you really miss your adorable sweetheart that much, dear??? Do you really want me to go back to Indonesia???

start by writing**.

Hahahaha good, I will grant your wish. Tomorrow afternoon I will fly to Indonesia and every second of course I will always be near you.

**really???

I am happy to hear that I will be returning to Indonesia soon. Aaaarght. .. I can't wait.

Hemm. . . Do you want to pick me up at the airport???

Want to. . . I will definitely pick you up**.

**If so, now you're sleeping. Sleep well and dream of me. . .

. . I'm going to sleep anyway, I'm a little sleepy.

Yes already, do not forget to use a blanket set the temperature of the AC as comfortable as possible so that the flu or illness tomorrow will meet me.

I love you my future wife**. . .

I smiled shyly for a moment to hear him call me his future wife again.

There is happiness in my own heart. . So it feels like jumping up to the clouds.

I**love you too my future husband.

Whaties??? try to repeat again??? I want to hear it once again, Fanny.

ohh tauk ah I turned off the phone, bye. . morale today. Mmuach**

Click !!!

Instantly I turned off the phone, ah. . . making me cold hot. what do you try??? he asked me to repeat my words. . .

My wife-to-be. . .

my husband's candidate. . .

Aaaakh. . I will definitely go crazy after this. Aaaarrhttt. . .

I just kept nibbling at my blanket that was covering my chest.

I covered my face with a pillow, I smiled at myself and was ashamed of myself.

Kevin. . .