LOVE SLAVE

Ninety-one

For two months now, Ammar and I have only been in touch through phone calls and text messages. In fact, it has started to decrease. . probably because Ammar is so busy. It's okay, sometimes I keep texting him. Giving him the time and opportunity to be more passionate and serious in his activities, I also want to see him succeed later.

But honestly, the feeling of fear sometimes still seduces me into thinking negatively when Ammar ignores my phone calls even reading my messages takes days. I don't want to be weak in my fear. . . I brushed it off with a lot of silliness I did.

My teaching activities and my hobby that began to like reading, did not also succeed in helping me to stop thinking negatively about Ammar.

I began to be confused, what should I do to dampen all the anger and thoughts that always bother me??? I miss Ammar so much, miss his voice, miss his eyes, his scent, and.

I tried calling Dini to ask her to hang out at the cafe. But Dini was busy to just reject me, aaaarght. . I threw my body on the bed. The crazier it feels, if I have to keep holding all this on my own. It feels like wanting to curse Ammar, as busy as it is that he ignored me like this? but I'm afraid that forcing myself will disturb him.

Hah, it's been. I'd better just go out, to cheer myself up.

I ordered a taxi first to take me away, then I rushed to tidy up with a little polish on my face and simple clothes today and then went downstairs to wait for the taxi to arrive.

The destination this afternoon is a park. Looks like it will be quite entertaining for me, after arriving at a park. I see a lot of people passing by here. Almost all in pairs, sometimes I see someone who is busy making out and joking with his partner.

Ah. . . made me miss Ammar even more. I continued to walk leisurely looking around, right and left. . . until a familiar voice in the ear from the front stopped me.

" Hey, Fanny. . . Are you here too??? "

Well. . how surprised I was, when I saw the figure of the man who greeted me was Tristan and the three men beside him looked at me with a flirtatious smile.

" Oh hi, Tristan. You. . . um, yes I was walking around in the afternoon "I answered clumsily, occasionally looking at the man with Tristan.

" Only alone??? Your fiance??? " Tanya Tristan later.

" Mmh. . He's still busy with his KKN activities, what are you doing here??? "

" Oh I had a little bit of work earlier and all the way around for a while relieving my fatigue "His speech with a friendly smile.

" Eh yes knowin, these are my coworkers " Say again.

" Hello . . I. . . Fanny "answer I introduce myself.

" Hi, I'm Ega. Hello, I'm Tomy, Hi girls I'm Gilang "Why they introduce themselves alternately.

I smiled then as I slightly lowered my face to accept their introduction with pleasure.

Then I saw Tristan as if he was giving the code to the others to leave Tristan alone in front of me. Because after that they immediately say goodbye to go first.

I began to be awkward, because now only Tristan alone stand in front of me with a wrong attitude.

" Ah uh . . emh. . . bo. . . . leh right I . . accompany. . . .mu. . . Fanny??? " he said with a stuttering voice. Makes me laugh. . .

" Hahaha what the hell, so stuttering that way. Usual dong "

" Haha. .gapapa, relax. This time I allow it, it happens that it is again for me and I need friends. I was busy so I had to be alone "Obviously.

Then I stepped back to walk past Tristan who was still standing before me clumsily, I was about to head towards an empty chair in front of me. Then Tristan slowly followed behind me. . .

Unknowingly we sat down together, we looked at each other because it was shocking. Spontaneously I slightly moved away from her a few hands only.

" I'm sorry fan " said Tristan.

I just smiled at him without a word.

" Have you been engaged to Fan for a long time??? Eh sorry before "Talk her doubtfully.

" mmh. . . long enough for me, about 3 years more. What is??? "

" Wow, you must be a couple who love each other. Why not get married if it's been that long??? " his question then made me look at him for a moment.

" Are you starting to want to know a lot about me, huh??? " Ask me with a sharp look.

" Eh no no. . . I. . I just, just ask. Sorry, I won't ask you again "

" Hahaha my god, you're this. Why are you so scared every time I throw a question back at you, Tristan??? am I really that creepy??? "

" No, not so Fanny. I'm just. . . I'm afraid you'll be uncomfortable if I ask too many questions about you "

" Do you have Tristan's show??? " This time I started to wonder. Why is it that every time I meet her, she's always with her boyfriend. Haha, there's no way he's Gay. . .

" I. . I still don't want to date a Fan woman "His reply was resolute.

" why is that??? wah. . Don't-don't. . . You. . Are you a Gay??? "

" Hey, you're really insulting me. Do I look like that??? I'm a normal guy who knows "Answer in an annoyed tone.

" Hahaha sory, I was just kidding. Some of you said you didn't want to date a woman. . So I thought you only liked a man "This time I really laughed.

" Haha, gosh. It turns out that you are humorous as well yes, your fiancee must always be happy when with you "Hearing her words, making me stop my laughter. Whether this is a compliment or a seduction. . I'm just starting to fear he'll misunderstand.

" Did you really judge me a woman who was judes and fierce??? That's not my attitude. It's just that, I maintain the attitude to avoid various misunderstandings later. Although my fiancee is far away, but at least I take care of myself is also not wrong, right??? "

" Well . .you are a very loyal woman and you can talk a lot too, hehe. Must be far away from you make your fiance always misses to see you. btw, thanks for letting me accompany you this afternoon.and most importantly this time, right now, you are no longer ignorant and fierce to me "

For some reason, hearing his words. . . made me return a moody expression. Tight in the chest, because in fact. . Ammar still hasn't notified me again lately.