Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 29

"Sorry, I really don't remember who you are. All I remember is this Dilla is my boyfriend. And we'll get married soon."

Tub struck by lightning in the middle of a hole. My heart was sobbing hearing Rendy's words. I didn't think this would just happen.

I don't feel my tears just dripping. I looked at Rendy's face, she seemed to smile happily grasping Dilla's hand. And I noticed Dilla, she looked at me cynically and gave me a smile.

Is all this time Rendy has not been able to move on from Dilla. All this time he loved me just pretend. After what he got from me, now he just forgot me.

My head feels so dizzy. I can't see a scene like this. I decided to leave, rather than endure a deep heartache.

"Mom, Lissa said yes."

"Son, shouldn't you be here first nemenin mom."

"Sorry mom, Lissa can't. Because I'll shift tonight. So you have to rest a lot. I'm afraid I'm dizzy mom, if I'm sleep deprived."

"Son, I'm sorry about mom and Rendy. I hope you can be patient. Pray for Rendy to heal quickly, so she can remember everything. And you can quickly marry Rendy. I love you, son."

"Well ma'am, without being told Lissa will always pray Rendy to heal quickly. Take care of your health, yes. Assalammualaikum."

"Vaalaikumsalam. Take care, son."

I left without looking back. I really have no power to accept this fate. It's so hard to imagine and so painful that I feel right now.

God may not allow me to be happy. Life is so unfair to me. Just one more step happiness was in sight. But everything just vanished.

I don't know what I'm gonna do now. I walk without direction. My eyes were straight ahead, but my mind was on Rendy. So quickly you forget me.

I should forget about him for now. Or I'm still trying to get her memory back. My mind is so messed up and makes me a little dizzy. I was confused what to tell my family.

While walking, I accidentally hit someone. I fell because I couldn't keep my balance. I put my head up, and it turns out he's Jimmy.

My heart is beating fast. I looked at him a little embarrassed. I wanted to greet him, but this heart was still held back. I immediately apologized to him.

"Ma.. Sorry Jim, I didn't mean it."

"Come on Cha, I'll help you stand up."

"I was really unintentional. I'm sorry, Jim." I was very nervous when I talked to him.

"It's Cha, I'm fine. I see you as soy sauce."

"Ehm, I'm just a little dizzy."

"Your eyes can't lie, Cha. You must be having a problem?"

"That's how Jim is, nobody's life knows."

"What's up, Cha? Just tell me the same story, let you be relieved."

"Later on, maybe it's not the right time to tell a story. Oh yeah, what are you doing here? Who's sick, Jim?"

"This is what I finished looking at my wife's daughter's house."

"Oh, like that. Um, yeah then I'll go first. I'm tired of needing a break."

Just as I was about to step away, Jimmy held my arm, as if he was holding me back from leaving. I looked at him a little confused and awkward.

"Why, Jim?"

"Cha, can't you go with me even if it's just for a moment. Please, take a little time for me. This heart cannot lie. I miss you so much, Cha."

"But, Jim. I'm really tired. Next time I'll make time for you, I promise."

Jimmy clutched my arm. I grimaced a little in pain. He kept me from leaving.

"Click, Cha. Should I beg you?"

"All right, Jim."

I saw a smile coming from Jimmy's lips. He took me to walk like a couple. I see Jimmy's face looking happy. Along the corridor he smiled happily.

"Cha, sorry I brought a bike. Do you mind? If you don't like it, we can just take a taxi."

"Jim, is that my nature that likes luxury?"

"Sorry, Cha. How to know your nature has changed. It turns out that it is still the same as before who likes what it is. But baby, I..."

Jimmy did not continue his words. He made me wonder what he said.

"I what, Jim?"

"It doesn't need to be discussed."

"I don't want you to continue what you said."

"Cha, you really are making me anxious. Alright Cha, I will continue, I said earlier. But baby I'm late for you."

Between fun and funny. I didn't know he was joking or serious. Obviously, I was not curious about what he said.

"Explain what I said, Cha. Waiting especially? You still don't want to? Tell me, Cha what do you want?"

"I don't want to ride a motorcycle without a helmet."

"Jeez, I didn't get to mind. It looks like that's the helmet shop, Cha. We'll buy first. Come on, ride the hunt later this afternoon. Fear of rain, it's clouded the sky."

"All right."

Jimmy drove his vehicle at moderate speed. While looking left-right to find the helmet shop that meant Jimmy.

Finally, I also found the Helmet shop. I chose the right helmet for me. I took a red helmet, and I tried it. It seems very comfortable and comfortable for me.

"This is it, Jim."

"Know this one? Do not choose another first? How do you know something's better."

"I love this, Jim. It's fit and comfortable to wear."

"Yes, bring the helmet. I pay first."

Jimmy went to the cashier's desk to pay for the helmet. After that, put it on my head. My heart was full of remembering something.

A memory that has been buried in kin remembered again. The memory came up, remembering Rohman while wearing a helmet for me. I'm very confused by my current opinion. I don't want old love to spring back.

"You're why you're daydreaming, Cha."

"Eh, no, no."

"Yes, let's go up."

I'm gonna get on Jimmy's bike. And the vehicle began to go at a moderate speed.not far away, suddenly Jimmy stopped the pace of his vehicle.

"What's up, Jim?"

"Hmm, can I ask you a favor?"

"Solicit what please?"

"Can you hug me from behind, Cha?"

"What's up, Jim?"

"What's up, Cha. If you don't want to, I don't force you either."

Jimmy returned to his vehicle. I don't know why this hand needs a grip. I put my hand on his stomach and I put this beard on his shoulder. I noticed he looked smiling, and clasped my hand tightly.