LOVE SLAVE

Thirty-seven

Me and Ammar are still standing in my rumabmh yard.

With a feeling of anger I looked at the face of Ammar who was still standing before me with his gaze still sharp.

" Why else did you come here Ammar??? " Task me.

" why??? do you feel afraid this time because it was discovered that you were walking with another man, while your status is still my girlfriend.is this a tell you you are cheating on me??? "

" Close your mouth, Ammar "

" You. . . You have even begun to dare to speak rudely to me just for the sake of the man "Struthfully Ammar raised his tone.

" Are you really angry this time Ammar??? Do you feel the pain of hearing me directly defend and protect Kevin??? "

" What question throws at me is Fanny, obviously I don't accept it very much. You're my girlfriend. . until whenever you'll still be mine ".

" Then have you ever asked me how I feel when you're defending Abel more than I am your girlfriend??? " Say me firmly.

" Abel Abel and Abel were always the ones you made excuses for doing this to me Fanny, me and Abel were just friends. We are friends of the college. . . " This time Ammar again expressed anger at me.

" Ah it is Ammar, if your arrival here still can not understand my heart better you just go back to your city, free for your arrival tonight if only it further breaks my heart by your nature that remains privileged Abel in your heart "

Long silent without a word, I saw Ammar began to weaken and voiced slowly to me.

" Shya. . . Are you really going to keep this up??? Tonight was supposed to be a beautiful night for our relationship, celebrating our anniversary that we didn't realize had been going on for a year, did you realize it was Fanny??? " said Ammar very gently this time.

I looked at his face that was starting to look lethargic, starting to arise again my feelings of ease.

I was silent for a moment. . how much I missed this gentle and mature figure of the man before me, just as we started our relationship. But tonight. .he was so rude, it made me really scared to be around him again.

" Ammar, that's it. I'm so tired, go home. Or you can stay in town, but not in my house. I don't want to see you again. . . "

Then I walked past him about to go to my house, but at once Ammar hugged me from behind.

And you know, somehow still feel a great vibe in my heart feeling Ammar's embrace. It still feels so warm, my heart even beats violently. Could the love of Ammar still be the same for me. . .??? just like me who still loves him.

" Fanny, I miss you. . . I miss you so much. . and I. . still love you Fanny, please don't. . . never say that you will never see me again. . . I beg you. . Never do that, I beg you. . pliss Fanny ".

This time Ammar drowned his face on my shoulder, long sounding the cry of Ammar.

Oh my god, is Ammar crying on my shoulder. . .??? Oh no, how is it possible??? Am I being too rude to her tonight, God???

Ammar. . Don't make me waver.

" Ammar, let go of this hug. I'm going in, I want to go to bed. I'm tired, do you still not understand??? Get out of here right away !" I asked him again to leave immediately.

" No. . I won't leave until you say that you still love me, you miss me a lot, and you still want us to be together again as usual " Ammar further tightened his embrace, making me cramped. . .

With all my might I took off his embrace and turned my head back to face him.

Yes tuhaaaan. . I actually saw tears dripping from her chin. She lowered her head weakly before me. . .

What should I do now, God??? I started to waver. . I felt how evil I was to her tonight.

" Ammar, go. Tomorrow. . . You can come back here again to see me "My answer gently.

And finally. . . I again gave her great hope in our relationship this time, Want. . want it to feel like I wiped away the tears on her face that, but. . . I could no longer afford it. My entire body went limp after letting out a lot of emotional pressure overflowing all over earlier.

Then I completely left Ammar, entered the house without further ado, without looking back.

I rushed to the room with an empty mind.

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The morning had arrived too soon for me, even I was barely deep in my sleep all night.

Considering everything that happened last night I hope it's all just my nightmare, but. . .

all my guilt for Kevin, and my concern for Ammar. . . seemed to tear my heart apart. As tight as I thought. . .

I rushed to the bathroom to clean myself. . re-standing under the heavy stub of water that fell through the shower. Trying to cool my head and hair, it feels like this brain has been heating up all night.

After the shower, I put on a casual dress. No need to dress up pretty even though I know Ammar will be back home this morning, no idea what more seduction he will do to strengthen my heart. Hopefully this time I can give him a lesson to realize his attitude that has gone too far. . finished mending myself tidying up the mattress and everything in my room that looks a little messy.

Then Tok tok tok. . .

There was a sound of knocking on my door from outside, finished tidying up the entire room I walked to the door to find out who was knocking. There's no way Ammar is this early, right???

And after I open the door. . .

" Happy anniv to my one love. . . "

Ammar greeted me at the door with half-sitting red roses this time, and in front of my room was filled with many petals and colorful balloons.

Crazy. . Since when did she decorate the whole room around my room???

Emang I'm a child. . use all balloon contents, hadeh. . so do your efforts Ammar.

Thought me in the heart. . .

" Do you think by giving this surprise everything will be finished easily Ammar??? "

My words are still in a squeaky tone like last night.

Ammar looked disappointed from the look on his face. . .

" Fanny, please listen to my explanation first. . . and I. . I'm really sorry because last night I got out of control, I was jealous to see you with Kevin alone, just by myself, and you know. . . I. .. I was so afraid that you would turn away from me " said Ammar with a sad face.

" Where have you been for the last two months, Ammar??? where's ya huh??? you never even sent me a short message, do you know what my heart and mind are??? I can barely shed any more tears from my eyes. But it's tightness in the heart, and it hurts more Ammar . . . do you know??? " I answered him with a tinge of emotion.

Hah. . It felt like I was breathing heavily, because it was emitting my emotions with half a shout.

" I'm sorry, Fanny, all this time I. . Besides I was busy for the admission of new students on campus and also at the school where I taught some of my students to participate in the Olympics, and the rest. . . I can't explain it directly to you. But believe me. . My heart still belongs to you. My feelings have not changed, I deliberately silenced you hoping that you would attempt to contact me. . .. but. . . "

" Cih. . . Are you really very clever at manipulating an Ammar excuse, is it that busy until you completely ignore me for two months??? And you still wish I had just called you first??? Did you still ask me to apologize for Abel??? Wah. . . You're really great Ammar "

" No. . no longer, about Abel. I realized, I was outrageous to you at that time. . I don't want us to argue and fight anymore just because of Abel. Pliss Fanny. . I'm sorry. . . "

" I don't know, let me be Ammar. You better go home if you still can't explain honestly where the last two months have been, and why, who you are, who you are, I need all those reasons in DETAIL. If you can't answer them yet, I'm asking you to just leave my house right now "

I walked past Ammar's half-sitting body in front of me from there without receiving the bouquet of roses in his hand.

Going down the stairs, Ammar stood up and said. . .

" Fanny, let's get engaged "

Degh !!! my steps stopped at once hearing his words. . .

What ??? Fiancee ???