Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 87

Rohman and I were silent to each other. I don't know what was on my husband's mind, so he could talk to me like that when I didn't have any meaning to him. I just want to show you the movie I'm watching. But why even run like this.

My head was suddenly dizzy, and I decided to move up and enter the room without further ado. Even with Mas Rohman, he just kept quiet and lowered his head as I passed from him.

I don't want to argue and I don't want the slightest quarrel. Silence is the best way. I decided to just sleep. Because I also still feel tired from yesterday's trip.

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The day has changed in the morning. As usual, I was busy with homework. Prepare breakfast for Mas Rohman. Then I washed my clothes. I did not intentionally accompany Mas Rohman breakfast. Recalling yesterday's incident with Mas Rohman's attitude that was a little sensitive to me.

As Mas Rohman was about to leave for work, he behaved as usual. Beware and kiss my forehead.

"I'll go to work first, baby."

"Yes." Yeah." My answer is pretty short. And Rohman passed from before me. Go by riding his motorcycle.

The anger in the heart must be there. But I chose to be quiet and speak as necessary. I just don't want to prolong the problem. If he invites me to speak, I will also answer him. Because I'm afraid if I'm wrong in speaking like yesterday.

My phone rang, as soon as I stopped my activities. I slide the green button and I pu immediately talk.

"Yes, hello."

"Lis, can I pick you up now?"

"My mother from yesterday was waiting for you, but you didn't have any news at all."

"Ehm, yes sorry. I was tired yesterday. Plus, Rohman's not feeling well either."

"When I left him." I can clearly hear the sound of Mas Rendy breathing out violently.

"Yes, I'm picking you up now. Pliss, don't refuse."

"But..." Not yet so I continue to say, Mas Rendy does not want to know and hangs up the phone.

"Nothing but a fireplace, Lis."

I exhaled violently. I put my phone on the nightstand. Then I dropped my body on the couch. My heart seemed to hesitate to come to see Ms. Rita. But the other day Mas Rohman had allowed me to go there to fulfill Ms. Rita's wishes.

Without a second thought, you rushed to take a shower and dressed neatly. Every now and then I see a cell phone if there's a message from Mas Rendy. I waited for almost thirty minutes. But there's no word from him. I'm still on standby to wait. How to know on the road he's got obstacles. But hopefully nothing.

To get rid of boredom, I played the phone and opened the tok tok app. Well, count count to eliminate saturation. Because waiting is something that sucks for me. Minute by minute and time went on, it was exactly an hour I waited. And so far there has been no news.

I intended to call her, and ask her if she would pick me up. Be loved, ulam arrived. When I called him, my phone rang first. The sign there was an incoming call, and it turned out to be from Mas Rendy. I hurried to press the green button and immediately spoke.

"Hallo, Mommy. How are you not, anyway?"

"I was ready an hour ago, where have you been?"

"Sorry, Lis. My bike was leaking tires. So I've got to find a tire patch first."

"I didn't get to contact you either. Because I just got a hold of a cell phone."

"Then how? So no, if not, I'm just gonna take a break."

"Later when it reaches the mini market that I told you yesterday."

"Are you okay what's the way up the end of the alley?"

"Yes, it's okay. It's me while walking let you not wait later."

"Yes." Yeah."

I locked the door, then I walked to the end of the alley. As usual I met with Mas Rendy in front of the mini market sebrang alley to my house. My purpose was to meet there, so that no neighbors would know. I'm just afraid I'll be talking here. Well, even though Rohman already knows and has given permission. But I should still be was.

For about ten minutes I walked, I finally arrived at the end of the alley. I noticed in the mini market opposite there is already Mas Rendy who is waiting. Using a motorbike matik and wearing a white shirt. I noticed that his appearance was quite interesting.

I immediately walked across to the mini market. I rushed up to Mas Rendy, and she smiled at me. I looked after and acted as if nothing had happened in the past.

"Come, up."

"Wait, Mas. I'm the helmet?"

"Oh yeah, I brought it. Here I put it on."

When Mas Rendy put the helmet on my head, I immediately remembered something. Where I first met and met him. But at first glance I also remembered with Mas Rohman. Who also did the same as I used to do, when I first met and met him.

Not only that, I remembered someone who had done the same thing. He was Jimmy, someone who had also been in love with me and almost married me. But destiny says something else. God loved her more, so she was taken from me.

Jimmy was an old friend when we were in school. And we were separated because of distance and circumstances. And we were reunited, but eventually had to separate for a long time.

A shock ripped me from a daydream. Mas Rendy shook my body until I was a little surprised. I don't know, I don't know that way of my mind. I always remember something I buried inside. Intentions want to forget, the more here it becomes more and more remembered.

"Lis, why are you daydreaming?"

"What are you thinking, anyway?"

"Eh, um I didn't think about anything. I just had a chance to think of something."

"Something? What are you thinking, Lis?"

"It's nothing, Mom. Something very insignificant and not good to recall."

"You've always been like that."

"Yes already, Mas. Can we leave now? I'm afraid I'll be hunted cyan, I'll be sleepy."

"Just sleep."

"Ihh, that,.."

"Yes, let's go up the hunt."

I got on Mas Rendy's motorcycle. I could not hold her so that I would not embrace her body. Enough to hold on the shoulder. I just want to keep from causing such deep feelings.

Loving two people at once is not easy. That's why I had to give up one of them. Because I don't want to hurt my partner. Because he is so good and understands me.