LOVE SLAVE

Eighteen

Arriving at the room, I closed and locked the door tightly. I threw my body on the bed, long I closed my eyes with tears that flowed back by itself.

Back in my ears was the voice of Ammar. Speech every speech, his behavior on campus, until finally imagined back when making out with him in the room.

This lip reflex smiled, then laughed forcefully. I'm laughing at myself right now.

How I look so stupid, so stupid with the ease of believing just like that, even considering what we've done, making out across the line I want to throw up. I feel disgusted at myself !!!

Huh, why do I feel so long tonight?Quickly ended. In order for all my heart's fatigue at this time, it ends anyway.

My lyrics to the clock on the wall already show 00.00 Wita. I still couldn't close my eyes properly, drowning my mind with a deep dream.

I tried to get up and walk to the window and open it, standing on the top porch in front of the room. I turned my face up, I looked up at the night ceiling. Even thousands of invisible stars shone, the sky looked so dark. Only the lights on these urban streets slightly adorned the sky.

Is it cloudy tonight? Why don't even flickering stars decorate the night sky?

Ask me in my heart.

It's like they're staying away from me tonight.

And it's true..

The rain began to fall one by one. I raise my hand to catch every speck of rain that falls from the sky.

Cold, cold to the point of piercing my bones. It's getting lara in my heart, oh my god.. Why does this rain fall when my heart is broken. This is not fair !!!

Pov Ammar's

In a luxury hotel, Ammar entered a room that had been booked to stay tonight.

Arriving in the room, he beat the wall without stopping until blood began to seep out of the bones of his fingers.

Fanny, please trust me. Why are you being so selfish, I just asked you to give me a little time to think about how to break up from Nayla's grasp and keep teasing me. And honestly, I can't help myself.

Nayla's face, her mature attitude, her words, her eyes, her way of thinking, and everything. Everything Nayla has reminds me of my ex Eliez.

The woman I once loved was half dead, yet she just left me for no apparent reason.

For so long I closed my heart not to love a woman anymore. Until I finally met you Fanny.

Your attitude is always cheerful and spoiled, I like it. You're the one who's still so sweet as a kid, it's making me anxious, until I fall in love again.

But after I got to know Nayla my heart started to waver easily. But I didn't try to get away from you, Fanny.

Aaaaaarght !!!

Fanny, you...

I'll never let you go any way.

But who? Who would have dared to steal the tape and pass it on to Fanny?

It all falls apart because of that guy.

Ammar was trying to remember something.

Could it.. Farel? Ah no-no. That's not possible, but Farel does use my phone a lot to play games.

If so, he should be responsible for this. Just a little, just a little Fanny will be mine forever.

Ammar muttered inwardly with his threat.

**************♡-♡*************

Tok tok...

There was a knock on the door from outside the room. I opened my eyes slowly, then tried to move from this lazy feeling in my body.

But for some reason, I suddenly felt a great dizziness in my head. It felt like we were going around the room.

I painstakingly grabbed the doorknob with a few closed eyes and unkempt hair.

" Dear, let's eat first. You woke up late today, it's 10 in the morning. Mother has awakened you three times, but you still did not open the door. Mommy has made your favorite fried rice. " Say mother.

" Duh no bund, Fanny did not have breakfast. Fanny's head is very tight Mother. Fanny continued to sleep again, yes" answered me with a slight grimace holding my head.

" God, it's so hot, son. You're feverish. In a moment, you just sleep first mother call father, we go to the doctor after this." Mom pushed me to the bed worriedly and then ran to the living room below looking for and calling dad.

I feel like I have no energy, I feel heavy body and head. Why is it so sick and weak all over my body, am I going to die soon?

My mind is starting to run.

A few minutes later I heard the voices of my father and mother panicking and shouting at each other.

" Fanny, how could you possibly have such an impromptu fever?" Ask me in panic.

I just shook my head by closing my eyes in response.

" My husband, let's get Fanny to the doctor right away. Don't be interrogated first dong ah, our child again fever this. " replied the mother began to fuss.

Oh my goodness, the risk of an only child.. Is it necessary to make a fuss just because I have a fever?Wonderful deh ah..

I began to annoy me in my heart.

Then my mom and dad made me walk slowly down the stairs one by one. Until arriving in the lower room Dad rushed to the car first while mom still holds me up.

On the way, I kept my eyes closed grimacing with the pain all over my body plus the feeling of dizziness in the head that was very heavy dizziness. And for some reason and from where it came suddenly smelled a distinctive perfume from the body of Ammar.

As I opened my eyes and looked around, I saw that there was only a father in front as a driver.

Aaaakh. . What's wrong with me?

It's Fanny, you don't expect Ammar's presence on your side anymore. My heart continued to poison my mind to forget about Ammar immediately. The truth is, we haven't broken up and I still love her very much.

" What's up, honey? why do you look like you're looking for something. Hold it for a while, we're ready to arrive " said the mother who then I just smiled forcefully without answering her with words.

Arriving at a large clinic, my usual place and both my parents made it a place of escape when one of us was sick.

I walked very slowly, in the bin by my father and mother. Because my head is really heavy I think.

Passing by in the pharmacy room, we accidentally meet her mother Nayla with Aril Nayla's youngest sister.

" Yey, Miya. Oh my God, we finally met here. I was just about to call you, ask you some news. Long time no one's present at the rally." Nayla's mother said to my mother.

" Oh Hey Rahma. Hahaha yes lately I've been busy so can't attend while ". Answer my mother kindly.

I was just a little upset to see Nayla's mother, but she was not wrong. Aye right? While dad heads to the reception desk first.

" Who is sick? " Task Nayla's mother later.

" It's the fanny, suddenly a fever. " Mommy answered hugging me, I smiled wryly greeting Nayla's mother.

" Oh my goodness, good luck. It just so happens that I also boiled medicine for Nayla. He's got a little flu and a cough. " Clearly later.

" Oh yes, hopefully Nayla will recover quickly. Once in a while, we did arisan in my house. Don't you know the address of the house I'm currently occupying?". I replied that I had a good conversation with Nayla's mother.

Then I was stunned by what Nayla's sister, Aril, said.

" Mama, let's go home quickly. Aril wants to play with Ammar." Spoiled whine.

Degh !!!

A,ammar? Aril called the name Ammar. Did I not hear wrong? Ammar's home in the morning Nayla?

You son of a bitch, curse me in the heart.

" Oh yes let's go home now" replied Nayla's mother then beramit and cipika cipiki with my mother.

Either my mother didn't realize the name Nayla's sister mentioned, or didn't even hear it. Because mom just ignored it, the one who returned to me walked into the doctor's room. Dad waved a hand to signal that we should see the doctor quickly.

My head felt heavier until it wanted to explode.

'om Ammar om Ammar'. The call kept ringing in my ears.

Aaaaaarg...

I want to scream !!!

Could it be that Ammar came to see Nayla this morning just because he heard that she was not feeling well?his side? Then I am at this moment, how???